"That's the truth, I chose it myself, and the result is the most fragile, delicate and difficult to raise, but there is no way, I chose it, I have to be responsible for it to the end, you see it looks pitiful, I take care of it, and it is still half dead, and a small bud is pecked by birds, if I don't want it, throw it to the back mountain, can it survive tonight?"

"This is the responsibility, I have a responsibility for it, I can't let go of this heart, maybe I owe it in my last life, I am the dead bird that pecked its buds."

"You are you, I am me, you can't let go of it, you have been fasting and chanting Buddha for a long time, and you feel that you can really benefit all sentient beings, I am different from you."

"Yes, you're different from me, you can afford to put it down, but you want to go crazy with me every once in a while."

"It's annoying that you want to be quiet and quiet."

Zhao Pingjin got up to leave.

The man didn't persuade him, so he sat down to make tea by himself.

Zhao Pingjin walked a few steps, then turned back and sat down.

The man handed him a cup of tea, and Zhao Pingjin took it, but he didn't have the heart to drink it.

What appeared in front of his eyes was that day in the hospital, Xu He had messy short hair, swollen eyes, and blood on his knees.

As he thought, it was terrible and annoying.

But just like this flower seedling, it is weak and windy, the leaves are yellowish, and the fragile flower stem can be crushed with one finger, but it is the flesh of the person's heart.

Things in this world are so indescribable, you are upset about her headache, just because you can't let her go.

It's just that this cognition made Zhao Pingjin feel a little unspeakably disheartened.

No one likes the person who has changed themselves beyond recognition.

But if you don't like it, where does you get the ability to change him?

Zhao Pingjin put down the teacup and said to the man who was tasting the tea: "Your words are reasonable, but have you ever thought about a problem?" ”

"What's the problem?"

"It has been like this for the past two years, not because you don't take good care of it, maybe it's because it doesn't want to be here with you at all, it's not adaptable, and there is another place to yearn for?"

The man held the teacup in his hand, and suddenly paused.

His gaze fell on the young flower seedling, and after a while, he slowly stood up, "Pingjin, I, the so-called person who eats fasting and recites Buddha, is not as transparent as you think......"

"It's not that I'm thinking through it, it's just that it's too heavy to pick up, and I'm just learning to put it down."

Zhao Pingjin walked all the way out of the mountain gate, and the mountain wind blowing at dusk made people feel calm.

From beginning to end, he was actually the most selfish and narrow-minded person.

He will never be able to accept that his woman also has other men in his heart.

Even if it's just guilt, even if it's just sympathy, pity, even if there is not the slightest love between men and women, it will never work.

If he can't change, then, if he is willing to scrape the bones to cure the poison, he can only go to the broken arm to survive.

……

"Since Tang Zhao said that he doesn't care and forgives you, then you don't have to take this matter to heart anymore, as for you to turn yourself in and go to prison, it's even more unnecessary, the matter has subsided, and no matter how much you do it, it just pushes me and Tongsheng to the forefront again."

Shen Du was speechless, and his face was ashamed.

If Zhao Pingjin had retaliated against him after the incident, he would have felt much more at ease at this time, but on the contrary, he didn't even say a word of blame.

It's just that Shen Du knows that the more this is the case, the more it shows that between Zhao Pingjin and him, they can no longer be brothers.

Zhao Pingjin didn't quite understand why Shen Du insisted on seeing him, he really didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

But Shen Du said that for the sake of their love for the eight years they ate and lived together from childhood to adulthood, let him come to see him for the last time.

He was actually very uncomfortable in his heart, when Zhao Zhiyong asked him to leave the Zhao family, he still thought about Shen Du when he had nothing, and wanted to take him with him, but he didn't expect that in the end, it would end up like this.

"I'm done, I'm leaving, in the future, you take care."

Zhao Pingjin stood up and was about to leave, but saw Xu He pushing the door in.

She saw him in the room, but she didn't have any shocked surprise, thinking about it, Shen Du's appearance today was also behind her back.

Zhao Pingjin didn't know when she would return to Kyoto, and Zheng Fan never mentioned her.

But calculating the time, it's almost time for her graduation defense, and it's normal to come back.

Shen Du stood up, but he opened his mouth to help Xu He cover up: "I asked Miss Xu to come over, Pingjin, don't be angry with her." ”

Zhao Pingjin's face was not very good-looking, and Xu He stood at the door, with an embarrassed look on his face.

"You guys, have a good talk."

Shen Du walked to the door, looked at Xu He, and then glanced back at Zhao Pingjin, and then opened the door and went out.

After Shen Du went out, Zhao Pingjin picked up his mobile phone with a cold face and walked out.

Xu He suddenly closed the door with his eyes, and then stood with his back firmly against the door.

Zhao Pingjin looked at her like this, but laughed angrily.

"I ...... I have something to say to you. ”

Xu He glanced at him, although he stopped, she still tensed herself and leaned against the back of the door, not daring to relax for a moment.

Zhao Pingjin took out a cigarette and a lighter, and was about to light it The moment he stopped again, he looked at her politely and detachedly: "Is it okay?" ”

Xu He felt uncomfortable for a while, and nodded lightly.

He walked to the window, opened it, and stood there smoking.

Xu He's eyes fell on his back, he was only wearing a shirt and trousers, and he was thin......

She felt uncomfortable in her heart, if she had been in the past, she would have gone over to hug him, but now, she didn't even dare to say a word of concern.

"Say whatever you want, I'll have an appointment later."

Zhao Pingjin smoked half of a cigarette, turned around, and opened his mouth in a very faint voice.