700 I'm afraid I'm going to go crazy
"Yes, I'm not qualified to care about you, I'm not your man, I'm not your husband, Jian Tong, who you want to be with, who you want to get close to, I have no right to interfere, because I'm not qualified, I don't have that identity, I know very well."
"It's good if you know it, don't mess with me like this."
"Forget it."
"Forget it."
"I don't want to go on like this, and if I continue like this, I'm afraid that one day I'll go crazy and be so crazy that I want to kill him with my own hands."
"Chen Xu ......"
"Jian Tong, I will try my best to be Yuzu's father in the future, no matter what is between me and you, I will do my best to love her and protect her, as for you...... You are free, completely free. ”
After Chen Xu said this, he hung up the phone directly.
Jian Tong held the phone, but was a little stunned.
It took a while for her to come to her senses.
Yes, he is Chen Xu, so proud and conceited Chen Xu.
He only promised such a ridiculous thing at the beginning, but it was just a momentary dizziness.
Now that he is sober, he will feel humiliated and unbearable.
It's good, he's willing to retreat to Yuzu's father's position and give her all her freedom, really, well.
Jian Tong adjusted her emotions and turned around and walked out of the bedroom.
Zhang Wenli sat on the sofa in the living room, and when he saw her come out, he immediately stood up: "Hitomi, am I causing you trouble?" ”
Jian Tong shook his head.
Zhang Wenli smiled bitterly and pointed to the balcony: "Just now, Yuzu's father was downstairs, and I saw him." ”
Jian Tong was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously walked to the balcony.
"He's gone, Hitomi, he called you just now, you guys, it's not pleasant, isn't it?"
Jian Tong stopped and nodded: "It's none of your business, it's a matter between me and him, don't take it to heart, let's eat quickly, the food is going to be cold." ”
After Jian Tong finished speaking, she turned around and walked to the dining table, but Zhang Wenli gently held her wrist: "Hitomi, in fact, there is another reason why I have made up my mind to come to Kyoto. ”
Jian Tong subconsciously wanted to stop him from going on, but Zhang Wenli was rarely strong: "Hitomi, I know that it is impossible for you to accept me again now, but I still want to say what is in my heart, I want to remarry you and rebuild the old friendship with you." ”
"Wenli, you know, I can't get over that hurdle in my heart......"
"I know, I understand your feelings, if it were me, it would be impossible to pass this hurdle, just Hitomi, I didn't mean to force you, I just told you what I thought, let you know my mind, no matter what, I will wait for you until you find the other half, if we cause you trouble like this, I will wait silently, until you are happy, I will not give up."
"Boon Lay...... Don't waste time on me, in my heart, I treat you as family and relatives, but we are really impossible......"
"Hitomi, do you still love him?"
"What is love?" Jian Tong smiled self-deprecatingly: "I won't love people for a long time, maybe I'm such a coward, and I'll be like this for the rest of my life." ”
Zhang Wenli slowly let go of his hand.
What do you mean by not being able to love people, and what do you mean that I am such a coward?
It's only because I love too deeply and that I am hurt too deeply by that person that I have become what I am now.
Zhang Wenli thought that he would really rather be the man than be the insignificant person in Jian Tong's life.
At this meal, the three of them were very quiet.
After the meal, Zhang Wenli cleaned up the kitchen before leaving.
Yuzu was still a little reluctant to leave, so Zhang Wenli made an appointment with her to go to the aquarium together next weekend.
Jian Tong took Yuzu to take a nap, and after waking up from a nap, Yuzu began to call Chen Xu.
Chen Xu promised her before that he would take her to the playground today.
On the phone, Chen Xu said that he would arrive in 20 minutes.
Jian Tong cleaned up Yuzu, and the water cup and paper towels were ready to be placed in the small bag.
Yuzu suddenly asked softly, "Mom, aren't you going with us this time?" ”
Jian Tong hugged her daughter: "I have to go to class tomorrow, and my mother has to write a lesson plan, Yuzu will go with my father, and then when I come back, will I bring a small cake for my mother?" ”
Yuzu was immediately coaxed to be happy: "Okay, I remember my mother's favorite flavor, and I will also ask my aunt to put more cherries." ”
"Okay, thank you, baby pomelo."
Jian Tong kissed her: "Go, Dad should come." ”
As soon as they arrived in the living room, the doorbell rang.
Yuyu cheered and rushed over to open the door, Chen Xu bent down and hugged her: "Do you miss Dad?" ”
Yuzu will be coquettish in front of Chen Xu now, hugging his neck and not letting go, and said in a milky voice: "Yuzu misses Dad." ”
Chen Xu smiled very gently, he kissed Yuyu, and touched her soft forehead: "Do you want to go now?" ”
"Mm-hmm, let's go now, mom pack my things."
Chen Xu looked inside the room at this time.
Jian Tong walked over with a small backpack and handed the backpack and kettle to Chen Xu: "Yuzu is a little hot, remember to let her drink more water, the dandelion tea I boiled is very light, and children can also drink it." ”
Chen Xu nodded, his gaze was flat, he took the thing, and only said to Jian Tong lightly: "I'll send Yuzu back after dinner in the evening." ”
"Okay."
Chen Xu didn't speak again, hugged Yuyu and turned to go out.
Yuzu lay on Chen Xu's shoulder, and smiled heartlessly: "Goodbye, Mom, wait for my little cake." ”
Jian Tong also smiled: "Okay, mom will wait at home." ”
When the door closed, she stood alone for a moment before turning around and walking back to her bedroom.
The weather was good, so she changed the bedding on the yuzu bed and took it to be washed.
Then start sorting out the lesson plans.
But my heart is in a mess, and I can't be calm.
Chen Xu's appearance is really the same as before.
Jian Tong held the pen and sighed softly, she rubbed her face, trying to concentrate herself.
In the evening, Yuzu was not there, so Jian Tong casually cooked a little noodles.
At eight o'clock, Chen Xu sent Yuzu back.
Opening the door, Jian Tong saw the small cake that Yuzu was carrying in her hand, but it was not the packaging of the cake shop downstairs.
She subconsciously glanced at Chen Xu.
Chen Xu put the pomelo things on the cabinet at the door, "I happened to pass by this store on the way back, so I bought it there by the way." ”
Yuzu carried the cake box and nodded violently: "Mom, Dad said that this is the best cake shop in Kyoto, so I bought it here, I asked my aunt to put full of cherries, your favorite." ”