701 Is It Okay to Try to Love Me?

Jian Tong hurriedly took the cake: "Thank you, Yuyu, my mother is just hungry." ”

"I'm going to be on a business trip for a few days this week, and I can't pick up Yuzu from school, so I'll come back next Saturday."

When Chen Xu left, he said a word to Jian Tong.

Jian Tong nodded.

Chen Xu saw that she didn't have anything to say, so he turned around and walked out of the room.

Jian Tong glanced back at Yuyu: "Yuzu is good, you read the picture book for a while, and Mom and Dad will say a few words." ”

"Okay."

Yuzu is sweet.

Jian Tong put down the cake and walked outside the door, her apartment here is one ladder and one household, but the privacy is good.

"What do you want to say?"

Chen Xu looked at her, Jian Tong was only wearing simple home clothes, which was the kind of clothes he looked down on the most when the two were in love and living together in the past.

Conservative long-sleeved trousers, washed fabric soft, some half-worn, not feminine at all.

Chen Xu thought, when Jian Tong used to wear those expensive tongue-smacking brand-name pajamas he bought for her, she might not be as comfortable and happy as she is wearing dozens of pajamas now, right?

Just like the Western restaurants he took her to, she didn't like the high-end Western and French food she ate at all, but she was happier when she ate roadside stalls.

Chen Xu didn't understand it before, and felt that a man spending money generously on a woman and giving her everything he thought was the best was already a rare favor.

But now that I think about it, from the time he and Jian Tong first fell in love, he didn't put himself in an equal position.

He is in control of everything and does whatever he wants.

Even the final separation was his decisive decision.

Why can you hurt her with a heart at that time, and why can a person realize it later?

His eyes softened.

So, what right does he have to be angry with her now, to be angry with her because of some of her actions?

Chen Xu really wanted to hug her, and sometimes he couldn't help but think of some details and bits and pieces when they broke up.

Jian Tong has such a temperament, she is timid and afraid of things and an ostrich, how did she survive those days?

Thinking about it, it is a piercing pain, and he has complete pity for her, and it is even more difficult to extricate himself from this relationship.

"Since you said that we are back in the position of Yuzu's parents, let's completely destroy the video from that day."

Jian Tong thought of his indifference today, and thought of the resolute words he said on the phone.

She endured the sadness in her heart, didn't look at him, just looked in other directions indifferently: "It's not interesting for you to keep those things, the words I said at that time were just out of the instinct of physiological reaction, not my sincere words, Zhang Wenli and I will not not meet, after all, there is Yuzu, you also know, Yuzu has been brought by Zhang Wenli and me since birth, and the relationship between them is very deep, which is incomparable to ordinary people, and I will not deprive them of the right to come and go." ”

Chen Xu lowered his eyes and looked at her, and suddenly asked, "Hitomi, do you still love me?" ”

Jian Tong was like a cat that had been pricked by a needle, she suddenly raised her eyes to look at him, but in her raised tone, there was panic and desire that even she didn't notice: "Chen Xu, what crazy are you talking about?" Do I still love you? How do you ask about it? ”

"You can just answer me directly."

"I don't love you anymore."

After she said this, it seemed that she was trying to convince herself and him: "Otherwise, why would I marry Zhang Wenli in the first place." ”

"Then why did you give birth to Yuzu?"

"Yuzu is your daughter and mine, I can't bear my own child, is there a problem?"

"If Zhang Wenli's son hadn't done that, wouldn't you have divorced him in your life?"

Jian Tong didn't hesitate: "Yes, the day I married him, I didn't think about separating from him." ”

"If Zhang Wenli asks you to remarry now, will you agree?"

"It's my business, why should I tell you."

After Jian Tong finished speaking, he stretched out his hand to him again: "You give me your phone, I want to delete the video." ”

"I've backed it up in other software, don't worry, I'll go back later, and I'll destroy it all."

"Okay, after you destroy it, tell me, lest I feel unsure."

Keeping such a video is always an unstable factor for women.

"Okay."

"After that, we'll just be Yuzu's mom and dad."

Jian Tong said this and glanced at him: "Everything before, just treat it as if nothing happened." ”

Chen Xu suddenly smiled, and he even smiled a bit like the virtue that flowed in the past: "Cheng, just act as if nothing happened, but those nights with Miss Jian were indeed very pleasant, if Miss Jian still needs it in the future, you can call me." ”

Jian Tong bit her lip and did not speak.

"Is there anything else?"

Jian Tong shook her head.

Chen Xu bowed to her: "Cheng, then I'll leave first, and I'll come to see Yuzu next week." ”

After he finished speaking, he turned and walked in the direction of the elevator.

Jian Tong looked at the figure he left, his eyes seemed to be covered by a veil, and gradually became blurred.

Why did she meet someone like Chen Xu.

Why can't she live with him steadily after marrying Zhang Wenli?

Why can't she meet a man who loves her wholeheartedly and holds her in the palm of his hand.

Jian Tong turned around, her whole person seemed to have lost a little energy, she entered the code and opened the door lock.

The moment he opened the door, his slender waist was gently wrapped around by a pair of hands.

Chen Xu's kiss fell from behind, hot and hot in her ears and on the back of her neck.

Jian Tong stood still, Chen Xu hugged her tighter, and his kiss fell on her collarbone and turned into a gentle gnawing: "Jian Tong." ”

His breath burned every inch of her skin, and his voice was hoarse and low as he pronounced her name.

"Can you try again, try again, try to love me all over again? Hitomi ......"

"What about you, do you love me Chen Xu? Is it unwilling, or is it the second best thing to retreat ......"

"When I got divorced, Yao Zhixue told me that after I married her, I have been reading your name in my sleep many times, Jian Tong, I may fall in love with you earlier than you and I think I do."

"What do you love me? I'm just the most ordinary girl in the world, Chen Xu, when I look back and want to be with you, I can't find the shining point in myself that is worthy of being loved and chosen. ”

"Perhaps, the love you are talking about is just loving Jian Tong who loves Chen Xu without distractions......"

"More perhaps, it's just because you've gone around and found that no one loves you wholeheartedly like Jian Tong did in the past, so you have to catch her."