She couldn't help but look back at him again, but he had closed his eyes.

The inside of the carriage was filled with a strong smell of smoke.

How much cigarettes did he smoke.

Why does he smoke so much.

Three months after graduating, she held a wedding with Zhou Ruixing.

Her parents loved her, her in-laws valued her, and her husband held her in the palm of his hand.

She doesn't have to worry about the big and small chores at the wedding, but getting married is still tiring.

Zhou Ruixing squatted on the ground and took off her high heels, and thoughtfully helped her massage her sore feet.

At this time, he undoubtedly loved her very much, and his eyes were full of her.

His friends, elders, and relatives were all happy and proud of him because he could get the favor of the Chen family's daughter.

He was even more excited and satisfied because he married her.

Sometimes he couldn't imagine how such a good thing could fall on him.

That's the daughter of the Chen family, his background is like this, he can be regarded as climbing her, and even his parents often tell him that he must treat her well and love her.

He looked up at the girl he liked, distressed and pityful: "I'll take you to take a bath, pomelo, I'm tired of you today......"

She lowered her eyes to the groom in front of her, her groom.

But there was not a little joy in my heart.

There are some things that you know are wrong, but you still do them like this.

Some roads know that they are dead, but they still go down with their eyes closed.

Before she got married, she went to beg her father, and even when she went to visit Uncle Zhao's house, she mentioned to her aunt very tactfully, asking them to pull the Zhou family in the future.

Naturally, the elders have nothing to do with her.

She can't give Zhou Ruixing and the Zhou family something, she can only work hard to compensate.

She is engaged and married, but Zhao Lizheng and Jiang You are still living together.

They hadn't moved back to the Lufeng Mansion, and they hadn't heard that something good was coming.

Jiang You was admitted to the best and most demanding dance company in Kyoto, and with the formal establishment that all dance students dream of, she began to work hard for the position of chief again.

Zhao Lizheng's company is developing very fast, and Sister Kite said, maybe because both of them are too busy.

In the third year of marriage, she finally became pregnant.

The elders of the two families were extremely happy, and carefully raised them until they were three months pregnant, and then they were made public.

The elders of the Zhao family and the Xu family came to see her, and Sister Kite also came to the house with a dragon and phoenix fetus.

What everyone didn't expect was that Zhao Lizheng and Jiang You also came.

They brought many, many valuable supplements.

Jiang You sat beside Zhao Lizheng, and he couldn't see the slightest shadow of the past.

Her face was white and smooth, and all her hair was combed back of her head, revealing a full and beautiful forehead and facial features.

The makeup is very light, the shoulders and back are straight, and it is very temperamental.

When Zhao Lizheng was talking to her, Jiang You listened with a smile.

Occasionally, she would say a sentence or two, but it would be a decent word of concern.

When she finally left, Zhao Lizheng told her to recuperate, Jiang You also held her hand and said with concern: "Sister, I finally looked forward to your good news, your brother Li Zheng is very happy, and now seeing you like this, it is really heartwarming...... It was envy and comfort. ”

When she said this, she seemed to think of something, and her voice sank slightly, but soon, she smiled like a flower and said, "You have a good rest, we will come to see you another day." ”

She smiled and thanked them as she watched them leave side by side.

Before going out, Jiang You suddenly smiled and grabbed Zhao Lizheng's sleeve, and raised his hand to sort out the collar of his shirt: "What are you doing, the clothes are all messy, fortunately, my sister didn't laugh at you just now." ”

She flattened the folds of her neckline, took a step back and looked at it for a while, before nodding with satisfaction: "Okay, let's go." ”

Naturally, he grabbed Zhao Lizheng's arm and walked out.

A soft hand suddenly grasped her knuckles gently.

As soon as she looked up, she was facing the distressed gaze of Sister Iris.

She was still smiling, looking very happy: "Brother Zhao and Sister Jiang You have a really good relationship. ”

The kite clenched her hand, gently stroked her fingers, and said something like this, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional: "How can you not get married for so many years if you have a good relationship." ”

She didn't respond, but she didn't have any ripples in her heart because of this sentence.

Time is so merciless, six years have passed in a blink of an eye.

In six years, she will be a mother.

She clutched her lower abdomen, but uncontrollably began to think about her first child over and over again.

Jiang You's reactions, she knew very well that Jiang You should have thought of the first child she was tired of back then.

And this also brought back those memories that she almost vaguely forgot.

That night, she dreamed of a very small, very small child.

The child cried at her, crying weakly, accusing her of why he didn't want him, why he had been left alone and suffered.

She was so distressed that she couldn't help it, so she wanted to go over and hug the child.

But he was pushed hard by the child: You already have other children, I don't want you as a mother, I'm not rare, don't come to me!

She felt that her state was starting to be wrong again, and she sent a text message to Uncle Fu to inquire.

Fu Donghuo was communicating abroad at the time, saying that he would come back early to see her immediately, and asked her not to take medicine indiscriminately, and to endure it again.

But she didn't wait for Fu Donghuo to come back, she just fell in a trance, and the child who had been sitting firmly was gone, the Zhou family cried and rushed into a mess, and the doctor said that she couldn't give birth again.

When the child is gone, he is almost four months old, so the trauma to the mother is relatively large, but more often it is still heart disease.

After she was discharged from the hospital, she still lingered on the sickbed and recuperated for nearly half a year, but she still did not get better.

At that time, she knew that Zhou Ruixing had another woman outside, and she knew that the Zhou family was sparing no effort to support her, and at the same time, she was also hoping that she would close her eyes earlier, but she never had half a bit of resentment.

Because, this path was also chosen by her Chen Zhien herself.

There is nothing wrong with everyone, so everything can only be forced in the bottom of her heart.

Uncle Fu came to visit her and asked her if she wanted to go for systematic treatment, her physical condition was very bad, but her mental state was even worse.

She refused.

In fact, she should have died a long time ago, as early as the year before her eighteenth birthday.

Chen Zhien, who is alive now, is about just a numb shell.

And she was so tired, she really wanted to get rid of it earlier.

"Uncle Fu, don't worry about me, I've troubled you a lot over the years, and I want to thank you for always helping me keep these secrets, for my illness, you have spent so much thought and so much time, but I am not angry."

Fu Donghuo just shook his head with red eyes: "Zhien, what do you want me to say about you, what do you say about you." ”