Fu Donghuo just shook his head with red eyes: "Zhien, what do you want me to say about you, what do you say about you." ”

"Uncle Fu, you're about to celebrate your birthday, I remember, you're twelve years older than me......"

She looked at him weakly and smiled: "I don't know, before I leave, I can see you marrying a wife, and I don't know what Aunt Fu will be like in the future." ”

When Fu Donghuo heard this, he looked at her fixedly: "I will not marry a wife in my life." ”

"Why, Uncle Fu?" She was curious and worried, a good man like him shouldn't be alone.

"I have someone I like, but in this life, I can't be with her, and I don't want to settle, so it's good to be alone."

"What does the person you like look like?"

Fu Donghuo gently pulled the blanket that had slipped off her body up.

Maybe it's because he thinks of the person he loves, and his eyebrows and eyes are dyed with a smile.

Then, he raised his eyes and looked at her, and said gently and peacefully: "She, a little stupid, a little stupid, loves to cry, but she is very kind, very kind and kind, her heart is cleaner than anyone in this world, in short, she is a very beautiful, very lovely girl." ”

She looked at him with some indescribable sadness: "Uncle Fu, you are so good, she is also so good, can you chase her back?" ”

"She's married." Fu Donghuo smiled at her very lightly: "However, fortunately, I am a doctor, and I can still see her often and take care of her, I am already very satisfied." ”

She became more and more sad: "Doesn't she know? I don't know your heart, I don't know that you like her, that's why I married someone else, right? Is she happy? Her husband, is it good for her? ”

"She doesn't know, I didn't say it, her husband and in-laws are very good to her, but I feel that she doesn't seem to be so happy either."

"Uncle Fu...... Do you regret it? ”

Fu Donghui's eyes fell into the distance little by little, and he seemed to see the girl squatting at the door of his office that night through time.

If that day, he is a little braver.

No, the ending is all different.

"Zhien, I regret it, I regret it, if I can do it all over again, I will definitely not miss her, definitely."

He looked at her fixedly, word by word, into his heart and lungs.

When she heard this, she cried.

"Uncle Fu, I also regret it, if I can do it all over again, I must live a healthy life and always be by the side of those who love me......"

"It's not too late, Zhien, there's still hope......"

"But Uncle Fu, I don't want to go on like this." Her bright eyes were no longer bright, and her lips, which were once as delicate as flower petals, also revealed a dull gray color.

"Let's end it, I'm really tired."

He could feel that she really didn't have the slightest desire to continue living.

Because of her, he has also done a lot of research on depression over the years.

So he understands her very well.

When leaving, she looked at him and smiled: "Uncle Fu, if she is really unhappy, you can actually try to take her away." ”

He almost burst into tears, but in the end he endured it and said softly to her, "Okay." ”

That night, she woke up from her sleep and suddenly remembered that the pair of little people had not yet been carved.

She took out the carving knife, and the little boy had short sideburns, didn't smile much, and looked a little arrogant.

She smiled slightly, her fingers running over the boy's eyebrows.

When the carving knife carved the last stroke at the corner of his lips, her soft fingertips were weak, and the knife was misplaced, instantly cutting her fingers, and a drop of blood fell on the villain's face like that, and then slowly immersed in it along the lines of the wood.

She hurriedly pressed the wound and pulled a tissue to wrap it indiscriminately.

It wasn't until I changed the tissues a few times that the bleeding slowly stopped.

Fortunately, the color of the wood carving was also very dark, and the blood was not very visible, and she rubbed it a few times, but to no avail, the blood had already soaked in.

She had no choice but to put the villain back in the box and put it away.

Jiang You is pregnant, and they are about to get engaged.

They should lack nothing, so they use this villain holding hands to bless their brother and sister-in-law and a hundred years of happiness.

There is a line of open windows, and the night breeze brings in a very faint floral fragrance.

She glanced at the bedside vase, where nearly half of the bouquet had withered.

The small flowers scattered on the table, and a thin layer fell on the table.

She had a bad feeling that she would probably go with the flowers.

Zhao Lizheng said on the phone that night that he would bring an old Chinese medicine doctor to see her.

He came early in the morning.

The servant came in to take care of her and wash and change her clothes, and she was too weak to go out again, so she met him in the little reception room outside the bedroom.

The old Chinese medicine doctor wanted to take her pulse, but she politely refused.

He originally wanted to say something, but seeing that she was sitting there weakly, he didn't force it.

The maid sent the old doctor out for tea in the living room.

There's no one around.

They have rarely seen each other over the years, and even when they do, apart from those simple greetings, they hardly say anything else.

It seems that from that time when he went to look for her at school, after she cried and said those words, he deliberately avoided her.

Zhao Lizheng thought that she would still not say anything to him again.

But she suddenly opened her mouth: "Zhao Lizheng." ”

Growing up, she barely called him by name.

When she was very young, she called him Brother Kang Bao with adults, and when she was older, he refused to let people call her by this milk name, so she called him Brother Zhao.

At that time, her name was Jian Zhien, and his name was Zhao Zhixu.

Later, when he was a teenager, he had a very serious car accident, and Uncle Zhao and his aunt took him to Puji Temple, and the monk changed this slightly sharper name to him.

I don't know if it's because he's grown up, or because he changed his name.

After he became Zhao Lizheng, they were estranged.

Because he was in rebellious adolescence at that time, Dingding hated that there was always a girl behind him.

Later, they somehow crossed that step.

She remembered that after their first time that night, she woke up the next day, and she didn't even dare to look at him again.

When Dad came to pick her up, the heat on the back of her neck could not subside, even though it was snowing heavily, but her whole body was like a burning fire.

On the night she returned to Chen's house, he came to Chen's house to look for her.

It happened that her parents were not at home, so he entered her room, pressed her against the back of the door and kissed her fiercely, so eager, so eager.

It seems that there are only so many pleasures, madness, and soul-crushing feelings in her life, all of which he gave her.