Chapter Twenty-Eight: 74 Days to Countdown

Tuesday, March 29

Today's class has changed, probably because of yesterday's class meeting. Three new groups of words have been added to the slogan in the class: optimism, self-confidence, and perseverance. During the class, someone shouted to stand up, and then the whole class stood up and said that the teacher was good, and every teacher was very novel, which brought encouragement and strength to the teacher. The learning atmosphere in the class has changed, and the hygiene is also very clean, and the whole class brings a fresh feeling.

This week it's our turn to check hygiene. Originally, the school had already arranged for the students on duty, but the old class asked the class leader to rearrange the students on duty. The students on duty in the row are all backwards, and I am very disgusted by this. Lao Ban said that there were not enough people to let the three of us go, and all three of us rejected Lao Ban's request or request. It shouldn't be what we do, and no one can say it.

In the second class of evening self-study, fireworks were set off outside the school. It's a good idea to sit in our class. In the dark night, you can bloom your beauty to the fullest, and no one can keep it in the blink of an eye. The original beauty, but the most dazzling should be set off by the night, what kind of providential arrangement is this. Watch as much as you want, and in a moment there will be nothing left. At the very least, there should be a little good memory.

Now, I'm more disgusted to sit in the class, holding books in my hands, and always can't read it in my heart. Thinking about the rest of the days, fate can't be changed, and the days go by like this, numb. It passed quickly and quickly, and the early sun was no different from the sunset in the west. Always so sentimental, so lamenting the helplessness of life. I really want to give up, because my dream is no longer the college entrance examination. The reason why I insisted hard was just to experience the life of the third year of high school, not to leave undeserved regrets in my life, and to have something to recall in the future.

When you find something that you're not interested in and you're still working on, you'll find that it's all tiring. However, under pressure, you must still bear it, which may be the so-called experience! It is not to persuade everyone to give up the college entrance examination, but to say that everyone has their own dreams, everyone has the right to realize them, and others cannot stop them, nor can they stop them. The vagaries of time are not beyond our control, but the line of fate is still in our own hands, and we want to control our own destiny.

The lead-filled feet could not walk, and the heart that had accumulated fire was tormented. If you want to run wildly, you can't break free from the invisible shackles. The only thing that can be done is howling, like a mad dog, no one can care. Hope to scare through the darkness and let it recede early, with a beautiful sun. Even if the life is broken, there will be beautiful illusions.

Thousands of black silk mixed nights, like my heart at this moment, looking forward to a fire...