Thursday, May 19

Whose youth is not sorrowful? Whose youth isn't wonderful? Life may be surprisingly dull now, but everything will pass. Most of the time, it is no longer a person who sits alone, looking at the blurred blackboard fantasy, but a person who is quietly immersed in reading. The trivial things in life will disappear in an instant, and you can thoroughly experience the joy of reading. When you encounter a classic sentence or a sentence with feelings, you will immediately feel happy.

There is a distance between life and death, and this is life.

How to walk this distance, this is called life.

It's not that the road ahead is too confusing, it's just that we trapped ourselves and surrendered before we even started the journey of youth. In the end, youth is cruel, or the youth in our hearts is too cruel, and the heart is confused.

There are many things for us to experience, to be brave enough to do them, and to give ourselves an answer. It is better for a person to waste time on worthless fantasies than to actually do something, and he will eventually gain something.

In the afternoon, the test paper was handed out, and the test paper of the man in front of me was not passed backwards, but passed to others, so that I did not have the test paper. Suddenly annoyed, Yin knew that this group of test papers was passed back and returned to Tonglai, and there was an enmity with me, didn't he? I got angry, we couldn't get along in the first place, there is nothing to find fault with, it is very likely that we will do it. This person's character can't be described by bad words, and he scolds a few words and it's over. I remembered a saying: To be angry is to punish myself for the mistakes made by others, so why should I be angry, I can't do it.

When I came to the evening, I was resting on the fence alone, and when Sun Bin saw me, he ran down to talk to me. When I asked how my mood was, I was much more cheerful. Yesterday's melancholy was gone, and when class started, the two of them met and ran to the abandoned classroom in the east of the building. There were three other people in the classroom, one was Li Fei, and the other two were his classmates. Several people talked together and enlightened each other. I asked if I had been studying, and I was still persistent, but when I was in a bad mood, I didn't want to study, and I wanted to relax, so I went back to my class in the second self-study.

I don't know if what I'm doing is right or not, but I just enlighten him, and I don't want him to give up the college entrance examination completely, and I don't want him to be like me and don't care about the college entrance examination at all. I still hope that he can study with peace of mind, not decadent and not degenerate. Fortunately, I know that there is a degree of persuasion, and there are many things that are not suitable for him to be said, so my classmates should give help and support when they are discouraged.

Looking at yesterday's events, it has faded away, but I still have beautiful illusions about the future. I always have to fight hard, I shouldn't be timid at any time, and my destiny should be in charge of myself.

I've been doing things that maybe only I can understand, and I'm no longer constrained. Now I am at this bustling crossroads, struggling to see the road in all directions, ready to do my best to fulfill my dreams.

If one can really fight for it until it succeeds, it is a dream. I have had many dreams, successes, failures, tears, and laughter, and this is enough, and life will only be wonderful and wonderful, and it will never be messy because of this.