5.20 Fri-

Old Ray was in a slump, just as he was starting his second class in the afternoon.

From the silence at first, the silence gradually became dazed, and then even more melancholy, as if there was an urge to cry. It's nothing, if a person thinks a lot quietly, his heart will touch that emotional line. If you are depressed, you will know a little bit in your heart when you say it, and what you are afraid of is that a person will keep his mouth shut and refuse to speak out. comforted him, he said to go back, take leave and not go to self-study, cry when a person wants to cry, go out for a walk, don't lock yourself in the room and think about those sad things, persuaded him, and then he asked for leave and left.

I thought that I would be in a happy mood today, but when I entered the class for evening self-study, I saw the person I hated the most sitting in my seat, and my mood was a mess. You know how annoying I am. After opening the door, I suddenly kicked the door shut, and I was so annoyed. Everyone in the class can sit in my seat, but he can't, and it's not for nothing that I'm bored with one person. I always like to talk about others behind my back, saying what I bought in the lottery, and I don't give me the test papers, so I still sit in my seat. Once I was in my seat, he sat down next to my table to my left, and I tried to control myself, calm down, and immediately read the book. Within two minutes he was back in his seat, and I immediately shoved the chair of my table in, and then snatched the door out.

Lying on the fence alone, the cold wind blowing the clothes danced, just to calm my violent heart. I started to reflect on what I had just done, and it was really wrong. But you must know that the negative emotions that a person has accumulated for a long time are always going to explode, it is just a matter of ignition of the fuse, to be honest, he doesn't have anything to sit in my seat, and he gets up as soon as I enter the door, but I really annoy him, so I don't control myself. Fortunately, it is not out of line.

Most of the unpleasantness is self-made, and if you can deal with it calmly, things can be solved very well, and you will not be unhappy. I still don't have such a high degree of patience, and I still need to strengthen my quality cultivation. The intensification of contradictions is often not caused by one party.

What does the good or bad of others have to do with yourself? You should not be inferior to yourself because of the low quality of others. Soon, I also adjusted my mood.

Today's weather can not be described as a rare coolness, wear a little thinner will feel a little cold, sitting in this sparse class, hard writing, meditating, are serious study.

It's been a few days since I really touched the exam papers or textbooks, but I found that every day was as fulfilling. Because I'm reading a book, because I'm thinking, I haven't regretted it now, and I don't know if I'll regret it in the future.