Under the sunset, the evening breeze rises, the lonely shadow is faint, and the sad place is sad.

The back of the body, as far as the past, seems to sigh, reminiscing about the past.

Before dawn, the clouds woke me up from my sleep, and suddenly remembered that yesterday he said that he would take me to a place today, and I sat on the bed with my still tired body and gently sleepy eyes, thinking that this place must be far away so early!

Liuyun's eyes were slightly red, as if he had not slept all night, and his face looked tired.

"Didn't you sleep last night?" I asked lightly, a little puzzled, it could be that the wooden chair was making him uncomfortable. After all, when he was in the palace, he never slept with these.

He smiled slightly, "I said I was going to take you to a place today, and it wouldn't be good if I fell asleep and missed the hour." ”

I pouted, complaining a little in my heart, "This place is far away!" I had to get up so early and hurry. ”

He sat down on the edge of the bed, and there was a meaning in his eyes that I couldn't read, "Thousand Buddha Mountain, we have to climb to the top of the mountain before sunrise." The sunset there was the most beautiful I've ever seen in my life, and it was there, we—" His words faded into his lips.

At this time, it was clear in my heart that there was our story there.

I rolled out of the bed, put on my coat, and said, "Then let's go!" Since you're going to be in time for sunrise, you have to hurry up, but don't miss the most beautiful scenery in your mouth. ”

He was stunned, then got up, and after a brief freshening, we left the inn.

From the foot of the mountain, the road is covered with wild chrysanthemums, and the mountain road is winding but not difficult. It feels like I've been here before, and it's a familiar feeling.

There are always some images flashing in my mind, and here, there are some similarities.

Halfway up the mountain, I suddenly stopped and looked at the road behind me that stretched to the bottom of the mountain, "I see, walking this way." ”

Liuyun had a hint of surprise at the moment, "It seems that your memory is not completely lost, in your mind, you still remember something, but it is too vague for you to feel real." ”

Lowering my eyebrows, I smiled faintly, "Maybe it's because of you." ”

By the time we both reached the top of the mountain, I was exhausted and out of breath, but Liuyun was in good spirits.

Sitting on a large rock to rest, we looked up at the sky side by side, and at this time, there was already a faint light that allowed us to distinguish everything in front of us.

The top of the mountain is even colder than the bottom of the mountain, and if there is a wind blowing, you will feel a little cool. In the middle of summer, it is a holy place to escape the heat.

"The two of us are like two puppets right now." I smiled, and a sweetness flowed through my heart.

Liuyun turned his head to look at me, and smiled in agreement, "Sometimes, it's not a good thing that we can sit quietly like this. ”

I retracted my gaze, turned to look at his face, and couldn't help but reach out and touch it, these days after entering the palace, I have never looked at him so closely, and the kingly demeanor of many years has become a kind of naturalness on his face. But what I see from his eyes now is loneliness.

I don't know why he has such eyes now, in fact, being the emperor can't go well.

"Sometimes, I really wish you were just an ordinary person. We just like that, leaning on each other and watching the sunrise and sunset. My hand slowly drooped, and when I said this, my heart also had a bitter taste.

His smile gradually faded because of my words, and in the end, all that was left was a touch of unbearable, "There will be a day." ”

There will be a day when a simple sentence is a simple word, but for us at that time, it was a luxury. I never thought he would give up that prestigious position for me. Even though I wanted to, I never dared to imagine it.

"Are you unsure about our future?" He frowned at me, already guessing what was on my mind.

I acquiesced to the head, in fact, there is no future at all, he is the emperor, it is impossible to regard me as very important. He once said that Jin Guifei and I are the most important women in his life, and now Jin Guifei has passed away for many years, and now I am the only woman he values. However, in the whole world, which monarch can abandon the world for the sake of a woman?

Still, I want everyone in the world to see him as a faint king, and I am a red face and a troublemaker.

There are too many of our ties.

This is also the contradiction in my heart.

Just when I didn't know how to purse my lips, he said unexpectedly, "Zhen Luo, whether you believe it or not, I can assure you that we can live such a simple life." Even if you can't now, it doesn't mean you won't be able to do it in the future. This world was given to me by my father. My father's wish before his death was to unify the world, and I was the same, and this wish was something I had to fulfill. Do you remember what I said to you? I will hand over the country to Brother Jing, and then..."I lightly plugged his thin lips with my hand, "I know, I know, but Liuyun, I'm not sure." ”

He was slightly stunned, stared at me firmly, and said the sentence half-loudly: "Even if there are many women around me, in my heart, I always regard you as my only wife." At that moment, his eyes were shrouded in a hazy color, and his face became more and more blurred.

Lately, I've always been in tears, and I don't know if it's because I'm sentimental or because I'm born to do it.

Embrace me, gaze at the colorful glow, the eastern sky is already blood red, the slowly rising sun, the warm sun shining, the morning sun burns the morning mist, a golden light. Indeed, it's beautiful... opened his mouth, and couldn't help but chant the poem of Zhao Kuangyin: "The sun is shining brightly, and thousands of mountains are like fire." A round of heaven in an instant, driving away the stars and the waning moon. ”

"This is a place where we make a lifelong commitment to each other, and it is also a place where we witness our feelings. Zhen Luo, do you remember, do you still have a trace of impression. He muttered this silently, and I pulled myself out of his arms, looking around and around, and my mind went blank.

Except for a hint of familiarity when I first went up the mountain, I didn't feel anything else.

Still, I can't remember the day that came out of his mouth and made me think it was the most beautiful.

Perhaps, it was really forgotten and there was nothing left.

On the way down, we walked another mountain road, passing a temple where Liuyun stood for a long time without speaking. I didn't ask him, but I knew it meant something else to him. Although, not sure if it's because of me.

Immediately, he took me to another place.

I was amazed by everything in front of me, I stared blankly at the grave, and the clear words on the tombstone stung my eyes, "Zhen Luo, are you dead?" Here, is my grave? ”

"Those past events, you can't remember, it was Ziqian who saved you with soul-haunting incense, how many people have been deceived by this tomb, and at that time, he actually deceived me." There was a rare smile on his lips, but in my opinion, it was a self-deprecating laugh.

There was a sense of urgency in my heart, eager to know what had happened and why I would die! And why, he didn't die!

"Tell me the details!" I spoke, but I couldn't hold back.

He frowned and stretched out again, "Zhen Luo, I hope you can remember, you can remember it yourself." ”

I sighed, a little helpless, "I also wish, but I can't always remember." ”

"Take your time!" He reassured, "If your eyes can be restored, so can your memories." ”

I bowed my head, but my face was full of loss.

I knew he wouldn't tell me, because he wanted me to remember with my heart, instead of relying on his story to imagine our past. Even though he was a little scared, afraid that he would resent him when my memory was restored, his heart still cared about me.

Then why don't I rely on myself to find it back!

The places he took me to are probably the ones I remember the most. Why can't I touch the amnesiac brain?

I couldn't squat down and bury my head in silence, and at this moment, I felt how helpless I was.

Liuyun also squatted down, with deep love in his eyes, "If you can't think of it, don't force yourself." Even if I never remember, I don't want you to suffer. ”

Looking up at him, tears burst out of his eyes in an instant, "Liuyun, I hope I can recover my memory all the time." Even if it's painful, I don't care, what I care about is the past that we can't go back to. ”

His body froze suddenly, and a flash of sadness on his face fell into my eyes.

Didn't you say that you spent this time outside the palace happily? Why, it always makes me feel astringent pain.

Still, we can't be happy in the first place. In the hearts of the two, how many past events are buried.

It took nearly two hours for the thoughts in my head to calm down.

When I stood up, I found that my legs were numb, and I almost knelt down, but Liuyun grabbed me very quickly.

In front of me, he turned his back and crouched down on his knees, "I'll carry you down the mountain." ”

I was stunned for a while, I reacted back, and without thinking too much, I climbed on his back and wrapped my hands around his shoulders, and my head rested slightly on his broad shoulders, my heart was very warm, and there was a little steadiness.

"It's been so many years, and this is the first time I've carried you. It feels much lighter than holding you. ”

"You are the emperor, who dares to let you carry it!"

"Others may not dare, but I'm sure you dare!"

"If I ask you to carry me again in the future, will you still do it?"

"My back, only one person."

"That person, is it really so important to you?"

"I don't know if it counts, but I value it more than my own life."

"Flowing clouds..."

The wild chrysanthemums in the mountains dazzle me. Chrysanthemums do not have the grace and luxury of peonies, nor the fragrance and elegance of lilies, nor the cold arrogance and isolation of cold plums. But in autumn, when the flowers are gone, they are still blooming vigorously. Just like the love between me and Liuyun, we have gone through countless trials and separations, and we are still able to snuggle up to each other.

On his back, what I have, is not what my eyes can see?

The fragrance of light chrysanthemums lingered in my nose, and the drowsiness hit again, and I gently closed my eyes... [Serialized, stay tuned...] This book was written by 1kanshu (ap.) Genuine provide, please support genuine]

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