Chapter 11: A Lifetime and a Couple (3)
I don't know how far Liuyun carried me, and I didn't know how long I slept until he whispered my name, and I woke up from my sleep. After letting me down, my sleepiness dissipated with the night breeze, and my spirits became more and more energetic.
I thought we were all back at the inn, but the scene in front of me couldn't help but surprise me, and I began to think that I had seen it wrong, and rubbed my eyes to make sure that I was not wrong.
"General's Mansion?" I spit out these three words in confusion, this is my former home. It was here that I lost my biological parents overnight. Although I no longer remember the events of that year, I can imagine how gruesome the bloody scene was. The General's Mansion, which has more than 100 people, has become an ominous place in the mouths of others overnight, and it is also a place of regret in my heart. Because, too many people died that night. I don't know how I escaped, why in the entire general's mansion, only a little girl escaped.
The tears in my eyes, dried by the wind, were the only place I couldn't go back to after I lost my memory, and the only place where I felt very close and yet far away.
"Zhen Luo, maybe in it, you can really get your memories back. But I can feel the fear you felt back then. I just want you, no matter what the environment you find yourself in the future, remember that there is still me! He looked a little uneasy in front of me at this time, and said this to me in a serious tone. I understood what he was thinking, and I knew that no one but him could give me a sense of security.
Bowing slightly, I looked very calm, "Don't worry! With you, I'm not afraid of anything. ”
He smiled bitterly, took my hand, and walked around the corner, and asked him puzzled, "Didn't you enter the General's Mansion?" Why did you take me this way? ”
"The accident of that year, the general's mansion has been sealed, even though my identity is unmatched, but entering from the main gate, it is really criticized, let's enter from the side door! Once, you also secretly returned to the General's Mansion from there. He whispered in front of him, and I just nodded, even though he didn't see it.
The door had long since become dilapidated after years of rain, and the clouds only brought me to the door, so I took a few steps back, "Push the door in!" This is your home, and no one knows it better than you. ”
I knew the meaning of his words, and I answered with a firm bow. The moment he stretched out his hand, he realized that Yang's hand in mid-air was trembling slightly, and he was finally unable to withdraw it.
"Zhen Luo." He called me, I looked back, and he nodded again, and his gaze gave me a lot of courage.
Stretching out his hand again, there was no longer fear in his heart at this time, and the moment he touched the wooden door, it seemed that his heart was also touched. With a slight force, there was a "creak" and the door slowly opened.
Fortunately, the moon was very bright tonight, and although my vision was dim, I could still see everything inside. I stepped up and entered this general's mansion, my former home.
A cool breeze hit, and along with this cool breeze, there was also a familiar and friendly smell.
Inside, it has long since passed and is a mess. The huge General's Mansion, I can imagine how prosperous it used to be, how dazzling this family used to be. However, how could they survive that incident?
Walking and walking, the bitterness in my heart is not something I can describe, and the tears that continue to overflow from my eyes can't be stopped.
The feeling of heartache forced me to hold my arms because it comforted me.
Liuyun walked around to me, with a look of unbearability, "Zhen Luo." "I couldn't help but hide my face and cry bitterly.
It was as if something had invaded my head, giving me a headache, and I clung to my head, but it didn't make me feel any better, but it hurt more and more. At this time, my body began to weaken, and I was unable to slump down, and Liuyun hugged me tightly and sat on the cold ground with me.
I still didn't feel a little better in his arms. The headache slowly spread all over my body, making me very uncomfortable all over.
His breathing was rapid, and he could feel my pain, or rather, more pain than mine.
The breeze blew away my thoughts, the little impulses I had.
"For some reason, I'm in so much pain, my whole body hurts." I spoke weakly, looking helpless.
His arm strained slightly, hugging me tighter, "I can feel your pain." Zhen Luo, I will share your laughter and your pain with you. ”
"I want to sleep...", I said softly, at this time, I just want to sleep quietly, hoping that when I wake up, everything can be solved.
He patted my delicate body, "Sleep! I'll be with you for as long as you want to sleep, and I'll be with you for as long as you want. ”
I closed my eyes slightly, and the moment I closed my eyes, a light appeared...
The moon in the sky is very garden, the general's mansion is lively, I snuggled in my mother's arms, admiring the sky illuminated by the bright moon.
My mother told me the story of her and her father.
My father lost his father and mother at a young age, and with his own perseverance, he walked out of his confused and helpless life step by step. Joined the army at the age of fifteen and made meritorious service at the age of eighteen, and it only took three years for my father to transform from an unknown soldier to a general's right-hand man. When he was twenty years old, his father led an army of 100,000 to quell the rebellion of the king of Runan, and in the next four years, his father made great achievements. Only three months after his twenty-fourth birthday, he was promoted by the emperor to the rank of general of Minguo.
In the wax moon of the same year, the cold plum blossoms were in full bloom, and the sky was full of snow. Dad met his eighteen-year-old mother in the market of Anyang City, and the two fell in love at first sight and promised each other for life.
Niang is the daughter of a wealthy merchant in Anyang City, and their marriage has been regarded as a match made in heaven for many years afterward.
I was also born in the cold winter of Layue, when my father was stationed on the frontier and could not come back to visit our mother and daughter. I didn't see my dad for the first time until I was three years old. Niang is a gentle and virtuous woman, and because of her gentleness and virtuousness, she was also named the general and virtuous lady by the emperor.
The glory of the year, how can it be summed up in these two words.
The days when my parents were happy under their knees were only ten years, ten years, and for me at the age of ten, I was still ignorant.
I still remember that in the Mid-Autumn Festival that year, the story that my mother was telling me came to an abrupt end because of the noise. A large number of Praetorian Guards, inexhaustible blood, and howls for help were staged in the General's Palace.
With blood in her eyes that could not be washed away, my mother ran with me in a panic, and ran for a long, long time, but she couldn't run out of the general's mansion. The long arrow that burst out of the air shot through her chest from behind, and the blood in her mouth, the blood all over her body, no matter how much I tried to stop, I couldn't stop.
The moment she fell to the ground, she kept holding my hand tightly, "Luo'er... Run... Come on... To live... Gotta live..."
I hugged her weak body, and I couldn't do anything but cry. She kept pushing me, kept pushing me..."Promise my mother, I must live, live well." ”
I nodded, in fact, at that time, I really didn't know how I would live if I became an orphan. But what else could I do but promise her? There is no parent in the world who does not want their children to live well.
At the moment when my mother died, she still missed me and worried about me.
Overnight, my father was killed, and the entire general's mansion was destroyed on such a day of reunion, what an irony for me. Overnight, my mother's family also did not escape this nightmare. That night, two hundred and eighteen people died in Chu and Su.
Except for me, survived.
I was rescued by my father's friend Song Yan, and from the day I was rescued, I was no longer Chu Zhenluo, no longer the daughter of the general of Minguo, but Song Liu, a girl who was no longer simple after being reborn.
We all think that my father was framed by the Mu family. Therefore, in my life since then, I have been living in hatred for the Mu family. chose to enter the palace, just for revenge.
In the palace, all the things that happened came to my mind like a tide, and the past came to my eyes.
Those used to make me miserable and happy. Also, the ones I will never forget.
Suddenly opening my eyes, I pulled away from Liuyun's arms, stood up and looked at everything around me, "I remember... I remember..."
Liuyun looked at me very calmly, for a long time, he couldn't say a word, but he looked at me.
I looked back at him, tears like a flood, "Liuyun, I remember everything, my past, our past." And also... And your injuries. ”
He pulled me into his arms and didn't say anything, but the guilt that came from him was deeply infectious.
I wept bitterly in his arms, overflowing tears, soaking the placket of his chest, and suddenly remembered that our child, looking up at him with blurred teary eyes, "Liuyun, our child... Our children..."
His expression darkened, and he looked very surprised, "What did you say?" Our children? ”
"Liuyun...", my words were drowned out by my own throat, and I had not grieved like this for a long time, "After I left you, I found out that I was pregnant with your child. However, our children were born dead... and died..."
Stiffened, his eyes instantly moistened, and a sad look gradually appeared on his face, "I'm sorry, I caused you to be like this." Also, our children, I didn't protect you well, all because of me..."
At this time, it was determined that the hatred for him in my heart had slowly disappeared with the passage of time.
It turned out that I was still so attached to him.
Even though, the hurt he brought to me in the past made me feel painful.
However, I really want to be with him and don't want to be separated again.
I can now understand what he was doing, and I can understand the unease that that position posed to him. I also understand how uncomfortable he was at that time. It's just that I haven't thought about it. Although, things have changed, and everything has disappeared like the wind.
But the two hearts of the two of us have never disappeared due to external reasons, but have become more and more closely connected.
I am destined to be the doom of his fate, and he is also the person I am destined to be.
Hug each other tightly, hugging each other is not only our hearts, but also the feelings that will never be forgotten for each other.
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