Sheng Huaiyu knew that she needed to be asked to speak out, but in fact, there were difficulties, but she was still very wary of him.

Jiang Shuyu also realized this, hesitated again and again, and said: "I feel that I will hold you back, I don't seem to be able to help you much, just like a silk flower, I am afraid that without you in the future, I will become a waste, and you will be used to becoming a waste." ”

It's scary to think about.

It filled her heart with unease.

She also has no hope for the future.

Now living with Sheng Huai makes her feel very unreal.

The sweeter it is, the more unsettling it is.

Sheng Huaiyu hugged her harder, kissed her shoulder and neck, so gentle, and said: "It's not bad to be used to me, no one will say anything about you, this is also my willingness, Shu Yu, the two of us are husband and wife now, I am not good to you, who is good?" ”

"You think like this, it only proves that I haven't done enough, it makes you feel insecure, and it makes you feel very uneasy."

"No, you're fine, it's my own problem." Speaking of which, it was because of family misfortune and changes that caused her personality to become too sensitive and suspicious, and this naturally affected her thoughts on feelings and marriage.

Especially now that he is taken care of by Sheng Huaiyu, he is more vulnerable, so these shortcomings are exposed.

"Shu Yu, it's not your fault." If you have to investigate it, the problem will return to Ms. Chen, just like the butterfly effect, everyone is in this game, and each of them can't escape, they are all affected.

And how can Jiang Shuyu be blamed for this, she is the victim, she also has a happy family, her parents are there, and she will not face this major family change at the age of sixteen or seventeen.

If you want to talk about guilt, it is also Sheng Huai.

Sheng Huai's lips pressed against the back of her neck, "Whatever you want, whatever you want in your heart, you can tell me, Shu Yu, I am yours, and this life is yours." ”

These words made Jiang Shuyu tremble, his eyes involuntarily turned red, his nose was sour, and he wanted to laugh again, and said, "Don't be so gentle." ”

"Then you like me to be fierce?"

"Where do I mean this, I just said that you don't want to be so good, great, I'm afraid that there will be a psychological burden, so I snatched you over, and made you unhappy with your family, I always feel guilty."

"I want to be robbed by you, cherished by you, and I also hope to be your dependence, if you are unhappy and encounter difficulties, you can find me as soon as possible, I can become your need."

Jiang Shuyu wanted to cry again, and choked up, "Are you very experienced, why did these words come casually." ”

"Do I have any experience that you can't feel?"

“……”

The atmosphere was broken at once, and she choked up, not daring to move.

Sheng Huaiyu whispered in her ear, "Do you feel it?" ”

"Don't make a fuss, I'm going to get up."

"You haven't agreed to what I just told you."

"What else can I do, of course I agreed."

Sheng Huaiyu let go of her hand before letting her go and saying okay.

Jiang Shuyu hurriedly wrapped his coat and went into the bathroom, as if he was running away, he was so provoked that he almost couldn't collapse.

……

Last night's hangover, Jiang Shuyu didn't recover for a day, Sheng Huaiyu didn't go out, just accompanied her at home, the world of the two of them was clean and warm, after eating, they sat on the sofa and watched TV to eliminate food.

Sheng Huaiyu chatted in front of her when she had a work call, and she didn't avoid suspicion, she didn't think there was anything wrong, she was used to it, she consciously avoided suspicion, and pulled away a little, for fear of hearing him talk about the content of the phone.

Before he could walk away, he dragged him back.

Continuing to lie in his arms, his hand wrapped around her and did not let her go.

Sheng Huaiyu finished answering the phone and touched her hand: "I let you go?" ”

"Didn't you call?"

"It's not that I can't let you know."

Jiang Shuyu smiled, smiling very happily.

Seeing her smiling so happily, Sheng Huai Yan kissed the top of her hair and said, "It's not a secret, just listen to it." ”

"Sheng Huaiyu, how did you come here before?"

"What before?"

"When did you go to school abroad?" During this time, she didn't know, so she wanted to know how he came over, she was curious, she wanted to know how he was doing.

"It's nothing, life is quite boring, except for classes are classes."

"You're so honest?"

"I don't look like an honest person?"

"Where do you look like an honest person, how is this possible, really fake?" Jiang Shuyu couldn't believe it, she didn't have such good conditions to go abroad as he did, so she looked at the study abroad experience shared by others on the Internet, and she didn't know anything else.

"What are you lying about, there's really nothing to talk about." Then during that time, he thought that she was doing well, but he didn't expect it to be completely different from what he expected.

"Do you have a picture?"

"Yes."

"Can I take a look?"

"Yes."

So Sheng Huai went back to the study to look through the photos he had taken before, but he didn't have many photos, and he didn't like to take selfies.

He is also a bit of a dead straight man, one-eyed, and when he is angry, he is also very serious, and he is not close to people when he looks at it.

However, I still found a few photos of him before, very immature, but still so good-looking, handsome, very tall, wearing a pair of glasses, Sven Wen, really outstanding.

Seeing his previous photos, Sheng Huaiyu was a little embarrassed and said, "It's too ugly." Don't look at it. ”

"Not ugly, who told you to be ugly, or did someone say you were ugly?" Jiang Shuyu couldn't believe it, some people said he was ugly?

"Not really, but I don't care what others say." Sheng Huai touched his nose, he was not used to looking at his former self, he was not good-looking, he was too childish.

"Then you're not in love? Didn't anyone chase you? ”

Sheng Huaiyu was silent for a while and said, "Yes." ”

But he didn't feel very good, and chased him into the dormitory, lying on his bed, pillowing his pillow, it was too much, he didn't hold back his temper at the time, called the police, the police took her away, and he lost all the sheets and quilts and pillows she had touched by the way.

After Meng Dong found out about this matter, he laughed at him for more than half a month, saying that he couldn't do it.

Of course, he also made Meng Dong suffer, and since then, Meng Dong has never dared to mention it again.

This incident led to his rejection of the opposite sex, especially those who had thoughts about him, and it was okay to socialize normally, but as long as there was a confession from the opposite sex, he would immediately stay away.

It is impossible for Jiang Shuyu to know about this, it is too embarrassing.

He didn't say anything, and picked something that didn't hurt and told her.

Jiang Shuyu listened to him talk about the past as if he listened to the story, and he felt very interesting and happy, as if he knew him better.

Then it was Sheng Huai's turn to ask her: "What about you, will there be no one to chase you in college?" ”

"Yes." Jiang Shuyu said and sighed, "But I think so many people don't seem to have met anyone who is better looking than you, well, whiter than you." ”