Bigotry
Before I was 24 years old, I lived for money and struggled in the mud. I don't think I'll be diluted by my affection for money, and every
time I "perform", I can get out of my whole body and get my share of
the "prey". I met Gu Nanyu after I was 24 years old, and he gave me money and
"love", but it was based on a three-year agreement. This is the only
"salvation" I have encountered in the swamp of life, and I have loved this gold lord with all my strength. But I realized that I was wrong, and I tried my best, but I was still blocked out of the wall.
He was the trick I was obsessed with in my desires, and it wasn't until I woke up that I realized that it was a game he had set up, but I couldn't get out.
It's as if I'm obsessed with this love game, and I'm confused for him in this life.