Chapter 173: Love Me?
She didn't answer, and this was not the time to answer him, so she pulled him away a little, lowered her voice and said, "Don't come again, the impact is not good." ”
"Bad influence?" Sheng Huaiyu was not very satisfied with this answer, "Am I unsightly?" ”
"It's too high-profile, don't you notice, every time you come, I will be ridiculed."
Of course, the colleague has no malicious intentions, just joking, she can feel it, but she doesn't want Sheng Huai Yu to come again, it's better not to come again.
Sheng Huai Yan looked at her tightly before he said, "I'm sorry." ”
"Actually, it's not your problem, it's me who is too sensitive." Jiang Shuyu licked his lips and made a long story short, "You go back first, you don't have to wait for me to get off work, I'll go to class." ”
She didn't wait for Sheng Huaiyu to agree, turned around and left.
Sheng Huai Yu stood in place for a while, his face became darker and darker, and he was indescribably irritable.
In a month, how could Jiang Shuyu return to his previous appearance thousands of miles away.
The attitude is also cold, and he hasn't looked at him squarely.
On the surface, he looks obedient and speaks softly, but in fact his attitude is very cold.
Probably because of Gu Siyue's matter, it became a thorn in her heart.
Sheng Huaiyu could only find a way to coax her.
After class this day, Jiang Shuyu's voice was hoarse, and he Sheng Huai was indulgent, unable to speak, after getting off work in the evening, she went to the pharmacy to buy medicine to eat, and when she arrived at the pharmacy, she and the pharmacy staff took an extra box of after-the-fact medicine.
Last night, I didn't do anything with Sheng Huai.
also did the last step, and when it came to the critical time, the two of them were difficult to restrain themselves, and as soon as their brains were hot, they didn't care so much.
Back in the dormitory, Jiang Shuyu poured a glass of water, but stared at the white pill and was distracted.
After a long hesitation, she threw the pill in the trash.
You don't have to hit it once.
……
Sheng Huaiyu came again the next day, this time directly blocked the downstairs of her residence, and she saw him when she went downstairs.
And today is Jiang Shuyu's rest, and he doesn't need to go to work.
Sheng Huaiyu stepped forward and grabbed her wrist and said, "Accompany me to a place today." ”
"Where to go?"
"You'll know when you go."
Jiang Shuyu said, "How do you know I'm free today?" ”
"I saw your compensatory leave sheet in your office, and I came to block you early this morning." Obviously, they are all married and have obtained a license, but how does Sheng Huaiyu feel that he is still so inclose to her and very strange.
Sheng Huai Yu didn't come last night, she slept well, at least she wasn't tired, she would be in good spirits, and she was going to buy breakfast so early, but she was taken away by Sheng Huai Yu.
Sheng Huaiyu didn't explain where to go along the way, Jiang Shuyu wondered all the way, but couldn't help but ask: "Where to go?" Can you tell me first. ”
She felt uneasy in her heart, a feeling she couldn't put into words.
The car drove into the bustling business district, surrounded by high-rise buildings, and soon arrived at the destination, Sheng Huaiyu said: "It's coming soon, you'll know when you arrive, don't worry." ”
In five minutes, we did arrive at our destination.
Jiang Shuyu saw the gilded photos and the model desk placed in the window, and her mood was extremely complicated, as if a ball of cotton was stuffed into her throat, she couldn't go up or down, and she couldn't say anything at once.
"Let's go in, I've arranged it." Sheng Huaiyu smiled softly at her, and her voice was high-end, which was particularly pleasant.
If it were normal, she would definitely fall into it, bewitched by his voice, but now, she was powerless to take a step forward and said, "Why did you bring me here?" ”
"Isn't it okay to try on a wedding dress?"
"......" heart beat like a drum, the blood poured back, she couldn't tell what emotions were in her heart, but she was overwhelmed by an uneasiness.
"When you get married, you should have a wedding."
"It doesn't have to be, does it?" She licked her dry lips, her voice shaking, "I mean, it's not the time yet, or forget about it first." ”
In fact, no woman can resist a wedding dress, this should still have a ceremony, who doesn't want to wear a beautiful wedding dress to marry a beloved.
But for Jiang Shuyu, it was like a shackle.
"Then try it first and see if there is anything you like, and as for other things, we'll talk about it later."
Jiang Shuyu shook his head, sincerely afraid: "Sheng Huaiyu, don't be like this, okay?" ”
Sheng Huai looked at her for a while and said, "What are you afraid of?" ”
“……”
"Shu Yu, tell me, why are you afraid, or are you angry with me, because Gu Siyue, you confess to me, can you?"
Jiang Shuyu took a step back, lowered his head, his eyes were also drooping, his eyes were full of sorrow, he shook his head and said, "I don't think I can afford it, you give me so much, I can't give you anything." ”
He was so good, so good that she almost forgot who she was.
Gentle township is intoxicating.
If you are completely trapped, it will be difficult to get out.
Sheng Huaiyu held her in his arms and touched her back: "Why do you say that, I'm afraid I won't give enough." ”
Jiang Shuyu couldn't help but look up at him carefully, not long ago, Sheng Huaiyu, who was still high-spirited and unrestrained, had a low posture at this moment.
There was no confidence in her words, as if the positions of the two of them were reversed, and the person who could control her life and death at will now put her life in her hands and let her control it at will.
"Do you love me?" Sheng Huaiyu has never been so unconfident, no matter how big and tricky things she has experienced, she has never had such a strong sense of frustration, but she has tasted it.
When he asked this sentence, he was nervous and uneasy, pressing on his heart.
His question, with tentative doubt, seemed to be unsure if she loved him or not.
is so confident, but he still has to confirm with her to confirm whether she loves him or not.
Jiang Shuyu's gaze dispersed and converged, on his face, eyes, bridge of nose, and lips, somehow, a sentence instantly appeared in his head: his lips are suitable for kissing.
This is the best-looking person she has ever seen, all over his body, full of excellent, there is no place that is not good, and he is attracted everywhere.
Love him?
Love, of course.
If not, I wouldn't have been in love for so many years, and I wouldn't have had a relationship with him involuntarily and uncontrollably after reuniting with him, and she took the initiative.
Even if you can't get it, you have to sleep once, just once, once you are satisfied, and you will never want to think about it again.
Who knows, that is the beginning of a catastrophe that will never be recovered.
Need an answer? I thought that my reaction, you should be clear, when intimacy, I actually kept repeating those words in my heart, I love you, Sheng Huaiyu, I love you very much. ”
But this love is not pure, it is mixed with too much, and it is also mixed with some hatred.