Chapter 465
Meng Dong understood her feelings, "Zhizhi, I know your worries, you don't want to give birth, absolutely no one can force you, I promise." ”
"What about you, what is your attitude?" Zhang Zhizhi asked him rhetorically, her voice was soft, she didn't know that she was not in a good mood during this time, and she kept doubting whether her thoughts were correct.
She is not firmly unmarried and infertile, she will look forward to marriage when she is young, her position is constantly wavering, she is just a little hurt, seeing Jiang Shuyu working so hard, she is also afraid, afraid of having children, afraid of pain, and afraid of post-pregnancy depression.
There are so many worries.
I'm even more worried that she and Meng Dong won't be able to go to the end, so what will happen to the child?
She was so worried, really scared.
She didn't say so much to Meng Dong, she wasn't sure in her heart, and she didn't want to say so much.
Speaking out, Meng Dong will definitely be affected.
She took a deep breath and listened to Meng Dong say: "Of course my attitude is on your side, as long as you are happy, no matter what, I am on your side, Zhizhi." ”
"Then you won't regret it in the future, if we haven't had children, in the future, other people's families will be happy and lively on holidays, and our family will be deserted, are you comfortable?"
"What does the life of the two of us have to do with others, know, didn't I say it, it's better to have you than anything else, I'm serious."
Zhang Zhizhi said: "I'm actually afraid that you will regret it, in case you regret it, I really don't know what to say at that time, I am very wronged." ”
But she had to admit that she was very happy to hear what Meng Dong said, and she could see his sincerity, although she didn't know if he was perfunctory to her.
If it's really perfunctory, then I hope he can perfunctory her in the future, instead of repenting halfway.
She didn't want to be a resentful woman.
"I won't regret it, why should I regret it, I just like you, Zhizhi." Meng Dong is also sincere, he opened his heart to show her, he is sincere, he likes her very much, and wants to be with her all the time.
"Okay, let's do this first, I won't tell you, you can accompany your parents well, and I'll sleep."
"Good night, Know."
"Good night."
Hanging up the phone, Zhang Zhizhi sighed inexplicably, feeling uncomfortable, and a friend happened to be looking for her to come out on WeChat, drinking or something.
Zhang Zhizhi hasn't gone out to get together with friends for a long time, it's one thing to do more, and she's not in the mood, she has been playing for so many years, and she wants to live a good life with Meng Dong, and she will talk about it later.
But tonight was really upset, so Zhang Zhizhi went out to drink with friends.
She didn't drink much, she took a sip and pondered on her cheeks, and her friend jokingly asked her: "What's the matter, I'm in a bad mood and I quarreled with Meng Dong?" ”
"How can you quarrel, Meng Dong has always let me, it's not like this."
"What's the matter, sorrow is written on the face, although there is no quarrel, but there must be something, otherwise you won't come out to play, just say what you have."
Zhang Zhizhi lay on the bar counter, becoming more and more worried: "I want to get married, whether to have children, whether to go home and take care of children." ”
"You? Are you a good fit? The friend sneered unceremoniously, "Zhizhi, you're not that kind of woman, don't be kidding, it's simple." ”
"I'm not kidding, what's the matter, I don't look like someone who would get married and have children?"
"Meng Dongxiang, you don't look like you, as a friend, I don't feel the slightest hint of suitability from you."
"But it can be changed." Zhang Zhizhi's mind was full of chaos, and she didn't know what she was thinking, anyway, it was like a thorn in her heart, and she was very uncomfortable.
"So you're trying to get married? Want to have a baby? Want to be a stay-at-home wife? The friend asked directly, and he was not afraid that she would be unhappy, anyway, what to say.
"I have a friend who almost gave birth to a child before and almost gave her life there, and postpartum depression, I feel very sorry for her, although she has come out now, but she has also suffered a lot of crimes, I think of this, I am afraid, I am also a woman, naturally afraid."
"Actually, you don't have to worry about this, I'm not advising you to have children, now that medicine is so developed, scientific preparation for pregnancy, physical nourishment, scientific production, there is no big problem."
Zhang Zhizhi's attitude of inconvenient interest: "Really? ”
"Really, what are you lying about, now that the fertility rate is so low, many people can't even afford to raise themselves, so they don't have children, your family Meng Dong is so powerful, your family doesn't have to worry, it's no problem to have a few."
Friend half-jokingly.
Zhang Zhizhi was even more worried, and held his cheeks: "I'm still afraid, I'm not sure, and I don't know what to say." ”
"I said don't think about it so much, having a child is a matter of two people, you and Meng Dong go back and have a good talk and see what to say."
Zhang Zhizhi changed his hand and put his cheek on his cheek again: "Talk, what to talk about, I don't know, I swore before that I wouldn't get married or have children, and now I suddenly regret it, wouldn't that be a slap in the face, I don't want to say it." ”
"I think you're just too worried, really, being thought about too much, maybe it's not what you think."
"You have a good mentality, at least better than mine." Zhang Zhizhi was entangled, and she began to doubt herself.
Zhang Zhizhi didn't stay too long and left, drank alcohol, couldn't drive, found a substitute driver, returned home, Zhang Zhizhi went to take a shower first, changed clothes, the smell of wine in his mouth was still a little, and he was not in the mood to sleep, so he received a call from Meng Dong, and he said he was back.
Before Zhang Zhizhi could be surprised, she heard the doorbell ringing, she went to open the door while talking to Meng Dong, and said, "It's strange, who came so late, it's not the property, right?" ”
"Yesterday the property came to say that the ceiling downstairs was leaking, and I suspected that my house was leaking, but I didn't check it again, and I didn't know what to do."
When I opened the door, I saw Meng Dong holding flowers.
"Why are you here?"
"I don't worry about you, I drove back overnight and bought the last bouquet of flowers before the flower shop closed and gave it to you."
Zhang Zhizhi turned sideways and let him into the house, and snorted softly: "Yes, Meng Dong, I have grown a lot, and I will coax people." ”
"Of course, you're my girlfriend, and I'm going to make you happy."
Zhang Zhizhi accepted his flowers, and immediately went to find a vase to insert them, he was still very happy, at least he felt that Meng Dong cared about her, could she not be happy.
It's just that Meng Dong got a little closer and smelled a very faint smell of wine on her body, so he asked her, "Have you drunk?" ”
"Are you a dog? The nose is so smart. ”
Zhang Zhizhi snorted lightly.
"I care about you." Meng Dong naturally put his arm around her waist and snuggled up with her, smelling the fragrance of her hair.
"Meng Dong ......" Zhang Zhizhi suddenly had something to say.
"You say, what's wrong?"
"Didn't you ask me if I wanted to get married?" Zhang Zhizhi suddenly spoke.
Meng Dong: "Yes. ”