I came to her house more often.

Then, they got to know each other.

When she was a freshman, Han Ji began to pursue her.

Yan Yili encountered the pursuit of a boy for the first time, and he was flustered, excited, and at a loss.

She told Yan Jianshe about these things.

Yan Jianshe said: "Han Chi will definitely have a lot of girls like it in the future, if you don't catch it early, you will become someone else's son-in-law." ”

Yan Yili listened to Yan Jianshe's words very much, she was too young at that time to understand another meaning of Yan Jianshe's words.

Han Chi is suitable for him to be Yan Jianshe's son-in-law, he didn't say that Han Chi is her beloved.

In her ignorance, she was driven to the shelves and accepted Han Chi.

Socialize with him, fall in love with him, meet his parents.

If nothing else, they will get married and have children in the future.

But even though she knew what awaited her on the road ahead, she still couldn't control her feelings, and she fell in love with another man - Qi Tan.

He is alive, funny, and full of warmth.

She would be heartbroken by his occasional frown, and she would be filled with joy because he smiled slightly.

Her emotions were all tied to Qi Tan.

In the past, she felt that without love, it seemed that they could live together.

But after having Qi Tan...... He was like a spring that gave her life.

She really couldn't have lived without him.

Feelings are really a beast, and they can't be controlled by anyone at all.

She knew that she was the one who had a fiancé, but she still couldn't control herself from falling in love with Qi Tan.

She also wants to break up with Han Chi.

Han Chi smiled every time and said, "Don't be kidding, your father and our family won't agree." ”

Hearing such an answer, Yan Yiyi realized that love or not love is really clear.

The reason why Han Ji didn't break up was not because he had nostalgia or liking for her, but because he ...... Neither of them would agree.

Oh, yes.

Can she not understand the consequences of a breakup?

Even if she cried and disagreed, Yan Jianshe could tie her up to marry Han Chi.

Not for anything else, just because Han Chi has a promising future.

If Han Chi is helped up, when Yan Jianshe retreats to the third line in the future, or even retires, he will also be able to gain fame and profit from Han Chi.

It's not that she hasn't quarreled with Han Ji. It's not that there hasn't been trouble.

Except for the fact that she thinks she is the eldest lady with a temper and is unreasonable, no one cares about her feelings at all, and no one cares who she likes.

Suffocation, repression, inability to be able to do so, this feeling of freedom and love grows stronger with age.

In the past, she was ignorant of the world and would be paralyzed by Han Chi's gentleness, but now, she clearly knows what she likes and wants.

However, no matter how much she begged, Han Chi just refused to let go.

So she went to the imperial capital for graduate school.

It was the only time in ten years that I left Han Ji.

It was also the most relaxed and comfortable moment in her life.

Everything begins and ends in graduate school.

With her head buried in Qi Tan's heart, she sobbed quietly, wanting to seek even a little comfort from him.

Qi Tan hadn't eaten for too long, and he was weak at the moment, and he wanted to push her away, but he couldn't push her, so he could only let her hold him.

But hugging and hugging, memories flooded back, and his eyes moistened.

The heart is even more mixed.

They also start with each other and their affection for each other.

No matter how rational he was, Qi Tan couldn't deny that he should have been moved by this fragile, sensitive and fragile girl.

He raised his hand and patted her on the back.

"Aren't you afraid he'll find out?" Qi Tan asked in a snort.

Yan Yiyi shook his head, "I was young before, and I didn't have the ability to stand on my own. I was always afraid of disobeying them and letting myself live a life of displacement. Not afraid now. The suffering of displacement is not worth the suffering of the present. ”

Qi Tan: "Is it worth it?" For me? ”

Yan Yiyi nodded, "It's worth it." It's never worth it. ”

Qi Tan: "I...... I probably don't love you as much as you think. ”

At least, he couldn't give up everything for her and give up his career.

"You know, I've always pursued something," Qi Tan said, "Your wishful thinking, I can't give you a good response." ”

"I don't care," Yan said, "I just know that I love you." ”

Qi Tan smiled.

What man can not be moved and unhappy after hearing such a confession?

But Yan Yili is a person with a fiancé.

No matter how beautiful the confession is, it is difficult to make people happy.

"You shouldn't have come to Dongjiang," he said.

"But I'm still here, I can't control it," Yan said, "I heard the news from my dad...... There are people who want to target the Han family. I think it's an opportunity. I would like to take this opportunity to completely separate myself from Han Chi. I really...... I can't stand to see him every day. Really, I can't even stand to meet. ”

"He's not good to you?"

"No," Yan Yiyi said, "I'm fed up with his unscrupulous, power-grabbing face, hypocrisy and wanting to control everything." When you find out that you don't love someone, that person is wrong to even breathe. ”

"Why did you deny him so completely?" Qi Tan asked, "Did he hurt you?" ”

"He doesn't love me, and I don't love him, but he just won't let me go, and that's hurting me."

A person who only forces her to do things, a person who forcibly monopolizes her marriage, a person who is selfish and indifferent but pretends to be generous and gentle, how can she make a good review.

It can only make her hate him more and more as the years go by.

"He, he shouldn't let go," Qi Tan said: "He can spend ten years with you, which means that he is ready to spend a lifetime with you." ”

"But I don't want to spend my life with him, not at all."

"Don't be willful," Qi Tan said: "Your father is just one of your daughters, and now he is still in power, you have a smooth life, in a few years, when he retires, you will probably not be able to live such a good life now." Of course, you also have to make sure that he doesn't commit any crimes during his reign. ”

Yan Yiyi bit his lip.

She couldn't guarantee it.

"Didn't your dad ask him for a house on the banks of the Huangling River? How was this matter dealt with in the end? ”

"The eighteenth inspection team is here, my dad, I didn't dare to ask for it again. I also told my dad that don't take anything he gives, and don't ask him for anything. But I don't know how they interact privately. ”

"You're doing the right thing," Qi Tan said, "don't get involved in the deal between them, just be a person who doesn't know anything." ”

Yan Yiyi's ears were close to Qi Tan, listening to his heartbeat, she was inexplicably satisfied.

"You are still the same as before, you will teach me to be sensible and will protect me."

"No, I can't protect you," Qi Tan lamented, "I can't even protect myself, how can I talk about protecting you?" ”

"But I feel like you're protecting me."

"It's your wishful thinking," Qi Tan said, "in fact...... I have a lot of sympathy for you. ”

"I know," Yan said, "I never expected you to be so affectionate to me, you are the same kind of person as him. Similarly, in order to pursue power in the first place, feelings are not even counted as the last place. But you are also different. He...... You've never been self-conscious, you've never been concerned about other people's feelings, and you've always taken care of a little bit of it. ”