"Yes," Qi Tan said, "It's because I'm not ruthless enough, hesitant to do things, and look forward and backward that I ended up now." I can't bear to hurt the people I care about, and I can't bear to take drastic measures. I always feel that being softer and leaving some room at least makes my conscience less upset. But...... Indecisive, harming others and hurting oneself. How beautiful he is, he doesn't love you but occupies you, and his ruthless and tough methods have also allowed him to get everything. ”

First Leader Special Assistant......

Don't underestimate the humble name of special assistant, it won't take two years to be a member of the top leadership team of Shanghai.

is much more beautiful than him, the little director who has just risen from the sanitary outlet.

"Don't say that," Yan Yili said, "You are really gentle and will take into account the feelings of others." I like you like this, you are human, not indecisive. ”

Qi Tan smiled, "Thank you for the compliment, but ...... I can allow you to choose to hug me because of your sadness and discouragement, but ...... I can't give you much of a response. My current state is not suitable for talking about emotional matters, and I still have a lot to face in the future, gossip, discussions, etc., a lot. I have a lot to think about. I also thank you for your companionship and comfort, which is what I need most at this moment. ”

Yan Yi burst into tears like rain and continued to suffocate his head in Qi Tan's arms.

Why is this man always so gentle?

At this moment, she felt that they were like two pieces of ice that had been sealed in the dust for a long time and abandoned by the world.

You can only get closer to each other by hugging each other, and then warm each other.

"It's okay, you still have me."

"But you shouldn't have come to Dongjiang, let alone come to see me," Qi Tan said, "You have sneaked here a few times before, and I don't really want you to come." You don't listen to persuasion every time. ”

Yan Yiyi: "I can't control it. I can't contact you, he will check my phone, and I can only rely on Qi Yan if I want to find you. ”

Qi Tan: "Check your phone...... Perhaps, he still has you in his heart. ”

Yan Yili shook his head frantically, "No, don't." Around him, it's too depressing, too suffocating. I don't want him to have feelings for me, I've reached the point where I can't avoid him. ”

Qi Tan patted her and comforted, "I understand you and sympathize with you. I hope you can get out of his grasp soon. ”

Yan Yitong: "I'm coming to Dongjiang this time...... I didn't plan to go back. ”

Qi Tan was taken aback: "You're not afraid that he will come over?" ”

"I bought a ticket to Hangkang, and I plan to leave when you feel better. Stay in Hangkang for a while, I will fly directly to Singapore," Yan Yili got up, stared at Qi Tan, and asked seriously: "Do you want to go with me?" ”

Qi Tan smiled bitterly: "There are still a bunch of messes waiting for me to clean up, and my family is also here, so it's impossible for me to leave." ”

Yan Yili nodded, thinking of something, she asked, "Do you still like Zhou Mo?" ”

Qi Tan's face stiffened, "How do you know ......?"

Yan Yiyi: "Qi Yan told me that before you met me, you had a relationship with Zhou Mo. She is now with Han Shen and lives happily. ”

Qi Tan smiled bitterly: "I know. ”

Yan Yiyi: "You moved to live with Duan Feng, is it also because of her?" I have been to her and Han Shen's house, and I can see Duan Feng's house from the balcony. ”

Qi Tan didn't answer, but asked, "Do you know why I said I was indecisive?" ”

Yan Yili shook his head.

Qi Tan: "On the day of the job title, in order to help Duan Feng be promoted, I made a trick and recruited Ren Huaibo. I want to use Zhou Mo to open the knife and lure Han Shen forward, causing him to fail in promotion. Outcome...... I swear I don't want Zhou Mo's life, I just want her and Ren Huaibo to quarrel downstairs, I went down to persuade him, Ren Huaibo didn't give up, at most he just smashed Zhou Moche, if I called the police at that time, and then took the opportunity to let Zhou Mo call Han Shen. ”

Yan Yili was not surprised at all by what Qi Tan had done.

Because Qi Tan and Han Shen are the same kind of people, similar things, Han Chi can easily come to them than Qi Tan.

"Who knows...... Ren Huaibo was crazy, almost strangled Zhou Mo, if it weren't for me going down in time......"

The consequences are unimaginable.

After that day, he was sincerely frightened and lived in self-blame all day long.

This kind of self-blame torture is so painful, he is in a hurry, he is wondering, is Zhou Mo really gone that day, but it is okay, is he not ruthless enough, why should he borrow Ren Huaibo's hand to harass Zhou Mo and lure Han Shen forward, isn't it safer for him to do these things himself? It's not easy to deliberately provoke Zhou Mo and cause Han Shen to be jealous?

But he was selfish and didn't want to do all this.

Zhou Mo ended up with him, and he didn't need to deliberately add emotional troubles to her.

At the same time, he also knew that if it was just a relationship of meeting and greeting, he could still say a few words to Zhou Mo, and if he deliberately provoked her and seduced her, Zhou Mo would also avoid him.

I don't know what he was asking for, he didn't do that anyway.

It was also because of this incident that he saw his weakness - indecision.

He was not born in a political family, and he worked hard in the political arena with all his enthusiasm.

He is not as ruthless and decisive as those from families, and he is doomed to failure.

In the imperial capital, he couldn't fight Han Jue, because he didn't want Yan Yili to be exposed.

In Dongjiang, he couldn't fight Han Shen because he didn't want Zhou Mo to be hurt.

For everything, he can only be blamed for his overflowing sympathy.

Takes into account the feelings of others, but puts yourself in a dangerous situation.

Yan Yi said clearly: "Although you didn't answer my question, I know what you mean." You and Zhou Mo have loved, you have moved your heart to her, it is a real feeling, but the past is over, you may have nostalgia, but you are more rational. In the same way, you are a person who does 'evil' things on the surface, but you are restrained by the goodness in your bones. You can't be a liar who doesn't care about Zhou Mo at all, and you can't be a liar with feelings, this kind of emotion is very complicated, maybe there is a previous friendship, or maybe ...... It's in your heart that you're not a heinous person. ”

Qi Tan: "But I did a heinous thing, I still hurt Zhou Mo, and I almost killed her." And you, I still chose to date you in the first place. ”

Yan Yiyi smiled: "Our relationship, in the eyes of outsiders, is indeed immoral. But how can it be clear about feelings? If Han Chi is willing to let go, why should I ...... Forget it, let's not talk about it. ”

Qi Tan: "Don't think about it, it's all over." ”

Yan Yiyi: "Hmm. I knew that when I came to you, I would definitely find solace. ”

Qi Tan: "I can't do this to you every time. It's just that I need comfort, too. ”

Yan Yiyi: "It doesn't matter. I just want to be comforted and redeemed from you. ”

Qi Tan: "Then I shouldn't be able to give it to you." ”

Yan Yiyi: "No, you have already given it to me." As long as I am close to you, I will relax and feel at ease. That's enough. ”