If you want to talk about your first love, I should be Zhou Mo's first love.

She and I were classmates in the first grade of primary school, and we lived in opposite doors, from children who didn't understand bullshit to young and ignorant boys and girls. Why am I not with her? Because it's too ripe. I always feel that the "iron buddy" mode of getting along with the two of us is not love, even if I have fought for her and coaxed her to be happy.

Zhou Mo also asked me, what do you think it should be like to like someone?

I said, "Whatever it is, it's definitely not like that." Do you think we will blush and heartbeat when we hold hands?

Zhou Mo said decisively, "No."

After the second year of high school, I moved, but I still went back to the garden from time to time to find Zhou Mo.

I've been to open-air movies with her, we've been through the woods, but we've just caught crickets.

After being known by my parents and Zhou Mo's parents, they reprimanded the two of us, and I realized what is the difference between men and women.

I am really familiar with Zhou Mo, so familiar that I never thought that I would lose this friend in this life, I have always felt that we will be together until death in this life.

It's true.

When I was a sophomore in high school, I also teased her, saying that she was squeamish, bad-tempered, and poisonous, and she couldn't get married in this life.

Zhou Mo picked up the book, rolled it into a roll, and knocked it at me.

I hid quickly, I didn't let her fight, I said while hiding: "If you don't marry me, you will save others the scourge." ”

When he said this, it was half a joke, half ...... I actually really thought about it.

We've known each other since we were young, so it's good to be a pair, and it's good to find another way.

Falling in love is actually quite time-consuming and energy-consuming.

Zhou Mo also said something similar.

I thought we'd always be together, but God didn't think so.

The reason for everything was that I moved.

I'm leaving, Han Shen is here.

A guy who is better than me in everything, if I were a girl, I would definitely like him too.

If you want to say that Han Shen is not good, it is probably his character.

But I also have my own way of dealing with people like him, and when it comes to socializing, I have never been afraid of anyone.

Zhou Mo is such a difficult person to serve can be coaxed by me, Han Shen is nothing.

As it turned out, I did.

Han Shen and I have become very good friends, he is very generous, although sometimes a little lonely, but overall, he is not a bad person.

When I was in the locker room, I also felt his abs, which were really strong.

He said that he was trained by a professional coach.

As soon as I heard this, I was even more envious.

……

Zhou Mo was not on the list, and was reprimanded by her parents, saying that the college entrance examination was imminent, and she couldn't relax at all in the last year, and also said that girls must work hard to get into a good university, and they couldn't go to a similar school in a daze, do nothing, and then find someone to marry.

Zhou Mo and her parents retorted, saying that they had worked hard, but Han Shen's first was airborne, and he was ranked first in the school by relying on his grades.

Her parents said that even if there is no family, you are tenth, and there are nine people in front of you.

Zhou Mo was not convinced, maybe it was because her efforts all the time were denied by her favorite parents, she resented and hated, so she said stubbornly, if you don't take the test, you can't do it, what's wrong with marrying, even if she marries, she can marry Tang Tianxi.

When his parents heard this, they wanted to slap her.

I heard her tell me this, but I wanted to laugh inexplicably, and the smile was very sweet, sweet to the heart.

Zhou Mo can stand up to his parents and say such things as marrying me, how can I not be happy?

At that time, the two of us were like teammates in the trenches, and our determination and trust in each other were unbreakable.

This kind of affection is not a simple love and love, but a kind of unswerving friendship formed after a long time of intertwined complex feelings.

We are a bit like the iron-blooded brothers in the army, the kind of friends of life and death who can give their backs to each other with peace of mind.

I also thought that if we were going to get married in the future, maybe we would have a better life.

When I was about to discuss with her about going to a place together in the future.

Han Shen's existence made everything complicated and uncertain.

Han Shen likes Zhou Mo.

From the first time I saw Zhou Mo, I could see it.

I knew Han Shen earlier than Zhou Mo knew Han Shen.

Because Han Shen's family bought my family's house.

My parents and his mother discussed buying a house, and the two of us went to the nearby video game mall to play.

At that time, when I went to the video game city, I only dared to spend a dozen yuan and play a few arcade machines, which was enjoyable.

Han Shen is different, he buys hundreds or thousands of coins at a time.

He not only bought coins for his own play, but also shared half of my coins.

Later, he gave me the wristband of that famous brand, and it looked like a big family.

……

Once at the staircase on the first floor of Zhou Mo's house, I was talking to Zhou Mo, roughly saying goodbye or something, and I wanted to take the opportunity to ask Zhou Mo if I wanted to talk about it.

As a result, before I could say anything, Han Shen came down from upstairs and interrupted me.

I greeted him, but his gaze stopped on Zhou Mo, although he only glanced at him, but as a homosexual, I also noticed something unusual.

Zhou Mo is very beautiful.

Han Shen was obviously attracted to such a beautiful girl.

I'm different, I know Zhou Mo is very beautiful, but I've seen a lot of small things, and I've been immune early.

But Han Shen's gaze let me know that Zhou Mo's beauty was a little more amazing.

Otherwise, it would be impossible to attract the attention of a person like Han Shen who is silent and not good at interacting with people.

I have been begging to graduate soon, Han Shen will definitely return to the imperial capital, and when Zhou Mo and I stay in Dongjiang, no one will be an obstacle to us.

However, I underestimated Han Shen's mind and determination.

He confessed to me, just before Tian Linlin's birthday.

He said he liked Zhou Mo.

I asked him, "Why are you telling me this?" ”

He said: "It's nothing, it's just holding it in my heart, and no one wants to say it." ”

But I understood that he clearly wanted to swear an oath or warn me about something, such as ...... Ownership of Zhou Mo.

But he wouldn't be too blunt, and obviously didn't want to completely tear his face with me.

We also have a tacit understanding.

Moreover...... Recently, Zhou Mo and Han Shen have indeed been together a lot.

It seems that Zhou Mo's hatred for Han Shen is not as strong as before.

Zhou Mo also told me before that Han Shen said a lot of "like her" and the like, ambiguous words, I know that Han Shen also "confessed" to Zhou Mo.

"Really?" That's when I thought about it.

Han Shen seems to have a kind of confidence in Zhou Mo, and this kind of confidence makes me ashamed.

Obviously, I was her childhood sweetheart, but in the end, I became the one who quit.

At Tian Linlin's birthday party, Han Shen received a call from Zhou Mo's parents to confirm whether Zhou Mo was safe, and asked Han Shen to send Zhou Mo back as soon as possible.

At that moment, I felt like I was finished.

You know, it used to be my "mission".

I never thought that I just moved and lost Zhou Mo.