Zhou Mo said that she was very bad, but in fact, it was me who was even worse.

I know that Tang Tianxi likes Zhou Mo.

also knows that Zhou Mo likes Tang Tianxi.

But the two of them are really too familiar, so familiar that even if they pierce the layer of window paper, neither of them thinks they can take it seriously.

I know that I actually like Zhou Mo too.

The first time I saw her, I was really attracted because she was very beautiful, although that kind of beauty is not overwhelming, but it is not flashy.

Even though I'm about the same age, I can make "appalling" violent arguments......

She's a smart and beautiful girl, and I'm very tempted.

Perhaps Zhou Mo is right, my aesthetic and emotional orientation tends to be more "intellectual".

That's why she made me unforgettable.

I like Zhou Mo, so I also have selfish intentions and don't want her to be with Tang Tianxi.

Since neither of them pierced or took a single step, I pretended not to know.

To be honest, it's fun to be friends with men and women, not to mention the relationship between men and women.

I don't have many friends, or rather, they're the only two.

But when it comes to emotional matters, I can't be generous.

Since I was a child, at home, I want the wind to be windy, to be rainy, let me give up Zhou Mo, impossible.

I have an obsession with Zhou Mo, and it is a paranoid obsession, I even thought about it, if I can't get it, I will destroy it.

This kind of thought is very evil, and sometimes it is born, and even I am afraid.

So I'm trying my best to be patient, but whenever it comes to Tang Tianxi, I try my best to control my emotions.

All the people who have been with Zhou Mo feel that they are Zhou Mo's heavenly fall, I am Zhou Mo's childhood sweetheart, but only I know that when it comes to childhood sweethearts, I can't compare to Tang Tianxi.

Before me, Zhou Mo had always been very close to Tang Tianxi, because he didn't want to lose Tian Linlin's friend, Zhou Mo deliberately went away from Tang Tianxi.

But in the end, he lost Tian Linlin and Tang Tianxi.

During that time, Zhou Mo was in a very bad mood.

I was the only one by my side, and I didn't want to be with her all the time.

Accompany her to the snack street to eat, accompany her to buy posters, accompany her to the beach to see the green island, accept her provocations, and accompany her to "rebel" and deliberately oppose her parents.

I know that Zhou Mo is angry in his heart.

Because she was not on the red list, she was criticized by her parents.

She said it was me, but his parents didn't understand her.

Maybe it's because her parents, who have always supported her, don't understand her and make her sad, so she is more willing to pull me to do bad things.

Including the fact that the teacher found out about us, she deliberately put all her choices on me.

She wasn't really afraid that her parents would know, she just wanted to have her own little secret behind her parents' back.

When I was looking at Green Island by the sea, I pierced her mind, and she vehemently denied it.

On a whim, I asked, "Since you said we were in love, do you dare to kiss?" ”

Zhou Mo's mouth was so hard that he held his head high and refused to admit defeat: "Why don't you dare?" Come, who's afraid of whom. ”

Although it is a radical method, I also have my own mind.

I wanted to kiss her, I thought about it a long time ago.

I've never kissed a girl, and the time I kissed her was her first kiss, and it was mine.

Using kissing to test whether I really like it, I made up the words to lie to her, and she believed it, but after kissing, I believed it.

The moment the tip of my lips touched hers, my whole body stiffened, and I was completely overwhelmed, and I had predetermined the status quo of thousands of kisses in my mind, but none of them came in handy.

After that, I was convinced that kissing was a real test of whether I had really touched my heart.

So, after five years with Luo Fu, I felt that it might be almost time to think about it, but I was recognized by her sudden kiss and the fact that I didn't like her.

After Luo Fu kissed me, my first reaction was disgust and I asked her, "What are you doing?" ”

I also touched my mouth twice, and I almost spit on "Bah, Bah, Bah".

Luo Fu smiled and said: "Love or not, you will know if you kiss once." Now we all know. ”

After being kissed by Luo Fu, I suddenly realized that if I was with Luo Fu, Zhou Mo would not be my only ex-girlfriend.

I didn't want that, so Luo Fu and I didn't start, and it ended.

In the end, I still chose to go back to find Zhou Mo, and I knew that the gap between me and her needed to be filled by me little by little.

She and I are not only the conflicts between our parents and life experiences, but also many secrets that are implicated because of this.

I didn't let Zhou Mo ask about the Han family, in fact, I wanted to protect her.

If Zhou Mo doesn't know, he will always be innocent, and once he knows anything about the Han family, Zhou Mo can't stay out of it.

So everything in the Han family, I kept my mouth shut.

It turns out that I did the right thing, and later the Han family really faced the risk of being liquidated, I am not afraid that I will be punished by the law because of this, I am only afraid that Zhou Mo will follow me and be pulled into the water by me.

I know that she loves me and will definitely favor me, and even if I do something bad, she will hide it for me and cover it up for me.

However, covering up is guilty, and I'd rather she didn't know anything, and it has nothing to do with all the pickled things.

After having a child, I understand Zhou Mo's father and my father better, this kind of complex that exists in the body's instinct to protect the calf makes it impossible not to be selfish.

For the sake of my children and my family, I must make the most complete cut with the Han family, even if I step on the Han family on my deathbed.

There's no way I can let the Han family drag me into the water and then let Zhou Mo and the child suffer.

It was also with Zhou Mo that I experienced this experience, and I gradually realized that the environment I lived in before was like floating in the clouds, and it was not solid at all.

Everyone looks up to me and envies me, they construct the life in the clouds in their minds, fantasize about how luxurious and wonderful it is, but only those who are in the clouds know that the more upper-class people are, the more they will do nasty or unfashionable things.

The terrible thing is that there are still people who applaud for this.

Zhou Mo's slippery list on the red list has opened the way of reflection in my life, and I often wonder, is everything I have gained really what I deserve?

The answer is no.

Those brokers, bosses, and brokers who found me inexplicably did not find me because I was Han Shen, but because my surname was Han.

Those who groveled around me and nodded their heads were only afraid of the family power behind me.

Otherwise, how could I have so much running water in my bank card?

At the same time, I am in the quagmire of the Han family, and it is impossible to get out of the mud without staining.

The Han family has taught me a lot of things, including...... What to take, what not to take, what to take and what not to take.

It's not that what you can take is necessarily reasonable and legal, but ...... Without evidence, the law can't do anything about you.

The world is not black and white, but those who can navigate the gray area between black and white must have their own "excellence".

What the Han family taught me was that in addition to the eyes above the top and the nostrils to see people, there are also these.

However, these are not good things.