I was originally a "careerist".

If it weren't for my enough "ambition", I wouldn't have chosen to leave Dongjiang and go to the imperial capital.

I knew that if I stayed in Dongjiang, the forces at home would interfere with me to some extent.

The high-speed rail happened to meet a certain leader, this kind of low-level trick, my dad has not done it.

As long as I say that I will take the official career, he will definitely throw money at me and smash me to a high position.

I didn't want to do that, I wanted to see where the upper limit of my abilities was, so I went to the imperial capital.

Where there is no intervention at home, I am completely on my own, and I can go as far as I can, this is my goal.

It's just that I didn't expect that in the imperial capital, my relationship and career both suffered a major blow.

At that time, I realized how important it is to have the support of my family of origin.

That's when I understood what it was like to be pressed by force, to nullify all efforts, and to breathe away.

It's like a person who has just learned to swim in deep water, and just a few splashes, the water chokes the person, and then you struggle, but the water has to drown you, and you want to find a grip, but you can't grasp anything around, and let the water drown you.

Those who drowned were water-savvy, or to be precise, those who drowned were just water-savvy.

Your level, how far away is it from those dragon kings who live in the water.

It's not your swimming skills that you're bad at, it's that the water itself isn't with you.

If you want to harness the water, you can only become a dragon king.

There are many reasons to return to the imperial capital:

1. Close to home, after coming out for so many years, parents will definitely miss it;

2. Because I was squeezed down by Han Jue, I knew that I was the one who couldn't water, so I chose to retreat;

3. In order to protect Yan Yiyi, I know that it is impossible for me to be with her, because my own strength is not enough to face the other party's family, and I have self-knowledge;

4. Li Zhengqin promised me that when he returned to Dongjiang, he would give me support.

The above four reasons also contributed to my choice to return to Dongjiang.

When people make choices, they weigh the pros and cons.

After weighing it, I found that returning to Dongjiang was more "beneficial", so I came back.

Not long after I came back, I met Zhou Mo in the flood fighting work.

To be honest, I was thrilled to meet her.

But just because I've been away from home for a long time, I don't have any friends on the Dongjiang side, and Zhou Mo is also my old friend.

I'm thrilled by that.

The relationship with her is still as relaxed and pleasant as ever.

She speaks very poisonously and is very good at piercing people's hearts.

Actually, I am too, so I like to fight with her and fight poison with poison.

Like her, just because it's fun, you can be unscrupulous, and you don't have to worry about saying the wrong thing and be careful.

When we get along, we are used to attacking each other in the softest places.

It's a pleasure to get along though.

But I know that this is not love, and it is not love.

Because I never thought that I would give up my ideals for her.

Including when I was in the dispatch center, I learned that she was married, and I was actually relieved.

Fortunately, she was not affected by my departure and had a new life.

It's really good.

But at that time, I was so lonely.

Frustrated in the workplace, Yan Yitong also returned to Shanghai according to my opinion, and it was impossible for me to even meet her in the future.

In Dongjiang, I had to work alone again.

I want to find someone to talk to, a friend to help me share the resentment in my worries.

I don't know why, when I saw Zhou Mo, I was thinking, in fact, it is much more suitable for me and her to be friends than to be lovers.

I even wondered if she knew how good I was going through, let her tease me a few words, and let me give her a few more words of back.

Maybe the days of restarting in Dongjiang will not be so boring and tiring.

But she's married, and I have to keep my distance from her, which is self-knowledge as a man.

No man likes his wife or girlfriend to get too close to other guys.

So I said, it's time for me to take my mind.

The unrealistic fantasy of being friends is better to think about.

Most people think that there can be no real feelings between men and women, not to mention that there is still a boyfriend and girlfriend between me and her.

During that period of time, Feng always teased me, and I can't forget Zhou Mo.

I always smiled and didn't answer.

It's not that I can't forget, but it's ...... I need a friend who makes me defenseless and let me unload the baggage in my heart.

Duan Feng didn't know about his relationship with Yan Yiyi.

He only heard that I was involved with a "married woman" in the imperial capital, but he didn't know that the other party was Yan Yiyi.

I am also wary of him.

I've been friends with him for so long, and I still can't tell him everything.

It's like he doesn't tell me about his background and those romantic histories.

There are many reasons for breaking up with Zhou Mo at the beginning:

1. The most direct thing is to see the ambiguous dialogue with people in her space;

2. In the final analysis, I also thought about breaking up early in my heart, and I couldn't let this relationship become an obstacle on my way to the future;

3. I have to go to school for a few years when I go to the imperial capital, and I have a long-distance relationship with her, which means that I also have to experience platonic love, which is too embarrassing for people, and I am still a man;

4. Zhou Mo's family conditions are average, and I don't know if the family can approve of my relationship with her.

It's just that I'm serious about Zhou Mo, which makes me a little reluctant, after all, I have paid my true feelings.

Between true feelings and wolf ambition, I firmly chose the latter.

Because I know that feelings or something are the most unreliable.

At least for that time period, it was unreliable.

So at that time, it was best to stop your losses in time.

I weighed the pros and cons and made my choice.

I wasn't sad after the breakup, everything went naturally.

I started my studies, started my work, what I wanted to do every day, what I could do, many, many, many, I couldn't remember the word "Zhou Mo" at all.

I am fortunate that after years of hard work, I have reached the apex of my life.

I'm even wondering if God will favor me a little bit and let me go further.

However, this step is as difficult as the sky.

When the results of the ballot were obtained, Han Jue won the victory by more than three times my vote.

The leaders who greeted me with a smile and said that I had a promising future began to deform in my mind.

I have a promising future, but the votes are all in Han Jue.

A good future can be expected.

I think I work harder than anyone else, and I even took the second graduate school for this purpose, just to be able to come to school in the imperial capital, and it is best to find a better platform to help me soar all the way.

In fact, as I expected, with the blessing of a good school and my own efforts, I successfully joined the unit I wanted to go to.

That's what real life is all about.

When I was a child, my teacher always taught us that after someone said "I'm sorry", you had to say "it's okay".

And in the adult world, it doesn't matter if you want to, others can only say "I'm sorry".

After joining the company, my career has been smooth sailing.