The relationship between me and Xu Qingli is different from others.

She didn't ask me for money.

Because she is not short of money.

Between us, it is just a simple desire to stretch the relationship, and we also agreed not to disturb each other's lives, and if the other party has a significant other, our relationship will be terminated immediately.

So when Gong Xiaoai and I were having an affair, she proposed to me to end our relationship.

But unlucky, Gong Xiaoai knew about this, she thought that Xu Qingli and I were in love, and then split her legs.

But I know I'm not in a relationship with anyone.

Gong Xiaoai's acceptance of my teasing undoubtedly took a fancy to me as a "potential stock", my appearance and other external conditions.

I'm not noble, but she's not noble either.

The men in the game world will not let women hold grudges, they will hate those cheating men at most, of course, if the men's attitude of admitting their mistakes is good enough, they will also get their forgiveness.

But I don't think my behavior is much better than those "cheating" men.

But there are women who rush to "forgive" me.

My "deception" is not high-end, I only blame greedy women for being too easy to deceive.

The best "deceitful" women are the kind of women who have no ego, they wrap themselves in material, but they expose their inner unconfidence and cowardice, they want to change, but they don't want to rely on themselves, but they want to find a man to help her change her life.

Gong Xiaoai is this kind of woman.

I didn't even have to think about it, as long as all her material "fantasies" were satisfied, she would be able to do what I wanted.

It's just that she woke up later and wasn't so easy to fool.

So I overturned.

Men are naturally confident, and women are not naturally confident, which seems to be a matter of nature.

There is a term in psychology called the "gaslighting" effect, which refers to the emotional abuse and manipulation inflicted on the victim, causing the victim to gradually lose self-esteem, develop self-doubt, and cannot escape.

I feel that this is the relationship between me and Gong Xiaoai.

But it is not so easy to control a person, Gong Xiaoai woke up.

My "plan" was ineffective.

Especially after she woke up, she also woke up almost all the girls I flirted, all the girls avoided me, and I didn't get to other people so easily.

In my opinion, the so-called cheating is just a shallow layer of flesh and skin, and even if it hurts, it is not as harmful as the emotional damage.

But many people often ignore that there is also the damage to the spirit.

This kind of injury may have a shallow PUA attribute, when you are in it, the person concerned is not easy to notice, but after coming out, and then looking back and reflecting, the kind of mental control and suppression of self-personality is the most deadly.

And the impact of this is not just the attitude towards feelings, but may be a change in the whole life.

There are many women I have come into contact with, and Xu Qingli and Ding Ning are the ones who don't like me.

Needless to say, Xu Qingli has a good family background and is not short of money, but he loves Han Shen but can't love it.

She didn't have any emotional expectations for me, only carnal pleasure, so I couldn't have "controlled" her.

Ding Ning is another reason, she has a kind of tolerance for "family" to me, that tolerance is the tolerance of family affection, I can't even talk about "feelings" with her, how can she fall into my trap.

The point is that I seem to be a little different from Ding Ning.

This is different, and I am also aware of it.

Like Xu Qingli, my desires and feelings are never unified.

Of course, this was the case before meeting Ding Ning.

In the past, I thought that desire and emotion were not unified, but after I fell in love with Ding Ning, this idea gradually faded in my mind.

I used to think that playing games between women was a very interesting thing.

Because I like to see them flattering and flattering me.

Which man is not lustful, it's just that everyone's moral standards are different.

Unfortunately, I'm the one who doesn't have high moral standards.

Ding Ning knows me, which is my luck and her misfortune.

I am more comfortable with dealing with a harmless little girl like her.

Because the slightest proximity will make her distracted and her breathing disordered.

But when I was exposed by Gong Xiaoai and everyone avoided me, Ding Ning was the only one by my side.

Someone teased me, but I didn't expect that the fish pond had been overturned, and there was still a fish who was loyal to me.

For some reason, I'm tired of this kind of joke.

In the past, I would only listen to it as a joke.

Ding Ning is a little different, she is very persevering.

She was extremely patient with me when she learned that I might be her long-lost half-brother.

Even after I was seriously injured trying to save the child, she took care of me carefully, even if I looked at her coldly.

I know that she doesn't have that kind of relationship between men and women for me, but is trying to "atone for my sins" with her heart.

That's right, it's atonement.

She atoned for her father's sins, lost me before, and turned my life upside down.

I actually hated why her father didn't take a good look at me at the beginning and let me suffer such a ups and downs in life for no reason.

But I didn't tell Ding Ning, in fact, I am not her "brother", or her own brother.

Her mother is not my real mother, my real father and uncle are all lost in the mining disaster, my real mother is pregnant with a child, and she was emotional when she heard the news, and then the amniotic fluid embolism was not saved.

Ding Ning's mother is actually just my aunt.

My parents died, my uncle was gone, I became a complete orphan, my aunt, that is, Ding Ning's mother, was kind-hearted and asked me to follow her from now on, and she came to support me.

Later, in order to make it easier to hide people's eyes, she asked me to call her mother, so that no one would dislike me as a drag oil bottle for other people.

Later, Ding Ning's mother met Ding Ning's father, and the two met and got married.

Ordinary people, in fact, don't care so much at all, as long as they have the right personality and feel that two people can live their lives, they will be together.

Ding Ning's father is also a good person, he knows that he is not related to my Ding Ning's mother, but he still acquiesces that I am the son of Ding Ning's mother, and he also thinks that he is my stepfather.

It's just that I was kidnapped later, and my memory was confused, and I couldn't figure out if he thought I was a burden, so he deliberately lost me.

I hate it anyway.

The appearance of Ding Ning reminds me of the past.

She tried her best to be nice to me, and I watched her every move coldly and was unmoved.

Of course, being unmoved is just what I think, not really unmoved.

I can't refuse such an innocent girl.

She strongly invited me back to her family and brought her mom and dad with her.

I'm not a cold-blooded animal through and through, especially when I'm at my worst and most helpless.

That's it alone, I can fall.

Fall into the tenderness she gives.

There is no man who does not like a gentle woman.

Ding Ning's gentleness made me feel at ease.