Volume 1 The Quarter Moon Chapter 52 Far Away
Until the end of the discussion, the kind professor closed the notebook and looked at his baby protΓ©gΓ©: "Originally, I shouldn't have taken care of this person's private affairs, but you are my most proud student, I am proud of you, so I don't want some negative things to have anything to do with you, so it may seem that I am a little selfish as a professor, but for your future, I still want to remind you to deal with your personal emotional problems carefully." β
Zuo Yueyao has great respect for the professor, even if he is unhappy, he still patiently explains: "The truth is not as uploaded on the Internet, but don't worry, I will deal with it." β
"Okay." The professor was very appreciative: "You have always been a child who does not let people worry, I will not say anything superfluous, and deal with things as soon as possible." Next week, the TV station will do a health talk show, I recommended you, I am an old bone, but I don't want to toss, when the time comes, you prepare in advance, your image represents the image of our medical department of NTU, and there must be no mistakes. β
Zuo Yueyao solemnly responded, and the Sichuan character between her eyebrows gradually became obvious.
On this night in the night sky, Su Xian saw Zuo Yueyao, the man who had always been gentle, and looked a little cold today.
Su Xian took the initiative to step forward, looked at the tiredness between his eyebrows, and said very weakly: "I'm sorry." Normally, he would hug her in his arms, but today, he didn't.
He just stood straight like that, looking at her fixedly, and after a while, his thin lips moved: "It's Yao Jing, right?" β
He's really smart.
Under his gaze, Su Xian nodded in acknowledgement.
"You didn't listen to a word of what I said." Zuo Yueyao's sigh was exceptionally clear in the night: "What are you going to do?" Just carry the pot for her, and wait for time to slowly wear off this matter? β
He was smart and knew her well, and that's what she had in mind.
To be honest, on the way to see Zuo Yueyao, Su Xian was still thinking that Zuo Yueyao would criticize him for a word or two at most, and then lose in her softening, and finally hold her and continue to say some words about children's affection.
Imagination is beautiful, reality is always skinny.
Today's Zuo Yueyao seems to be a little different from usual, but Su Xian can't say what the difference is, she actually regrets it very much, and her apology to Zuo Yueyao is also sincere, but she also knows that just one sorry can't change the consequences of her meddling at all.
Can...... Can that be called nosy?
"At this time, she should stand up and take responsibility."
Of course, Su Xian also hopes that Yao Jing can stand up, but she doesn't want her to stand up, Yao Jing is the pillar of the family like her, others may not understand, but Su Xian knows very well how hard it is for a girl who grew up in adversity to become the pillar of the family.
"As I said, everyone will pay for their choices, Yao Jing is, you too, and today's result is the consequence of your abuse of kindness."
"Am I abusing kindness?" The more Su Xian listened, the more uncomfortable she felt, and the little flame with anger in her heart slowly burned: "Zuo Yueyao, let me tell you the truth, just for this matter, I don't think I'm much at fault, I help her because I think she is pitiful, and I feel that it is really not easy for her to carry so much alone, she has done something wrong, she can change it, she needs someone to help her correct this mistake, and that person happens to be me, you say, what should I do is so-called right!" β
"Yes, I didn't think about this matter and let you be implicated, but it's not like I wanted to do this, I didn't expect to be put on the Internet for malicious slander and attack, I've been in school for so many years, I don't know if I haven't hurt anyone, I don't know why they are so malicious to slander me! I'm having a hard time too! β
The fact that she has been silent and not explaining in the past few days does not mean that she is indifferent! She also felt ashamed of Zuo Yueyao, but what could she do?
Zuo Yueyao saw that Su Xian's emotions were a little excited, and after a deep sigh, he approached, and took the person into his arms, and the awkward person struggled to leave, but where was that bit of strength his opponent.
Su Xian has been very sad in the past two days, Zuo Yueyao is her only spiritual sustenance, but when this sustenance changed her tone slightly, her heart began to become more uncomfortable.
Over the years, this man has become her habit and a harbor for her soul.
"I was wrong, I didn't use the right words, I shouldn't have talked to you like that." He is in a high place, and he has to bear much more things than others, including his words and deeds, which cannot be criticized by outsiders, the precipitation of these years was suddenly destroyed, and he can't be indifferent, plus the recent things at hand are indeed a bit much, which makes him seem a little powerless and anxious, plus the sudden appearance of such a thing, his mood is inevitably affected.
Zuo Yueyao knew that the tone just now was indeed not good.
Su Xian bit her lip and replaced her answer with silence.
"In this way, I'll let you hit twice to vent your anger, okay?" He coaxed softly and sincerely apologized for his attitude.
For the person who lowered her posture all of a sudden, Su Xian couldn't get angry, she symbolically slapped Zuo Yueyao's back, and asked aggrievedly: "Next time, you can't talk to me like this, I'm almost tired to death these days." β
Her tiredness, not the first time, but never shouted tired to anyone, since there is Zuo Yueyao, Su Xian can finally shout tired, every time she shouts, Zuo Yueyao hugs her, and tells her some interesting stories in medicine, she will fall asleep when she listens, and when she wakes up, she will see a handsome face and a warm smile.
"I've been running around with the professor for the past few days, I'm too busy, and when I'm not busy for a while, I'll accompany you well."
Su Xian doesn't care whether he accompanies him or not, as long as the person is there and the heart is there, she is quite satisfied, besides, she is actually quite busy, busy getting certificates, busy planning the future employment direction.
She wanted to tell Zuo Yueyao about returning to her hometown, but when she saw his haggardness, she swallowed back the words to her mouth, not to mention that she wanted to ask about the bad things mentioned by her father.
"I'll take care of this matter, you don't care."
"Okay."
Su Xian didn't ask him how to deal with it, because she believed that Zuo Yueyao could handle it well.
Three days later, Su Xian began to wonder if he wanted to take back what he said, because Zuo Yueyao's way of dealing with it was really so fast and ruthless that the six relatives didn't recognize it.
Yao Jing took the initiative to stand up and clarify the matter for them, and after clarifying the matter, Yao Jing applied for a transfer.
When he heard the news, Su Xian sat in the dormitory in a daze, unable to express his emotions in words. The dormitory that was supposed to be four people was so empty that only she and Lu Xiran were left.
Su Xian doesn't know how much courage Yao Jing needs to muster to stand up and clarify this matter, and how much courage she needs to face criticism and accusations from everywhere, how should she face it alone?
Su Xian's mobile phone rang, it was an unfamiliar number, and when he picked it up, it turned out to be Yao Jing's voice.
"Can you come here?"
Yao Jing's place is next to the school, walk a few steps across the road from the gate, and when Su Xian passed, she stood outside the door for a long time, but she couldn't muster the courage to knock on her door.
It's ridiculous, it's not her who made the mistake, but why does she have a sense of guilt.
The door opened, and when she saw Yao Jing's face that was about to sink down, Su Xian began to feel uncomfortable, Yao Jing had nothing to do with her, but now, even if she is a stranger, she will be unbearable when she sees such a haggard appearance.
Su Xian was very relieved that she could stand up, and at the same time blamed her for not standing up, this contradiction made her tasteless, and she even wanted to blame Zuo Yueyao for being a little cold-blooded in her handling of it.
Yao Jing pulled a chair for Su Xian to sit, and she sat down opposite her, and the two of them faced each other, looking at each other's faces so seriously for the first time.
After a long time, Yao Jing said calmly, "Thank you." β
If she had done this, she would have accepted this thank you, but right now, she couldn't afford to say thank you.
"Did Zuo Yueyao come to look for you?"
Yao Jing smiled bitterly: "Your boyfriend is really good to you." β
Sure enough, it was exactly what she thought.
"That's fine." As if years of depression have been released: "I have done something sorry for you, this time I will atone for my sins, what's more, this matter has nothing to do with you, I have caused you to be affected." β
Su Xian listened quietly, wanting to comfort, but found that he had no confidence in comfort.
"When you were with Zuo Yueyao, the manuscript on the forum was written by me." Years of guilt can be said calmly, and the soul has been redemptively calm: "And the time you were locked up in the medical laboratory, I also did it, I happened to go over there to find materials that day, and I accidentally found that you were also there, thinking that we were obviously in a similar situation, why can you get everyone's like, and you can also get the love of the male god, so I have a big psychological gap, so I took advantage of your inattention and closed the door, in fact, I just want to scare you." β
Yao Jing thought that Su Xian would be surprised, and Su Xian also thought that she would be surprised, but after listening, as if the victim was not herself, she asked Yao Jing calmly: "It's less than a year, don't you hold on?" β
"Nope." Yao Jing breathed a long sigh of relief: "A change of environment should be a good choice, reflect on it, it can be regarded as a redemption for yourself." β
"But ......" Su Xian still wanted to persuade again.
Yao Jing stopped her: "Stay here, I will think about the dirty things in the past every day, Su Xian, I only now realize what stupid and dirty things I have done." β
Su Xian took her hand: "I'm sorry, I didn't know Zuo Yueyao would ......"
Zuo Yueyao did find Yao Jing and analyzed the pros and cons of the matter for her, including for himself, Su Xian, and Yao Jing, and told Yao Jing that if she wants this matter to end without regrets, she must have the courage to stand up and solve all these problems.
"You're lucky."
This was the last word Yao Jing left her, they hugged each other like friends for the first time, Su Xian solemnly told her: "You are already great, great, fate, if we see you again, I hope you become even better." β
Su Xian saw Yao Jing shed tears, but the tears were smiling.
Coming out of Yao Jing's place, Su Xian looked up at the gray sky, she didn't go back to school, turned around and went to the riverside, the water was still clear, the scenery was still charming, except for people, they were no longer like before.
She sat on the bench in the riverside park for a long time, until nightfall, Su Xian didn't plan to go back, her heart was in a mess, everything that happened in just a few days was intertwined, making her miss Heyunling, the simple and simple mountain village where she lived since she was a child.
Zuo Yueyao called, Su Xian stared at the phone screen for a while, and then cut it off.
If you call again, you still cut it off.
For a while, she suddenly didn't want to face Zuo Yueyao, the person who existed like the stars holding the moon, and the distance between her and her seemed to be becoming distant.