She wanted to run over and question Zuo Yueyao: This is what you call the way to deal with it?!

But she didn't have the courage, she couldn't accurately judge whether Zuo Yueyao's approach was right or wrong, and she couldn't accuse him of being so ruthless, because this matter was indeed resolved quickly, and her and Zuo Yueyao's reputation was quickly repaired, but these were all based on the need for Yao Jing to bear it alone.

Right and wrong, Su Xian couldn't tell the difference, she occasionally thought of Yao Jing who had already left, and worried about whether this girl would have a good life in another strange place, and even felt uneasy and guilty about such a result.

Zuo Yueyao has said more than once that she is an extremely soft-hearted person, and such soft-heartedness is easy to backfire on herself, and Yao Jing's incident is probably a good proof.

Because of this incident, Su Xian began to avoid Zuo Yueyao intentionally or unintentionally, replying to her text messages and answering his calls, but avoided the appointment.

She didn't see it, and Zuo Yueyao didn't force it, and kept it like this until the arrival of another person.

Su Xian would never have thought that Zuo Yueyao's mother would come to her in person, and Zuo Yueyao didn't know about this matter.

Su Xian probably had a score in her heart, and guessed that this score must be sad music, of course, she had a beautiful fantasy, hoping that it was because of her emotional problems in the past few days.

People with temperament have never been defeated over the years, just like Zhou Ling, at first glance, they have been influenced by the scholarly family, and they have not seen it for so many years, although some wrinkles have been added to their faces, but their temperament is still as elegant as before, calm, and noble.

Zuo Yueyao's nobility should be inherited from this.

Su Xian called softly, "Aunt Zhou." ”

Zhou Ling smiled at her, still as loving as before, but he didn't touch her head anymore, and he didn't have that familiarity.

The atmosphere of the tea room is very good, quiet and elegant, and the gurgling sound of running water from the small furnishings is accompanied by soft light music, which is easy to soothe the irritability in the heart.

Su Xian didn't know how to drink tea, it was just something to quench her thirst, but looking at Zhou Ling elegantly twisting the teapot and slowly pouring tea into her empty cup, she could only take it carefully, and sipped it meaningfully, not daring to make too much movement.

It's really not like her.

But this is Zuo Yueyao's mother, if she hadn't had this relationship with Zuo Yueyao, maybe she wouldn't have to be so restrained when facing Zhou Ling.

"I remember when you were in Heyunling, you were such a tall little girl." Zhou Ling gestured to a height: "I haven't seen it for so many years, I have grown a lot taller, and my skin is much whiter." ”

Su Xian can afford any compliment, but he is afraid of the unforeseen but.

Zhou Ling didn't seem to be in a hurry, she and Su Xian started a routine: "Is Village Chief Zhao's body still tough now?" I remember that he was running around with me, and he was so fit that he didn't have any breath, and I had to take it. ”

"Well, he's fine." She was like a sensible little girl, sitting respectfully in front of Zhou Ling, answering the other party's questions in a proper manner.

"Your dad, are you alright?"

He ...... It's also good. ”

"Well, that's good." Zhou Ling always maintained a smile that looked approachable: "Now that Murakami has a road, right?" ”

"yes, that's it."

"Later, I went to your village again, and it has indeed improved a lot, but it is still a little different from what I expected, and I am only to blame for my lack of ability."

Such a humble way made Su Xian a little at a loss: "No, it's not." ”

If Zuo Yueyao knew that she was stammering when she spoke, would she laugh off her big teeth.

"I've heard that your academic performance is very good, and you get a scholarship every year." Zhou Ling poured out her cold tea and refilled a cup for her: "Auntie didn't see the wrong person, I knew back then that you must be a promising child, when Village Chief Zhao talked to me, he would also praise you in front of me, I can see that he really loves you, but then again, you are such a sensible and motivated child, who wouldn't love it, I've been very busy with work over the years, but I will still call you to find the village chief and ask about your situation." ”

Su Xian listened silently, and always felt that Zhou Ling came to see her, and it was not as simple as reminiscing.

"When we came back from Heyunling, Yueyao tried his best to apply with me, saying that I would support your studies and life, and I also laughed at him, is it because he has never had a sister, so he takes special care of you."

Su Xian raised his head suddenly, stunned.

"I really like you as a child, of course I can't bear to refuse, and he said that if you give you money, you definitely don't want it, so he called your tuition and living expenses to Village Chief Zhao, and Village Chief Zhao then used the name of the village committee to support college students, to ensure your annual study and life."

Su Xian put down the hand holding the cup, because if she didn't put it down, the water in the cup would spill out, and her hand began to tremble slightly.

She thought of the dilapidated tables of the village committee, the broken glass windows glued with duct tape, the office of the village committee that had not been renovated for a long time, and the tuition and living expenses that she did not have to worry about over the years, and Zuo Yueyao had to eat with her whenever she was free, and then swiped her meal card to help her cook together.

Su Xian thought about it a lot, and only then did he understand that all this worry-free food and clothing came from other people's donations.

She's so stupid, she's really stupid, so stupid that she hasn't seen it until now.

Her proud self-esteem, the slogan of self-reliance, all day long, is nothing more than self-entertainment.

She bit her lip and tried to make herself look less embarrassed: "The money...... I'll pay it back. ”

"Silly girl." Zhou Ling was disgusted: "I have always treated you as a half daughter, a mother to take care of her daughter, it is a matter of course, I knew that you were admitted here, and I was happy for you for a few days, thinking that Yueyao is also here, he can take good care of you as an elder brother, although I didn't get along with you for too long that year, but it was fate after all." ”

Brother......

Su Xian probably understood the purpose of Zhou Ling's visit.

"I just didn't expect ......" Zhou Ling said slowly: "He told me that there was someone he liked, but I didn't expect that person to be you." ”

"I don't object to him falling in love, I hope he can find someone who matches him, can make progress together, and can be consistent with him in the future, whether in knowledge or in three views, this is the most perfect way to get married, right?"

"Hmm." Su Xian's answer is more contrary to his heart.

"I've heard about what happened recently, this is the first time I've heard negative things about Yueyao, even if these things are not real, I hope it doesn't happen, his medical road is still very long, and there is a lot of unfinished studies, and he spends a lot more energy on academics than we imagined, so I hope that anything bad will not interfere with him, to affect his studies or mood."

"Girl, you are the same, I hope you can find the path that really belongs to you, and find the person who is really suitable for you."

There is no half a sentence of blame, it sounds like a well-intentioned word, but it is like a sharp knife, cutting Su Xian's heart at once, and every time it blows, it is a pain that penetrates into the bone marrow.

The other hand under the table pinched his thigh fiercely, telling himself over and over again: Don't cry.

Zhou Ling is not a stepmother, she is not vicious, she is the common one among all mothers, a normal mother who thinks about her son's future.

But the more gentle she is, the stronger the knife will be.

Su Xian heard his trembling breathing, drowned in the sound of gurgling water, and turned into a thick sadness.

Zhou Ling doesn't mind having another goddaughter, but she doesn't mind that Zuo Yueyao's girlfriend is her.

Su Xian wanted to laugh, but the muscles on her face collapsed too tightly, she couldn't drag a smile out, and after a long time, she still said the same sentence: "Auntie, I will pay back the money." ”

She will really pay back the money!

Zhou Ling seemed to be afraid that she didn't understand the meaning, and emphasized again: "Silly girl, you don't have to pay back this money, if you want, you can call me godmother, if there is any difficulty in the future, just tell my godmother, or you can tell Yueyao." ”

Her self-esteem didn't allow her to chase Zhou Ling anymore, and then told her: I don't want to be your goddaughter, I want to be your daughter-in-law!

"Can you promise me one thing?"

Su Xian nodded sneeringly: "Auntie, you say." ”

"I came to look for you today, Yue Yao didn't know, I hope this is a secret between the two of us, okay?"

Can she say badly?

"Okay."

This is what she owes! I owe it so much that I can't even say a word.

Zhou Ling seemed to be very satisfied with her performance, and touched her head before leaving: "You are very spiritual and sensible, I am very relieved." ”

What can you rest assured of?

Rest assured that she will obediently keep today's secret? Or don't worry that she will say goodbye to Zuo Yueyao when she goes back?

"Aunt Zhou." 's feelings for Zhou Ling gradually became unfamiliar, but he couldn't change the fact that she had helped her: "My dad is ...... I apologize to you on his behalf. ”

Facing the dazzling sun, Su Xian felt dizzy, Zhou Ling had been away for a long time, looking at the crowd of people coming and going on the street, there were many pairs, probably no pair, more sad than her.

These years of smooth sailing, I thought it was the result of my own efforts, it was the result of God seeing her efforts to take special care of her, but in the end, it was a dream net carefully crocheted by others, so that she spent every day comfortably lying on it.

Uncle Zhao lied to her, Zuo Yueyao lied to her, these two people who existed like sunshine in her life were lying to her at the same time.

Su Xian is not a person who does not distinguish between right and wrong, she knows that these lies are well-intentioned to maintain her poor self-esteem, so she can't blame anyone, let alone find anyone to vent.

She clearly remembered the numbers in the bank card, plus those in the piggy's belly, and it was only a drop in the bucket to repay the debts owed over the years.

If she says she wants to pay it back, then she must pay it back.

Su Xian called Chen Biyu and asked her to meet her by the fountain in the park, and before Chen Biyu arrived, she borrowed a pen and paper and wrote something.

As soon as Chen Biyu arrived, Su Xian gave her the piece of paper she had written.

"Lend me this money, this is an IOU, I will also make a copy of my ID card to you, after graduating from college, I will pay you in installments, but I will pay it off as soon as possible."

She thought that Chen Biyu would play what she was good at.

After she took the IOU, she looked at it again and again, and after making sure it was not a joke, she pestled Su Xian's shoulder: "Don't make trouble, your family is much richer than my family, you have to be short of money, just ask him to take it, he is your boyfriend, can you give it to you?" ”

"Can you lend it to me?"

Su Xian had never been so humble, and Chen Biyu was stunned after all: "Is something wrong with you?" ”

Su Xian pursed her lips and didn't answer, Chen Biyu saw this, and said with a big grin: "Cough, what a big deal, wait, I'll tell my family and let them call the money, but say in advance, you don't have to rush to pay back this money, don't make yourself miserable in order to repay the money haha, I can't get used to it!" ”

This is probably the fate between people, Chen Biyu gave her the impression that except for a mouth, there has never been a decent person, but at a critical time, she did things so beautifully.