Chapter 205: The Daughter of the Shura Field (16)
"Your Majesty, why do you want to be like this, aren't you tired?" Hua Qingchen couldn't help but ask, it's not that he has no confidence in this relationship, but that he is not sure about himself, how can he promise others that he can love each other for the rest of his life?
"Qingchen, Lone knows what you are hesitating about, Lonely's identity is very different from your identity, you don't believe that Lone is normal, but you should understand that when you love someone, your status is not important, Lone is extremely honest with you, she hopes to exchange heart for heart, Lone is no different from all ordinary people in this world, they are just suitors who are eager for their sweetheart to respond."
"Lone really loves someone, but because his identity will be interpreted in thousands of ways, and even his beloved misunderstands Lone, but Lone knows that this is what Lone must bear, because Lone is the empress of the Cold Moon Country, so she should take on this responsibility."
"Qingchen, it's useless to talk too much, please seriously feel Lone's liking for you in the next time."
The palace door was pushed open, and the woman carried the white-clothed young man into the Chenlan Palace, and carried the young man to the bed, "Don't sit outside for so long in the future, if you get sick, you will be anxious." @*~~”
"The weather is still relatively cold in early spring, and your body is very weak and needs to be well recuperated."
The woman confidently instructed, but Hua Qingchen only felt that all this was very unreal, the bed curtain reflected the woman's eyebrows and eyes in a haze, and he felt as if he was in a big dream for a while, and he had just woken up.
"Why do you want to seal Jiang Ye as a side king?" The doubts in my heart blurted out in an instant almost without passing through my brain.
The woman suddenly opened the bed curtain, and the eyes of the two met in the air, Hua Qingchen saw the smile that the woman's eyes couldn't hide, like the stars at night, brilliant and bright, and at that moment, the tip of her heart seemed to be stirred by feathers, and the heat rose.
"I thought I couldn't wait for you to ask."
The young man's white jade cheeks were already red, and a pair of good-looking eyes were full of waves, breaking the cold and arrogant of the past, and it seemed a bit of fireworks.
"Your Majesty, if it's inconvenient to say,"
Before the young man's words were finished, the woman leaned over and pressed the young man's red lips with her fingertips, and at that moment everything seemed to be still, the light and shadow slowly beat on the light veil of the bed curtain, and the sunlight fell on the white goose feather carpet, and the young man in white was knocked on the bed by the girl in the red dress, the eyes of both were staring at each other, and only two hearts could be heard in the silent room for that moment.
"Don't be so alienated from Lonely." The woman's eyes are extremely transparent and beautiful, and the light in them is focused on like a condenser that can ignite people, making Hua Qingchen feel that the temperature around him has risen further, and the whole person is a little hot, his gaze can't help but flee, but it seems that he can't be withdrawn by the woman's gaze, so he can only stupidly watch the woman approach step by step, until the breath smells, and her lips are very close.
Hua Qingchen only felt that the meridians in his body were tense, don't get any closer, he was really about to suffocate.
Today, she seems to be full of bewitching power, and her every move can dazzle people for a long time.
Didn't he really feed him any medicine?
Otherwise, why would he have such a delusion?
"There is nothing inconvenient for Lone to say to you, everything can be shared with you."
Hua Qingchen's heart tightened, and his lowered eyelashes trembled slightly, "Aren't you afraid that the courtiers will affect your status?" ”
"What is there to be afraid of." The woman's words are extremely decisive and simple, and she seems very domineering, "To love someone is to want to give everything you have to the other person, even if you don't like me, my love for you is the same, as for whether you choose to accept it is your right, Lone can't force you to love me no matter what." ”
"Your Majesty, maybe the courtiers are not what you like, and you don't know everything about the courtiers." Hua Qingchen calmly retorted, "You don't know the past of the ministers, let alone what the ministers have gone through, and these have shaped the current ministers." ”
"We've come a long way and we can get to know you slowly. You will think that Lone doesn't like those aspects of you, maybe it's the part of yourself that you don't accept, but Lone will tell you that no matter what kind of you are, it's you who is radiant or falling into the dust, and Lone really likes you, and will accept all of you. ”
Hua qingchen was completely silent, in fact, when one person tells the truth, the other person can clearly perceive it, sincerity does not need skills, it looks.
Clumsy and sluggish, but a real reaction.
The part that I didn't accept.
This sentence hit the heart and shook his heart, and he suddenly realized the reason why he was pretending to be afraid.
Because I am afraid that I will be abandoned again, and I will be made an unfirm choice again.
This is the pain in his heart, he does not allow himself to touch it, let alone anyone to try to break his protective circle, and the layers of blockade do not allow anyone to have a glimpse.
Jiang Ning felt the young man's depressed mood, there was a sentence she knew was poking the young man's heart, but this sentence poked her heart over and over again a long time ago, no one is perfect from birth, you can't decide your birth and family and appearance, adults are cheering for the birth of the child, but no one has asked the child if he wants to come to this world and this family, and the acquired environment is gradually shaping a person.
Maybe people are born unfair.
The starting point is determined from birth, and some children may have lost some power since birth.
The more you are afraid of something, the more you hide your weaknesses, you will find that you will definitely wrestle in these parts, until finally you have to accept the bad parts of yourself, and from that moment on you reconcile with yourself.
That's not bad, but that's your own attribute characteristics, there is no good or bad, it's just that it doesn't meet the standards of the world, you will live better if you accept it, otherwise you are constantly fighting with yourself, this process is the process of constantly consuming yourself, commonly known as internal friction.
"Qingchen, Lone's only requirement is that I hope you will no longer reject Lone's approach from your heart, and doubt Lone's use."
The boy's eyelashes trembled fiercely, and he felt the woman slowly approaching, a kiss as light as a little water fell on the eyelashes, her hand wrapped around his waist, and the quiet orchid fragrance on her body was all over him, and he found that his nervous emotions seemed to disappear, and he felt a moment of long-lost tranquility, from the heart to the body.
The woman's gentle kiss fell on the eyelashes, and he could feel the other's caution, as if he was afraid of disturbing him, and this feeling made people feel palpitations.
"Okay? Your Majesty. ”
The woman stroked the young man's ear, and at that moment the young man's whole body trembled slightly, "Don't continue." ”。