Chapter 227: Odinson (I)

The midday sun had dimmed and become less glaring, leaving only a small slit in the curtains of the nursing home office, and the light from the gap shone on the tabletop.

As soon as the temperature began to drop, the air conditioner was turned on in the office, and the heating was abundant, but Loki experienced a feeling that he had never experienced before and that was unique to ordinary humansβ€”cold.

The corners of his mouth drooped downward, and his mouth didn't open, just squeezed out a few words from his teeth: "...... Stop it. ”

"People tend to overestimate their mental capacity and think that they can be comfortable with an answer, but it's actually very difficult."

Loki stared at him and didn't speak, the Asgardian appearance always had some classicist handsomeness, Loki's eyebrows were deep, the edges were sharp, like a knife, and when the shadow cast completely covered his eyes, it looked cold and deep.

"I have a lot of angles to dissect this problem, to tell you where this mentality comes from, and how to solve it......"

Schiller's words turned a corner: "...... But there is a fee. ”

Loki's expression was cold, and he stood up, but he felt a resistance in his body, and Venom said in his heart, "I advise you to think again, this may be a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity." ”

"Don't try to influence me, monster."

"If you're going to pour your anger on me...... Venom's voice was unexpectedly calm in Loki's voice, "Then I'll tell you that even if you leave here now, you won't have anywhere to go, orphan." ”

"Are you going to face Thor with that mentality? Ask him stupid questions that you already know the answers to, or are you really going to be like a wagging dog and ask him directly if he loves you or not? ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I said, enough! ”

"Calm down." Schiller's words brought Loki back to reality, saying, "I'm expensive, but it must be more effective than you think." ”

"What's more, I don't think you have the ability to pay the bill now, so I'll put it on your brother's head because he's the heir of Asgard."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ So let's get started. Loki sat back down.

"Let's look at this from a different angle." Schiller made a gesture to put things aside, and he said, "You should know in your heart that you are jealous of Thor, but we can analyze this sentiment carefully." ”

"Now, imagine if you were Thor?"

"What will happen?" Loki asked, "...... What else? ”

"Don't worry, listen to me, suppose, now you are Odin's eldest son, the heir of Asgard, and you have been under Odin's attention since childhood, no matter what trouble you have, he won't blame you too much......"

He ...... "Loki calmed himself down as much as he could, and then entered this hypothetical scenario."

"As you can imagine, put yourself in Thor's place, and be the center of attention from an early age, Odin values you, Frigga loves you, and your peers respect you......"

With Schiller's words, Loki began to sink into his imagination.

When the campfire burned, the shouts of the dueling arena became very noisy, and he stood in the front row, then jumped from his seat and stood in the center of the dueling arena, receiving the cheers and shouts of everyone, and the audience looked at him with hopeful eyes, believing that he would be victorious.

Then he crossed the long bridge of Asgard and walked into the gate of Asgard with joy and excitement, and he stood straight, bathed in the light, Odin complimenting him, and Frigga smiled with satisfaction.

He rode his horse on the battlefields of the Nine Realms, and no one was his enemy, he galloped across the country, won the honor of victory without much effort, and then brought them back to the Father of the Gods, to be admired by the people of Asgard.

"And now, where is Thor?"

Schiller's words didn't interrupt Loki's fantasies, but only turned his perspective, and he saw that behind the crowd cheering for him, Thor was standing there watching him, and as he walked back to the camp, Thor was looking at him from a distance, and after the two of them had completely switched their identities and perspectives, Loki suddenly had a wonderful feeling.

"Okay, then, take the things you did into Thor, he did a lot of pranks on you, and then this behavior started to get worse and worse, and then it was no longer limited to pranks, and began to really frame you......"

"No ......" Loki's brow furrowed deeply, "I didn't ......"

"Don't deny all this, but go ahead and see what you'd think of it all from Thor's point of view?"

In an instant, the illusion of glory shattered, and Loki's arms began to tremble, his teeth pressed together, and a few words emerged from them: "I don't see it." ”

"Don't see anything?"

Suddenly, his shoulders relaxed, and his jaw began to tremble slightly, and then slowly calmed down, "I didn't see those things. ”

"Really? Do you want to watch it again? ”

"Nope." Loki immediately refused.

"Are you sure you didn't see it?"

Loki was silent.

He was silent for a long time, until he was completely detached from that emotion, and then he said, "Perhaps...... I see it. ”

He paused for a long time, and the whole sentence was filled with a somewhat hysterical tone, and then turned to tremble, "But I ...... Didn't care. ”

"He knows, but doesn't care, does he?" Loki raised his eyes to look at Schiller, who fiddled with the pen in his hand and said, "Actually, you should also think that although your brother is reckless, impulsive, and tenacious, he is not really a fool, his intelligence is normal, and he can even be said to be quite talented in some aspects......"

"You have spent so many years together, for a long time you have been with each other day and night, you think you know him very well, but he also knows you, perhaps, he sees a lot of things you do, this is ...... he doesn't care"

"You just wanted to avoid this answer, because you felt that his indifference made you feel more uncomfortable than if he debunked you to your face or complained to Odin."

"Now, then, ask yourself, are you really trying to hurt Thor, kill him, replace him, or just get more attention?"

"I ......," Loki subconsciously wanted to deny the answer, "stop kidding, how could I possibly want to get his attention?" He didn't have a brain at all, he was just a reckless man from beginning to end......"

"Really? Then when I ask you how you think of Loki as Thor, why are you reluctant to give that answer? ”

Loki was silent again, but he didn't tremble like that, just paused in the same position.

"He probably doesn't care." The tone in Loki's words became more and more pronounced, and the words were blended into a sigh, and he showed a somewhat self-deprecating smile and said, "At least when I was a child, my pranks were not meticulous at all, I was just playing with him. ”

"I remember that on several occasions, Thor's companions saw that I had done it, and they hated me even more, but Thor didn't say anything."

"I know he didn't see it......" Loki's tone became a little confused, "But why did I believe it so much at the time, he just didn't see it?" ”

"Maybe it's because you can't accept it, he sees it, but he just doesn't care." Schiller said.

Loki was silent.

"Okay, now let's add a little extra to this situation, you are still you, that is, your current appearance, physique, strength, and ability, but you are still Odin's favorite eldest son, the heir of Asgard......"

Before Schiller could finish speaking, Loki said, "No, it's impossible, I ......"

"Asgard will not have such an heir, my physical strength is too weak......"

"I'm not Odin, and this is not the coronation of the throne, and what I say doesn't count."

"It's just a hypothesis, it's all a hypothesis anyway, what kind of logic is there to talk about?"

Loki was speechless and could only nod.

"Well, as you said, you have all kinds of shortcomings, some of which are even fatal, such as not having the physique that the Asgardians are proud of, these shortcomings Odin can see, and the people of Asgard can see them, but you still become the heir of Asgard, Odin takes good care of you, no matter what trouble you have, he is willing to settle it for you......"

"So, what would Thor think of you in this situation?"

"He ......" Loki seemed to have a complete sentence that he wanted to say directly, but after the first word came out, he choked.

"Don't doubt what you're thinking right now, Thor will definitely be jealous of you, no matter how much, this emotion will definitely be there."

Schiller made another gesture and said, "You may often think that Thor has so many shortcomings, that he is completely brainless, that he only buries his head in his head, and does not think about the consequences, he is simply an unreasonable fool." ”

"But if this kind of identity is reversed, Thor should also think, your physique is so weak, you can't even pick up an artifact, you can't charge forward in battle, you can't set an example as a general, and you don't have the heroic qualities of an Asgardian......"

"You see, this world is like this, when you can't be the other party, you can't be in his position, when you do those things for him, you will always feel that the other party is not worthy."

"Some of his shortcomings will be infinitely magnified in your eyes, and then you will use those shortcomings to fantasize that if you sit in that position, you will do better than him."

"But when you really get to that position, your shortcomings will also be magnified, and the advantages you are proud of can still handle the troubles caused by your shortcomings, it is still unknown."

"So what?" Loki looked at Schiller and said, "Are you saying that even if I sit in Thor's position, I won't do better than him?" ”

Schiller shook his head and said, "No, I'm just telling you that it's perfectly normal for you to be jealous of your brother, to resent your father for being unfair, and to think that the Asgardians have no vision. ”

"If you and Thor's positions are reversed, these emotions will still exist, Thor may not be as delicate as your feelings, but he will never be completely immune to these emotions."

"If you don't believe it, then think about him now, in a sense, the current situation is that the status of the two of you has been reversed, do you think Thor is really not jealous of your sudden promotion? Do you think he was so generous that he didn't care at all that Odin gave you the glory that belonged to him? ”

"Since he will also be jealous and he will be resentful, then there is actually no difference between the two of you, and it is not because you are narrow-minded or mentally abnormal that you will have these negative emotions, this is just human nature."

"I make this assumption......" Schiller paused, picked up the glass and took a sip of water, then continued, "...... It is to tell you that the messy emotions in your heart now, including jealousy, resentment, shock, confusion, confusion, confusion, etc., are actually very common. ”

"So you don't have to make some self-defeating inferences, for example, Thor and Odin are good people who are radiant and righteous, and you are a dark and vile villain who can only hide in a corner to release negative emotions, or have more extreme thoughts that want to bring these pains to others......"

Schiller put down the glass, looked Loki in the eye and said, "I just said that you are like a dog chasing minced meat, but the conclusion is that if you put a collar on Thor, he may be more happy than you." ”

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