Chapter 17: Dogs and Cats
After that, Russell and Delphinium didn't discuss anything heavy.
They deliberately diverted the subject to discuss some anecdotes about their daily life and work, as well as offensive techniques in the face of several typical forms of cyber defense.
But at that time, the delphinium still said something that could make Russell remember......
For example...... When the two discussed the inferior, Delphinium persuaded Russell very seriously:
"Actually, at the beginning, I was worried about the conflict between you."
ββ¦β¦ Me? How come," Russell asked, puzzled, "the inferior man acts openly, and the most important thing is to know how to self-criticize." This is a trustworthy and trustworthy friend. β
Otherwise, Russell would not have considered helping the inferior to get rid of the shackles of "fate" on him.
Unlike his immature appearance, Russell is not such a zealous, carefree young man who wants to save everyone.
Maybe in his previous life, when he was a teenager, he would have thought like that. But when he grew up, he knew it was impossible.
Because people's interests are in conflict in many cases. This is the animality of human beings β the struggle against the outside world is always mixed with the struggle for the inside. Whether it is against the outside world or against the inside, the essence is to make oneself better survive and for the continuation of future generations.
In the struggle against the outside world, enemies, nature, disasters, etc., people are noble enough to be willing to sacrifice, which is the instinct to keep the population alive; And on the inside...... When treating fellow clansmen, fellow villagers, classmates, and colleagues, they will be so despicable and ruthless. This is the instinct to perpetuate the imprint that "belongs to itself" within the population.
The social ...... of human beings The state, the law, the morality, the rules, exist precisely to rebel against this animal nature.
And this world is very different from the previous one.
In this world, people more or less have animal characteristics, animal instincts, and animal temperaments. Social constraints are reduced to the minimum.
Compare the two worlds, in the midst of this overwhelming wild instinct...... The bestiality, goodness, and malignancy that belong to human beings themselves are even more prominent and significant.
- There is no difference.
Russell knew it so clearly.
In this case, you can always be aware of your own shortcomings, do not throw the faults caused by yourself on the heads of others, and be willing to bravely take responsibility...... At the same time, he also has a sense of self-sacrifice and a persistence in fighting against a strong enemy who cannot be warned.
The inferior is already quite a good person.
It's a friend you can make.
"That's because you have a goodness in yourself."
The delphinium replied, "You may not feel it yourself. But the temper of the inferior is actually quite annoying...... Because he always points out the faults of others, he never knows what a tactfulness is. With the character of an inferior person, it is easy to have conflicts with others. While he gives advice, he always gives advice...... Over time, even the wisest will bypass him and dare not seek guidance from him.
It seems that he is too self-centered...... Many would think the same way. But in the end, it's just his own confusion that is passed on to others. β
"In my opinion, it's more the opposite."
Russell shook his head, pleased with the Delphinium's habit of analyzing others: "It seems to me that it is because the inferior ones take their own existence too seriously. There is a self-destructive desire within him that allows him to derive pleasure from the pain of self-criticism. β
"It came from his deep inferiority complex."
Delphinium pointed out the fundamental reason for the essence of inferiority: "Although, people have to use inferiority as a springboard in order to jump higher and farther. But after he jumped, he will never forget the touch of stepping on that springboard for the rest of his life.
Because of this, the essence of his anger is confusion, and the essence of his arrogance is inferiority. He is a very good and sensible child, but he still lacks an opportunity for him to grow up...... If he says anything rude out of anger, I hope you can put up with him for two days. If he says something wrong, it will definitely be in two days...... Usually within the same day, an apology will be made to you. β
"I'll let him. With that guy's character, he doesn't hesitate to dig out the cancer in his flesh with a knife, and I have no doubt that he will apologize for what he did wrong, and will make amends for this behavior. β
Russell nodded and gladly agreed.
It is precisely because he admires the character of the inferior that he regards him as a friend.
And once he took the inferior as a friend, Russell could no longer turn a blind eye to his painful fate.
β¦β¦ But speaking of which, Russell sensed a subtle sense of dislocation.
The inferior is half a year older than Russellβand he's the oldest in the Special Operations Department.
And now Russell and Delphinium are seriously discussing things like "usually let the children order" and "give the children some space for self-reflection".
It has to be said that this gave Russell a wonderful vision: as if the inferior was the child of the two.
But Russell soon developed a sense of guilt from this vision.
- and they are not roommates who live together, so they are not yet father and son......
The delphinium eventually ate twice as much roast meat as Russell. Strange to say, the delphinium doesn't look fat...... The stature is also average.
This made Russell wonder if he was a person with a problem with his appetite...... Actually, it's yourself?
At the end of the checkout, Russell wanted to settle the bill with Delphinium, but was told that Delphinium had already settled the bill.
Although I came with the idea of eating and drinking at first, I was really treated. It still makes Russell a little uncomfortable.
But the delphinium just laughed at this, stretched out two hands, and grabbed Russell's two ears at the same time: "Then why don't you come back next time?" As long as you don't think I eat more than you......"
ββ¦β¦ Well, that's definitely fine. β
Russell subconsciously raised his head and rubbed the delphinch's hand, and the soft and fluffy cat ears slipped out of the delphinium's fingertips and jumped away.
Then, Russell nodded slightly and agreed: "When I find a good restaurant, I'll take you to eat - it's okay to have a few more meals!" β
Although they will meet every day...... And almost every day, the inferior will go to the execution department next door to help, while Russell and Delphinch will hang up in the office.
But in the workplace, small talk between colleagues...... It's a different atmosphere from talking and laughing at dinner tables and in private spaces today.
Although it feels like the relationship hasn't gotten so close yet.
But just by eating together, Russell would be happy.
"That's not going to work, I'll have to invite you next time. After all, I eat more than you, so won't you lose if you invite one person once? β
Delphinium smiled, turned sideways, and gently pulled Russell's tail with his fluffy tail: "You said yes?" β
Russell's tail subconsciously dodged, and when he wanted to catch it again, the delphinium turned around and grabbed Russell's forearm.
"Don't try to run yet," Delphinium grimaced, "let's eat first." It's not good for your stomach to sleep if you go back directly. β
ββ¦β¦ Ah, well. β
Russell's inner thoughts were immediately recognized, and his ears drooped.
He just felt that he was eating a little bit, feeling dizzy and sleepy, and wanted to go home immediately and fall asleep.
But the delphinium still pulled Russell out and slipped around twice.
In order to prevent Russell from trying to run, she also keeps telling jokes and funny topics to hook him.
By the time Russell had almost digested it, he had already arrived near Russell's residence. That's when she put Russell back.
"I'm going back to work, kitten."
After coming out for a walk, the delphinch, who had obviously become a little more energetic, smiled at Russell and said, "Then, see you tomorrow?" β
"See you tomorrow!"
Russell, who had slipped away to the point that he didn't want to sleep, rubbed his stomach and beckoned with a smile.
He thought to himself, "You also know that my soul is a cat...... How can anyone come out to walk the cat? β
Russell had a wonderful visionβlike a Samoyed cat with a leash in its mouth and coming out to take a nap.
Although the cat kept trying to turn around and go home, it was dragged back by the Samoyed every time.
β¦β¦ I don't have a habit of walking, but it doesn't seem bad now.