Schiller looked at Charles's wrinkled eyes, and he suddenly realized that he had just caught a glimpse of Professor X's young skin, and it was the blue eyes that attracted him the most.

Many people will feel that certain memories are like a lifetime away at some point in their lives, but they can be easily evoked by some small details, and somehow, Schiller has come to the door of the room with Charles.

Schiller, who had come to his senses, pushed open the door, Charles walked in after him, and the two came to the table and sat down, Schiller's eyes followed Charles's eyes, Charles didn't know what he was looking at, but he always felt that Schiller saw other people through him.

"You're really a good doctor, Professor Charles." Schiller sat down in his chair, lowered his eyes and nodded, "I really didn't grow up in an ordinary family environment. ”

"Tell me about that." Charles took out a pen and paper from under the table, which meant that he was ready to jot down what Schiller said.

Schiller put his hands on the table, his fingers intertwined, and his posture looked a little nervous, and before Charles could comfort him and let him relax, Schiller spoke.

"I want you to listen to this as a story, because it doesn't fit in with the current context, and you won't find any basis for reality in this story, none of this has happened in this universe."

"Of course, I understand that you don't have to feel pressured, and even though I say that, you may not trust me completely, but when you feel that confiding in me might affect your real life, think about who I am, what I can do, and if I really want to hurt you by your past, I don't have to sit here and ask you."

Schiller's eyes widened slightly, it was the first time he had heard a psychiatrist say this to someone else, but he had to admit that this trick was really useful, and it was Professor X on the other side.

It can be said that Professor X is the doctor in the world who will not bring psychological pressure to patients, because all patients know that Charles could have read minds directly, but he still honestly sat across the table and tried every means to apply your words, he really, I cried to death.

Schiller smiled and shook his head, looking a little helpless, and said, "Of course I'm not worried about your moral level, professor, I'm just telling the truth, my past has nothing to do with this universe. ”

"Visitors from outside the world?" Charles asked tentatively.

"It's an open secret." Schiller sighed softly and said, "Everyone who has seen the scenes of other multiverses understands that I am the accident that should not have happened, but they tacitly agreed not to talk about it, probably because they were worried that I would be sad." ”

Charles was silent for a moment, then said, "They probably think it might make you feel lonely...... Do you think this universe is good enough? ”

"Of course."

"Is it because your original living environment is not good enough?"

Schiller shook his head and said, "I won't make such comparisons, but I will only objectively look at whether my friends' company with me really makes me feel not lonely." ”

"Tell me about your childhood."

Schiller was also silent for a while, and then said, "In this universe, there are many superheroes with superpowers on Earth, right? ”

"So have you ever wondered, Professor, what if you were the only superpowered person in this world?"

Charles smiled slightly, he didn't expect Schiller to bring up this topic at all, Charles opened his mouth and closed it again, but finally said: "Maybe I will try to find a kind of people, if there really is none, I may choose to find a secluded place to live alone." ”

"Really? Will you really have such an opportunity? ”

Charles suddenly realized what Schiller was talking about, he looked straight into Schiller's eyes, and said, "You were discovered?" …… Discovered in childhood? ”

"Probably." Schiller gave an ambiguous answer and then said, "For as long as I can remember, about two or three years old, I discovered that I had a special ability to feel something around me. ”

"What's that?"

"Everything, the objects thrown at me, the lives that came towards me, the people who radiated malice towards me, I can't describe the feeling, but it was like a radar implanted in my head, and I felt everything around me clearly."

Charles frowned, he thought about it seriously, and said: "This shouldn't be a mutant ability, because the signs appeared too early, and there was no explosive growth, judging from what you said, it may be a natural abnormality in the brain." ”

Charles turned his eyes to one side and recalled, "In the human brainwaves I scan, it was easy to see that each person's brain structure is slightly different, and some of the geniuses who have developed specialized brain regions have very different brain structures from ordinary people. ”

"It's just that the level of human science and technology has not yet developed to the point of screening this difference, and I am not a brain scientist, so I can only vaguely say that their brain waves are indeed abnormal."

"My guess is that it's an abnormality in your brain structure that causes your brain waves to be physically in contact with something around you, so you feel like you're feeling like radar."

Schiller nodded, not commenting on this conclusion, but continued: "I don't know whether it was fortunate or unfortunate, but when I first realized the existence of this ability, I was abandoned by my parents due to a more severe form of childhood autism and came to an orphanage. ”

Charles narrowed his eyes slightly, he knew that this was certainly not the worst thing that had ever happened to Schiller.

"Because of autism, it is difficult for me to communicate with other people in a normal way, but my ability to do so gives me a strong instinct to avoid evil, even to the point of foresight, I can instantly catch the plate that falls from the table, and know the arrival of lightning one step ahead of others."

"What's more, I follow my instincts to avoid those who have malicious intentions towards me, I don't know how I judge, but before some of the children in the orphanage want to play a prank on me, I can get out of the way early, and I can also see the nature of some adopters with bad intentions, so that I can hide early and not be discovered."

Charles's brow furrowed even tighter, and he said, "It's infinitely close to mind reading." ”

Schiller shook his head and said, "No, it's far worse than that, I can only feel vague malice, and I can feel it whether the target of this malice is me or not, or whether there is a goal at all." ”

Schiller's eyes were empty, as if he had entered a memory again, and only after a while did he say: "One day, a special adopter came to the orphanage, a foreigner, and I felt an incomparable malice from him, so I hid in that cabinet early. ”

"The teachers and nurses at the orphanage were used to all this, and no one forced me out, and I thought I could escape it, but the ill-intentioned foreigner offered to visit the orphanage's environment and raise funds from a foreign foundation, and the director took it very seriously, so he let him in."

"He is not an ordinary person, he is very good at observing traces, at that time I was young, and I didn't know how to hide the traces of my actions, but I acted instinctively, so he found out."

Schiller sighed and was silent for a while before he said, "My hunch was right at the time, he came from a laboratory abroad, and the research project of this laboratory is to exert mental control on children and use them to engage in sabotage activities. ”

"Most people are not wary of children, and some children with special talents can successfully complete intelligence theft or sabotage activities behind enemy lines after training, which is the purpose of their research."

Charles's eyes widened slightly, he didn't need Schiller to say, he could know which country this so-called foreign country was, in fact, this was not even a very amazing project, as far as Charles knew, most of the lack of virtue was much more serious than this.

"Unfortunately, I wasn't going to hide my anomaly at that time, and they found out." Schiller leaned to one side, leaning on the armrest, recalling, "They tried to take some more extreme means to investigate the cause of my anomaly, but they soon discovered that in addition to this special sensibility, I was far more physical and powerful than ordinary people. ”

"Why is that?" Charles asked, a little surprised.

Schiller shook his head and said, "It's possible that, as you said, the abnormalities in my brain region affected my pain perception, and from a very young age, I found that I barely felt pain. ”

"Maybe because of this, I don't have the muscle protection brought by pain, and muscle restrictions are inherently lifted, so in terms of strength, especially momentary explosiveness, I am comparable to some mental patients who have lifted muscle restrictions."

Charles nodded, he felt that the situation that Schiller was talking about was possible, and then he heard Schiller continue.

"They think that if you kill me and dissect my brain, then this power will be wasted, and it is better to control me to engage in sabotage, and just think about how much damage an agent with early warning abilities and natural strength can do, just think of Spider-Man."

Charles blinked lightly, smiled and said, "No wonder you have such a good relationship with Peter, he is a good doctor who never leaves him." ”

Schiller lowered his head and shook his head lightly and said: "I'm far worse than Spider-Man, and all my abilities are only a little stronger than ordinary people, not even to the level of superpowers, but like I said, there is no one else except me, so it is very prominent." ”

"What did that organization do to you?" Charles then asked.

"This experimental project team has been around for many years, and they have really done a lot in the field of manipulating people, and they have spent about ten years controlling me, in a variety of ways, and it is not humane from the perspective of normal society, but most of the time I don't feel pain."

"So are you controlled?"

"Not at all."

Schiller shook his head and said, "They failed completely, and I don't know if it was lucky or unlucky, all the results of their research over the decades were absorbed by me and combined with the pathology of my autism to form my current pathology." ”

"Normally, autistic people are in a state of dissociation and distraction, and I had similar symptoms ten years ago, but the research results they applied to me were biased towards putting pressure on others and manipulating others."

"This is a good correction of some of the withdrawn, unfocused pathologies of autism, which made my pathologies an instinct to manipulate others, and it still works today."

The expression on Charles's face was wonderful, and after a few changes, he sighed and said: "Although the pathology of autism is not good, but manipulating others is also evil, I really don't know whether to say that you are a blessing in disguise, or if you have become worse." ”

(End of chapter)