Chapter 123: My Son

For a moment, Lin Fan thought of the mother that Qin Luan had let him see.

The two sat by the window, their biological mother with her hands on her abdomen, her smile so gentle and so genuine.

And he could only sit in the middle of the formation, not daring to leave, nor daring to approach.

If he took a single step, the old image would disappear, and he would lose the opportunity to look at her more.

At this moment, the same thought came to mind.

Lin Fan couldn't help but think, was the Jingning Master Tai he saw really there? Could it be that if he takes a single step, she will be gone?

Twenty years.

He was far away from his birth mother.

Can he go to her, see her up close, and talk to her?

On the side, Ah Qin was also observing Mrs. Jingning.

Before leaving Beijing, Mrs. Hou instructed her to escort the eldest girl to and from Tianyiguan, saying that this trip needed to be done in secret, except for telling her husband and telling him to keep his mouth shut, and the children were there, only saying that she would go into the house to stay with Mrs. Hou for a few days.

Ah Qin has been working in front of Mrs. Hou since she was a child, and her husband is also under the command of the old Hou Ye, so of course she understands the importance of "keeping your mouth shut".

When she arrived at the foot of Mount Tai, the eldest girl told her the true intention.

She wants to recognize the crown princess who disappeared twenty years ago.

At the same time, as the orphan of the former prince, Dingguo Gong also wanted to recognize his biological mother.

Ah Qin was stunned by this, and at the same time, she also knew why Mrs. Hou emphasized "shut up".

Such a big thing, if there is a little rumor, something will go wrong.

Mrs. Hou let her know about this because she trusted the two of them, as people who followed the Qin family from the previous dynasty to the present, they had to be worthy of this trust.

"Big girl," Ah Qin whispered to Qin Luan, "It's been more than twenty years, and I can't say that I can see it accurately, but I think if she is still here, it should be like this." ”

Qin Luan's head.

Xu was aware of the arrival of outsiders, and Mrs. Jingning raised her head, slowly turned around, and looked at them.

Lin Fan came back to his senses and walked forward.

Qin Luan also followed, and together with Lin Fan, he went to Jingning Shitai and squatted down.

"Are you reading? What is the book? Qin Luan asked softly.

She has been with Shitai for many years and knows how to speak.

Mrs. Shi can't remember the old things, and she will go crazy again, talk to her, and try to distinguish the past and the present for her.

If she was asked a question like "Do you remember me", even if she recognized Qin Luan, it would make her confused and uneasy, not knowing what day it was.

Master Jingning didn't answer this question, she smiled softly at Qin Luan and raised her eyes to look at Lin Fan.

Lin Xian followed Qin Luan's example and squatted down so that Shi Tai could look at him levelly.

It was closer, Lin Fan thought, the person in front of him was still a little different from the shadow he saw that night, although they were all smiling, but the vivid breath was much lighter.

She suffered a lot.

But he knew that she was her.

No matter how much she changes, she is still the biological mother he misses.

Jing Ning looked at Lin Fan seriously for a long time before she said to Qin Luan: "Such a handsome brother, is it Ah Luan's husband?" ”

This question was unexpected by Qin Luan and Lin Fan.

Or perhaps, it was Mrs. Jingning, who was asking about the chaotic memory, which made people not even have time to feel ashamed.

Qin Luan pondered how to talk to Shitai.

Mrs. Jingning didn't care about the answer, she fell on Lin Fan's face again, looked at it for a while, and then she raised her hand.

Instinctively, her fingers landed on Lin Fan's face.

Lin Fan was stunned.

Instead of dodging, he bent over and moved forward.

Shitai's fingers were slightly cold, and his palms were not warm, but when it fell on Lin Fan's face, it made him very warm.

"It's really handsome," Master Jing Ning laughed lightly, "It's so handsome, I am so happy, if only my son could be so handsome." ”

The hand against the ground was retracted into a fist, Lin Fan clenched it very tightly, but his voice was as smooth as he could: "You said, you have a son." ”

"Yes, I have a son," Jing Ning Shi Tai Wan'er, "he is small, so small, I can hold him with one hand, he, ah, there is a red birthmark behind the ear in his left ear, a little small, I always remember ......"

As she spoke, Mrs. Jingning's hand touched Lin Fan's left ear.

Qin Luan listened, her breathing tightened, she had once found the red mole.

She nodded to Lin Fanshen.

Lin Fan's throat rolled.

Although the back of the ear is a place he can't see every day, he knows whether there is a birthmark or not.

Slowly, he turned his head sideways.

The long black hair is tied in a crown, and only a few strands of hair are scattered behind the ears, and the birthmark can be seen when the fingertips are opened.

Red.

Be small.

When he saw it, Master Jingning was stunned, and in his eyes, there seemed to be confusion and soberness.

Tears instantly welled up from her eyes, rolling down, and her voice trembled, trembling violently: "My child......"

It was just a simple four words, which made Lin Fan's heart sour.

Can't wait, he wanted to call "mother" and hug the biological mother who was crying, but before he could move, Mrs. Jingning suddenly got up and pushed him away hard.

Caught off guard, Lin Fan leaned back and shook for a moment.

The book fell to the ground, and Master Jing Ning looked around in a panic, covering his head with his hands.

Lin Fan quickly stood up and held her shoulders to prevent her from falling in a trance.

Qin Luan discerned the situation of the teacher, and hurriedly called Huixin: "Senior sister! ”

Hui Xin understood, hurriedly came over, took out the porcelain bottle in his sleeve, poured a pill, and pinched Mrs. Jingning's mouth and fed it.

As if out of strength, Shitai gradually calmed down, tilted her body, and closed her eyes.

"She's asleep," Qin Luan said to Lin Fan, "help her back to her room and rest." ”

Lin Fan didn't have time to savor the joy of the reunion of mother and son, but was interrupted by the changes in front of him.

He followed Qin Luan, sent Mrs. Jingning back to the room, moved her to the bed, took off her shoes and covered her with a quilt.

Then he sat down on the edge of the bed and held his mother's hand.

Qin Luan said to Hui Xin and returned inside.

"Grandpa Guo," Qin Luan said softly, "Mrs. Shi can't remember the past, but the memory has not disappeared from her mind, it has just been sealed there, and now, you have appeared, her memory has been opened a crack, give her some time, and it will get better slowly." ”

Lin Fan curled the corners of his lips and smiled.

He didn't understand Qi Huang, and he hadn't been in contact with people with amnesia before, but after listening to Qin Luan's mention, he hurriedly understood something in this short period of time.

There are some patients who, after living a lifetime, can't remember the past.

However, there are also many patients who, after feeling something, suddenly regain their memories.

Just like Qin Luan said, a crack was opened.

The light shone in and swept away all darkness.

But no matter what kind of mother it is, he should be grateful and glad that he found her and she is still alive.

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