The pill worked, and Master Jing Ning slept deeply.

Her breathing was slow and long, so steady that it was hard to imagine the excitement and pain she had seen not long ago.

Lin Fan lowered his shoulders and let himself relax.

He knows that whether it's crying, laughing or making a fuss, the catharsis of all emotions is energy-consuming.

Fortunately, there is medicine in the view to calm her mother, otherwise in the past 20 years, the toss at the onset of the disease would have consumed her countless mental strength.

Under such torture, the mother will be more emaciated and older.

Not what he sees today.

The painful experience is sealed, and when he wakes up, he is calm and gentle, and when he is sick, he sleeps.

Looking at the room she lives in, there are not many things, it is very neat and clean, and it is spotless.

In her free time, she reads, just as they had just seen.

The years have left traces on my mother's body, but they are only years.

This is already a blessing.

Turning his head, Lin Fan looked at Qin Luan and said, "I'm thinking, what Miss Qin once said, the wisdom of being a man." ”

Qin Luan blinked.

Soon, she remembered, too.

"When you're not happy, think about what you're happy about. Doing things, the icing on the cake is naturally good, but the fly in the ointment is the same, beauty first. Don't get along with yourself. ”

That night in Xisi Hutong, she used this to solve the money, but asked Lin Fan to listen to it.

Lin Fan said she was "self-contained".

Qin Luan had asked Lin Fan at that time, and he didn't compete with this idea.

Now it seems......

Qin Luan looked at the sleeping Jingning Shitai and couldn't help but chuckle.

Shitai's madness was committed, and she had to take medicine to sleep, she had been sick for a long or short time, maybe Lin Fan had to rush back to the palace, and she couldn't wait for her to get better.

Moreover, no one knows how she will react when she wakes up.

Will she forget more completely, or will she make her memories vivid again by missing her son?

Qin Luan didn't have an answer.

These are indeed fly in the ointment.

But that beauty is too important.

There is nothing more important than determining that Mrs. Jingning is the missing Fang Yu.

Thinking of this, Qin Luan smiled and said, "Look, it's still very reasonable. ”

Lin Fan couldn't help laughing.

Laughing more genuinely and more easily than before.

"Yes," Lin Fan looked at Qin Luan and nodded seriously, "You're right. ”

Qin Luan's smile condensed slightly, and she quickly covered it up, but in her chest, she heard her heartbeat.

It's just a very ordinary echo, and it's a very common topic, but ......

It's because the person who said this is Lin Fan.

It's that she wants to know more, accept more, and be close to more people.

Holding the dust in his hand, Qin Luan pretended to be calm, got up and said, "I'll go outside and talk to the senior sisters about something, and Grandpa Guo will accompany the master for a while." ”

Lin Fan watched her go out.

His steps were very steady, and his expression was very calm, but Lin Fan always felt that Qin Luan was a little panicked.

Involuntarily, the questions that had arisen not long ago poured into my mind again.

Qin Luan, do you like him?

Even if it's just a little bit.

Lowering his eyes, Lin Fan returned his gaze to Master Jingning.

The life of her mother after being taken in by Tianyiguan, through Qin Luan's narration, and the environment here, Lin Fan can somewhat imagine it.

But before that?

What did she go through when she learned that her father was dead, when she had to hide according to her aunt's arrangement, when she gave birth to him early?

Why did she disappear and why did she come here?

Tarzan is too far away from the hiding house arranged by the two aunts.

The only guess Lin Fan can guess is that his mother may want to see the place where his father was killed with her own eyes, so she will regard Mount Tai as her destination.

But that's just his guess.

What his mother had thought about, or rather, what would she want to do or what she wanted him to do after her mother really came to her senses, Lin Fan didn't know anything.

"The old marquis and the eldest princess are both waiting for my answer," Lin Fan murmured softly, "These days, I have thought about it a lot, and there are still many things that I haven't figured out. ”

That chair, he didn't value.

What he has in mind is to regain the lost land, the country and the people are safe, and the world is peaceful.

This is what Lin Xuan has been teaching him when he was a child.

If Lin Xuan was alive, when Lin Fan grew up, he would teach him more ways to be a king, but Lin Xuan left too early.

arrived early, Lin Fan never knew that in his identity, there was also the difference between a king and a minister.

"I want to knock Xizhou down......" Lin Fandao.

Recovering the territory is not only Lin Xuan's obsession, but also Zhao Lin's.

The stable situation in the mouth of the first emperor not only did he replace Zhao Li with lightning speed, but he could also fight a world, so that Xiliang, Nanshu and so on would no longer become the mortal enemies of the imperial court.

As for the throne, is he worthy?

Even if he was originally the grandson of the emperor, the first prince died, and his adoptive father was gone.

Can the world be convinced by only relying on the mother and the eldest princess who have lost their memories?

……

Now, when looking at his sleeping mother, Lin Fan suddenly brightened.

This may be what the Taoists say, the time has come.

He was suddenly transparent.

He needs to fight, he needs to fight, he needs to sit in that chair.

Marquis Yongning is right, the emperor is going more and more astray, and the people of the Great Zhou will suffer sooner or later.

Moreover, not only for thousands of people in the world, but also for those two people.

One was his biological mother, whom she had forgotten for twenty years.

Forgetting makes her no longer painful, but the experience of life, those memories of joy and sorrow, make up a complete person.

Memories let people know where they came from, and they will also know where they should go, so that people have something to rely on and belong, rather than drifting like a piece of duckweed.

Lin Fan thought that his mother must have wanted to remember everything more than to wander.

And the way to recover memories is to meet familiar people and go to familiar places.

He had to let his mother go back to the capital and go to the East Palace, where she once lived.

If you want to support your mother, you can't just "set the country".

What's more, with the emperor and the queen mother's precautions against him, it is difficult for this Dingguo Gong to do.

The other one is Qin Luan.

If he didn't want his love to become a burden to Qin Luan and the Yongning Marquis Mansion, he would have to overcome all obstacles.

Otherwise, even if the Marquis of Yongning destroys the edict of the first emperor and insists on not getting involved in these things, the Qin family will be in turmoil.

Qin Luan, who was destined to step on the branches, he had to let her be the phoenix.

The old phoenix branch of the green tree.

It's a phoenix, and he's going to have to be a sycamore.

She wants to live in the Phoenix Palace, so he will build her the Phoenix Palace.

Only in this way can he be worthy of his sincerity.

"You asked me earlier if I was her husband," Lin Fan looked at his mother and smiled lightly, "I'm not yet, but I hope it will be later." I heard that when she was in the middle of the view, you took good care of her and liked her, and we all liked her. ”

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