When I saw this, the contents of the diary became weird.

It can also be seen that the text in the back gradually forms two styles with the front, and it also shows Adri's mental state, which is undergoing a kind of gradual change.

But because it is a diary, not a biography, and lacks narration and more textual narratives, it is difficult to verify what happened at that time.

As Edri said, it was as if his soul had been struck when he heard that Auston and Karina had joined together.

As if.

He used adjectives.

But in the next diary, the word that should have been used to describe myself as if I had been hit hard suddenly became a reality, and ...... Entangled with Edri?

In the process of flipping through this diary, the strong inspiration in Nie Yuan's heart was also released.

The last time he left the town of Path, he left clues about the diary on a piece of paper.

So this diary, for the memory he lost, was the medium that was excavated, allowing Nie Yuan to recall many things completely.

It's not that complicated, it's probably the last time he went separate from Nancy and the Aztecs, he passed by the old Auston mansion and took the lead in investigating it.

At that time, the people of the church had not had time to empty the things in the old mansion, and he also saw a lot of objects left by Auston back then.

Among them is the photo of the trio taking a group photo.

Yes, it stands to reason that Nie Yuan found the clue of Adri before the church.

And because they personally buried Karina, who became the source of the disaster, they will be more sensitive to this clue than the church.

In addition, Nie Yuan also captured the reason why the three former best friends fell apart in the follow-up investigation.

One of them is that Auston accidentally saw something in Adri's diary, which became the fuse for his friends to turn against each other.

That's why Nie Yuan wrote down the clues about Adri's diary on the record paper.

It is precisely because of this that the town of Perth showed a special purpose when he entered on the first day.

At that time, Nie Yuan left the Auston mansion with some clues, and wanted to go to Nancy and the Aztecs to meet up and inform his companions of his discovery.

However, the town of Paz has that kind of trait, and the more you investigate, the easier it is to be targeted.

Even if he was not completely sure that Adri was the source of the incident in Passtown, once they followed this clue and explored it deeply, the things that Passtown wanted to cover up would inevitably be exposed.

So before going to the meeting point, Nie Yuan was attracted by a window.

He saw Nancy in the window, waving to him, but in the real world, in the same position, he didn't see Nancy's existence.

Naturally, there is no reason not to check it above.

Just looking at it like this, I felt that I was in a trance in front of me, and some memories in my mind were also passing away quickly.

At that time, he had been called into the world of mirrors.

It should be that Path Town wants to trap itself there, and does not want to take out the clues that can really dig out the source.

Then, there was a series of follow-ups in which he noticed the anomaly, but he couldn't remember who his real companion was, and he could only identify the imposter through the handwriting of truth.

A lot of things were connected in an instant, Nie Yuan held the diary in his hand, his eyes were obscure, and he continued to read.

February 26, fine.

I hadn't been out for a few days, and my grandmother said I was in a very bad state, my eyes were bloodshot, I became silent, and from time to time, I would stare at the corners of the room.

Yes, I also know that I am in a very bad state, because that meteor has been planted in my mind.

When I open my eyes, it appears in every corner I can see.

And, only I can see.

The others wondered why I was staring at a corner, just as I wondered why they couldn't see a glowing stone there.

When I close my eyes and want to sleep, I can't get rid of it.

It will be all over the darkness before my eyes, the only one in that darkness, beating all the time, like a bouncy ball, tugging at my spirit, ravaging my soul, never stopping.

Even if I finally fall asleep, it will appear in my dreams, and when I see it, I immediately realize the falsehood of the dream, and I cannot get even a moment of peace.

I felt like I was going crazy.

February 28, cloudy.

Following my grandmother's advice, I took some contemplative medicine, but it didn't work.

Compared to the damn thing that would appear anywhere at any time, the effect of the drug was like adding salt to grandma's food, and she couldn't eat any difference with her lackluster taste.

I don't know if that's a good analogy, but I really don't want to go on with it.

Poppy feels better than drugs, at least, when humans can't understand me, there is a dog willing to try to empathize with me, and when I am in pain, it will come and lick my palms.

Thank you Bobby, even if you are still a stupid dog who doesn't know anything in my eyes and even pees everywhere, but it's also the one I love the most.

Tomorrow, I'm going to go to church and see if the priests can help me.

I hope so.

March 1st, fine.

I didn't go to church.

Because I found that before I could do that, I had to confirm one thing, something very important.

At noon, as I was about to go out to breathe in the fresh air for the first time in the days, I packed my bags and made my vicissitudes of life as energetic as possible, so that the clergy could have a good impression of me.

Then he turned back to grandma and said, "Grandma, remember to add some dog food to Bobbi later, when I come back, it may be late, and then open the door and let him go out to pee." ”

My grandmother's expression was very surprised, and she asked me, "Who is Poppy?" ”

Yes, grandma doesn't remember such a big white-haired dog at home.

In the conversation with her, I gradually realized that it was not my grandmother's problem, but mine.

Because no matter how much I called, Poppy, who had been with me all these days, didn't appear in front of me.

I couldn't find its dog bowl, and I couldn't find the dog hair that was clearly in my memory, giving me a headache and helplessness.

It's gone, and there's all the traces of its existence.

Bobby, I love that dog so much, and he was with me not long ago, wagging his tail at me.

Where have you been.

It made me more aware of the problems I was facing, and I should go to church.

I did, but before I could get out of town, I met Shiryl, who was my first girlfriend.

Even after two years of separation, we are still friends, but not as cordial as before.

She saw that I was not in the right state and came to talk to me, and I could see the worry in her eyes, but she didn't answer honestly about her own situation, and I didn't want everyone to think of themselves as crazy.

But Shellyl's words made me doubt the reality of this world.

We talked about my grandmother, and I remember that she liked her very much, and after the breakup, she often talked about her.

But Sheryl was very surprised, and she said, "I don't remember you had a grandmother." ”