124. I hid from everyone and loved you for a long time
"Teacher, how is he?"
In the infirmary, Izumi Kurose was lying on the bed, and standing next to him was the health teacher, Shiina Day.
And the person who opened his mouth to ask was naturally Hirasawa Masatake.
He looked at Shiina with a nervous expression, and a heart hung high on his heels.
"It's nothing, just take a break."
With that, Shiina raised his head and looked away from Izumi Kurose.
Instead, he looked at another person, Chiren Shiraishi.
"You'll have to let him recuperate, so there's only one left. I still have something to do, so I'll leave for a while, and you can decide for yourself. β
She said as she stood up and put her hands in the pockets of her white coat, her black heels making a soft noise on the ground.
After Shiina left, the two people who were left in the infirmary fell into a brief silence.
The first to speak was Shiraishi Chiri: "You, what do you mean by letting Izumi transfer to another school?" β
"Literally." Hirasawa Matake's tone was cold, and his eyes kept looking at Izumi Kurose who was lying on the side.
"Literally?" Shiraishi Chiren suddenly laughed, "Don't you think you've gone too far?" Ping Ze Zhen Wu. β
By the end of the sentence, her tone became cold, and her eyes were mixed with anger.
Hirazawa Matake has repeatedly leaked secrets, but she doesn't care.
Because if she really wants to do something to him, Izumi Kurose will be embarrassed, and she won't forgive her.
But Hirasawa Masatake's act of persuading Izumi Kurose to transfer to another school made her unbearable anymore.
"What's too much?" Hirasawa Matake's face was calm and unmoved, "Izumi will only be uncomfortable with you, so why can't I let him transfer to another school?" β
Shiraishi Qianren clenched his hands and shouted uncontrollably, "Why? Because I'm his girlfriend! β
"How?"
Hirasawa Matake frowned slightly, glanced at Izumi Kurose lying on the bed next to him, and was relieved to find that he was still asleep.
Then he continued, "If you have anything to say, go out and say it, and don't disturb the spring." β
After Hirasawa finished speaking, he took the lead in walking out of the infirmary.
Before leaving, Shiraishi Chiren looked back at Kurose Izumi, and then withdrew her gaze and walked out after him.
They came out into the hallway, looked at each other, and stood facing each other.
Because it was class time, it was empty, only silence and oppressive atmosphere.
Shiraishi Chiren looked at Hirasawa Matake, who was a head taller than him, and asked in a calm tone, "You want to destroy everything about me, right?" β
This calmness gives people an illusion.
It's as if she wasn't the one who couldn't hold back her emotions in the infirmary just now.
"I just don't want Izumi to continue to suffer." Hirasawa Matake's face was also very calm.
"Huh."
Shiraishi Chiren smiled sarcastically, and continued, "It is painful to love each other deeply, but not to be together. β
"Pyeongtaek, you won't understand this pain, but if Izumi changes schools and cuts ties with me, I'll let you understand."
"In order not to aggravate Izumi's pain, I choose to forgive you, what about you?"
"How do you do that?"
"You have induced the spring again and again, and you have made him farther and farther away from me."
"What the hell do you want?!"
"Do you have to force me to destroy everything you have, so that you are satisfied?!"
At the end of the words, Shiraishi Qianlian's surging emotions resurfaced, making her almost want to be desperate.
If she loses Kurose Spring completely, then she has nothing to lose anymore.
She will do everything in her power to get revenge on Matake Hirasawa and make him regret what she did.
ββ¦β¦β
Matake Hirasawa looked at Shiraishi Chiren wordlessly, as if he was hesitating.
It's not a threat to her.
"You are ashamed of me, you clearly promised me not to tell the truth to Izumi, but you have repeatedly hinted at it."
"I didn't care because I didn't want to embarrass everybody."
"But you're really getting more and more excessive, and it's making me more and more unbearable."
"Hirasawa Matake, you are really too selfish, you haven't thought about Izumi's thoughts, not at all!"
Yes.
None of them really considered Izumi Kurose's idea.
They say that their actions are all for Kurose Izumi, but in reality?
They all hid from him and didn't reveal everything to him.
Is transferring schools really good for Izumi Kurose?
Matake Hirasawa didn't understand.
He was at a loss.
He just wanted to get Izumi Kurose out of pain and cut it off as soon as possible.
The so-called long pain is better than short pain, isn't that the truth?
But the pain of being separated from Shiraishi Chiren is not a pain that can be described.
For Izumi Kurose, it was a fatal wound, as if it had torn him in half, leaving him incomplete.
Separation is fatal.
For each other.
They love each other deeply, but they can't love each other, which is the most tormenting.
ββ¦β¦ Well, I'm ashamed of you. β
Hirasawa Matake, who had been silent for a long time, turned around and left, his face gloomy.
Perhaps, it would be a good policy not to interfere in the affairs of Izumi Kurose and Chiren Shiraishi.
In that silence, he thought about whether it was right to let Izumi Kurose transfer to another school.
β¦β¦ It's not for him to judge.
Standing at the door of the infirmary, Shiraishi closed her eyes and took a deep breath, trying to suppress the surging emotions.
Then, she walked into the infirmary.
"Izumi ......"
Shiraishi Chiren sat on the side of the bed, looking at Izumi Kurose with her eyes closed and a melancholy expression, and couldn't help but stretch out her hand.
She caressed the side of his face as before, but she felt that the touch of the palm was so illusory.
If Izumi Kurose at this moment, her hand would not be able to stay.
But before, no matter how long she stayed, Izumi Kurose was willing.
"Izumi, how the hell can I get your forgiveness......
β¦β¦
At five o'clock in the afternoon, Izumi Kurose, who was unconscious, moved his fingers slightly.
Immediately, his consciousness woke up, and his eyes slowly opened.
The white ceiling is greeted by a faint smell of disinfectant water.
"Izumi, you're awake."
While Izumi Kurose was still a little confused, a soft call sounded in his ears, causing him to wake up suddenly.
He turned his head sideways, looked at Shiraishi Qianren with slightly wide eyes, and fell into a speechless position for a while.
"Izumi, are you alright?"
ββ¦β¦β
"Izumi, you're in a coma because you're too tired, if you're not feeling well, can you rest for a while?"
Shiraishi Chiren said with concern, and couldn't help but reach out and want to touch Kurose Spring.
But as soon as she stretched out her hand, Izumi Kurose glanced to the side and whispered, "...... Why are you here? What about real martial arts. β
Shiraishi Qianren was stunned for a moment, and the disappointment in his eyes could not be suppressed.
She withdrew her hand and said in a frustrated tone: "He went back first, and I stayed to take care of you." β
ββ¦β¦β
Izumi Kurose was silent, turned her body away, turned her back to Shiraishi Chirei, and didn't look at her.
"Izumi, are you going to transfer schools?" Shiraishi asked softly, "Can you tell me, is this true?" β
ββ¦β¦ How do you know? Did Zhenwu say that? β
"Sure enough, are you going to transfer schools......" Shiraishi Chiren didn't answer Izumi Kurose, but just muttered to herself in distraction.
ββ¦β¦ Even if you transfer schools, what about them? Izumi Kurose whispered, but his face was so unbearable and lonely.
Transferring schools meant that it was difficult for him to see Shiraishi Chiren, and the connection between him and her was almost non-existent.
If he does decide to transfer schools, it means that he is determined to cut everything off.
"I ...... It's going to be lonely. Shiraishi replied truthfully.
ββ¦β¦ Yes. β
"Izumi, don't transfer schools, okay?" Shiraishi Qianren spoke softly, her tone mixed with pleading.
"If I don't transfer schools, you will be uncomfortable seeing me, I think we ......"
As soon as Izumi Kurose was about to say the most decisive words, Shiraishi Chiren interrupted abruptly: "No, don't! Izumi, don't say any more! β
"Quan, don't transfer schools, even if you let me look at you, don't leave me, okay?"
"Didn't you say you wouldn't leave me? You promised me. β
Izumi Kurose listened to the helpless words behind him, and couldn't bear to close his eyes, his heart full of impatience.
"Izumi, I know you can't forgive me yet, but I'll try to make you forgive me, I'll make it up to you, you let me ......"
As if she couldn't hold back any longer, Izumi Kurose suddenly turned around, faced Shiraishi Chiri, and interrupted her, "How do you want me to forgive you?" β
"I ...... I don't know. Shiraishi Clenched her hands, not daring to look into Izumi Kurose's eyes.
Because...... At this moment, his eyes were full of sadness, despair and despair of being deceived.
Izumi Kurose trembled in a trembling tone, and said word by word, "Why are you doing this? Already...... There's no need for it, is it? β
What Shiraishi Chiren wants, isn't it already available?
Why do you still want to keep him like this and show reluctance to him?
It's justβit's despicable.
This made Kurose Spring's determination, which had taken several days to build, suddenly collapse in just a few minutes.
He couldn't say anything harsh in front of a sad, helpless Shiraishi Chiren who had made a decision that hurt each other.
"Because...... I love you. β
Not again.
used that sincere gesture to tell the false love.
Izumi Kurose didn't know how to believe it, and Chiren Shiraishi, who had been deceiving him and keeping him in the dark.
Even if he forced himself to believe in Shiraishi Chiri's love, he still had a problem in his heart, and he couldn't let go.
"Thousand ...... Shiraishi, don't say this sentence again, how do you make me believe in you and believe in your love. Izumi Kurose looked down, and her voice was intermittent, sometimes loud and sometimes small.
"Izumi, these two days, when you think about me, I think about you too......"
Shiraishi Chiren ignored the change in Kurose's title, which was a trivial matter for this moment.
Next, she has to show her heart and try to impress Izumi Kurose so that he can believe it.
"Every night, I'm tossing and turning, thinking about what you're going to think, if you're going to have trouble sleeping, if you're going to be in pain."
"I know, you think I don't love you, it's all just to rewrite the ending."
"No, only this one, I can confirm - I love you, it is because I love you, so I dare not expose that I am Fuyuko Kuchigi."
"It's true that I want to be with you, and it's true that I love you."
"All along, without your knowledge, I've probably liked you for a long, long time."
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