125. Their relationship has eased
The question of how long Shiraishi Chiren has been in love with Izumi Kurose must have been about a year ago.
From seeing Hunting Heart, loving the house and Wu, to gradually becoming interested, and planning step by step.
The ending is secondary.
All along, Chiren Shiraishi's target has been Izumi Kurose.
Otherwise, she will maintain the identity of Fuyuko Kuchigi to the end, why bother arranging the follow-up?
She's just trying to give Izumi Kurose a dream encounter that will make him like her.
Shiraishi knows that he is excellent and loved by everyone.
But does that work?
Izumi Kurose has been at the same table for a year, and the daily communication is only to the extent of greetings.
He didn't show any affection for her at all, not at all.
The bits and pieces of what Izumi Kurose has experienced are real, and so is the heart.
She is very happy and happy, and she wants to continue to maintain such a life with Izumi Kurose, forever and ever.
So, in the face of exposure, she panicked.
It was because he loved Izumi Kurose deeply and didn't want to deepen his pain and self-sin, so he resisted the urge to take revenge on Masashi Hirasawa.
It's a pity that these thoughts and intentions are not known to Izumi Kurose.
The reality is that she played with and deceived Izumi Kurose, making it difficult for him to believe in himself.
Can this blame Izumi Kurose for being too stubborn and uninteresting?
No.
She can only blame herself, she is too clumsy, she can't love people well, and she hurt Izumi Kurose.
"Izumi, in fact, there are some things that I can't forgive myself more than you."
At some point, Shiraishi Chiren raised her head, looked at Izumi Kurose, and made eye contact with him.
Under Kurose Izumi's stunned expression, what was reflected in his eyes was a tearful Shiraishi Chiri.
"I hurt you and made you so miserable."
"I'm not as good or perfect as you think, and I've been lying to you all the time."
"But my love for you is sincere, I can confirm it, I can affirm it, please believe me, Izumi!"
Izumi Kurose pursed her thin lips tightly, and the hand under the quilt clenched until it turned white.
At this moment, he could no longer hold back the emotions surging in his heart, and began to want to be desperate.
Izumi Kurose clenched his teeth and roared hoarsely, "How do you want me to trust you?" β
"Didn't you pretend to be Fuyuko Rotten and want me to hide from Shiraishi Chiren and do something sorry for you?"
"Isn't it fun? Interesting? β
"Have you ever endured to see me embarrassed and painful? Ever wondered if it was wrong to do so? β
"You tell me, is that what you love me?"
"If Zhenwu doesn't tell me, are you going to keep deceiving me and playing with me all the time?!"
From beginning to end, Izumi Kurose remembered the events of that night, and it was difficult to let go.
He can forgive everything, but only that one thing, he can't forgive.
When he thought of Fuyuko Kuchiki's disgusting posture, when he overlapped with Shiraishi Chiri, he felt like someone was choking his throat, and he couldn't breathe.
Shiraishi's image in his heart completely collapsed the moment it was exposed.
"Izumi, I'm ......"
"Don't call me Izumi!"
Izumi Kurose stared at Shiraishi Chiren deadly, the whites of her eyes bloodshot and her face distorted with anger.
"What do you mean that you can't forgive yourself more than me?"
"Do you know that when I think that you are Fuyuko Kuchigi, I can't bear it and want to die?"
"Did you know !!"
Izumi Kurose has always regarded Chiren Shiraishi, who is a white bellflower, as a white moonlight, but she is broken.
The flowers that were once pure and flawless bloom in vain, and they are so ugly and disgusting.
Whenever Shiraishi Chiren says she loves him, her figure always overlaps with Fuyuko Kuchiki.
At this moment, Izumi Kurose will even question his own love.
He felt that he loved the vain Shiraishi Chiri, and he didn't know her at all.
ββ¦β¦ I'm sorry. Shiraishi closed her eyes sadly and apologized in a low voice.
It's a pity that the apology is too insignificant, so small that neither of them will feel good in the slightest.
"Didn't you say don't apologize to me? Do you want to be worthy of you? β
"Nowβare you worthy of me?!"
"Have I done anything to be sorry for you?!"
Izumi Kurose was excited, hideous green tendons appeared on his neck and forehead, and all the emotions suppressed in his heart exploded at this moment.
It is true that he promised Fuyuko Kuchigi to keep in touch with Shiraishi Chiren on his back, and he was sorry for Shiraishi Chiren.
But he realized his lost way at the right time, confirmed his intentions, revealed everything with Shiraishi Qian, and firmly chose her.
Both of them have talked about this matter, and they can't talk about how sorry they are.
But Shiraishi Qianren hid his affairs, never got lost, and even became more and more angry.
This made Izumi Kurose unbearable, and even more unacceptable!
In this case, how can he believe in the love of Shiraishi Chiren?
"Izumi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
"I had no idea that it would make you so sad......"
"It's my fault, you beat me, scolded me, and whatever you did to me, I confessed ......"
"But please don't leave me, just be by my side, and let me make it up to you, okay?"
"I ...... Please, Izumi...... Kurose. β
Shiraishi Chiren kept pleading, and the tears in her eyes kept pouring out, ticking down.
Izumi Kurose looked at Shiraishi Chiri, who was so humbly pleading with him, and his heart was like a knife, tangled to the extreme.
He was actually a very cowardly and indecisive man.
All the while, he went with the flow, without any characteristics.
Writing is to bear the burden of family finance, and the original intention is not to write;
was imprisoned by Fuyuko Kuchigi, but was treated gently by the other party, so he followed the indecisive side and chose to forgive her for the mistake of being young and ignorant.
But after falling in love with Chiren Shiraishi, he really felt that he had something he wanted to do.
That's ......
The responsibility to fill the void in her heart.
Because he is Shiraishi Chiri's lover, this is how it should be, and what he willingly wants to do.
Ironically, he found that he didn't know Shiraishi Chiren at all, so how could he fill it?
After a long time, Izumi Kurose took a deep breath, and her hideous face slowly eased due to excitement.
He said, "...... Home, moved? β
When Shiraishi Qianren heard this, he was stunned for a moment.
At this moment, she thought of all the possibilities of good and bad.
ββ¦β¦ It's already packed. β
After saying this, Shiraishi Chiren waited for an answer with trepidation in her heart.
"Well, it's early."
In the end, Izumi Kurose still failed to forgive Chiren Shiraishi.
Just a verbal apology, he couldn't let go.
If unforgettable wounds could be healed with words and apologies, there would not be so many tragedies.
And Shiraishi Qianlian, who received the answer, his face turned pale and bloodless in an instant.
ββ¦β¦ I, I see. β
She whispered, got up and left dejectedly.
It's pointless to continue to stay here, it's better to let each other be quiet first.
And at the moment when Shiraishi Chiren opened the door of the infirmary and was about to walk out, the words of Izumi Kurose suddenly sounded behind him:
"White ...... Chiri, I'm not going to transfer schools. β
When Shiraishi Qianren heard this, his godless and desperate eyes suddenly lit up.
This is......
Got a turnaround?
At the thought of this possibility, her heart was filled with ecstasy, and her sadness was swept away.
Izumi Kurose didn't leave her, didn't he mean that he would give her a chance to make amends?
'Izumi, I will, I will, do everything I can to make you understand my heart......
With this in mind, Shiraishi Chiren turned her head and took a deep look at Izumi Kurose before closing the door.
"Alas......"
Izumi Kurose, who was lying on the bed, sighed lightly and suddenly became annoyed.
Again he softened his heart......
There's no way, Shiraishi Qianren is crying in front of him, how can he be ruthless?
Originally, I didn't really want to transfer schools.
Although it will be awkward to get along with Shiraishi Chiren, it is better than lovesickness.
If you transfer schools, Izumi Kurose will never see Chiren Shiraishi again.
"I'm really useless......"
Izumi Kurose muttered to herself, smiling wryly, and then sat up from the bed, ready to leave the infirmary.
Now, he feels much better, his mind is clear, and his body is no longer heavy.
Putting on his shoes and leaving the infirmary, Izumi Kurose returns to the classroom to get his school bag.
Only the students on duty in the classroom were still there, and the rest were clean.
"Kuro, Kurose-san!"
And when Izumi Kurose took his schoolbag and was about to go home, a girl suddenly stopped him behind him.
"Huh? What's wrong? Izumi Kurose turned her head and looked at the girl.
If I'm not mistaken, she seems to be called Ayane...... Well, let's call it Ayane.
She wore glasses that were so tall that she couldn't see clearly, and she wore a braided braid, with long neat bangs on her forehead.
"That's, that'......"
Ayane hesitated for a long time, and finally said, "Is your body okay?" β
Izumi Kurose paused.
He didn't expect that there were still people who cared about him.
"Ah......h
The next moment, he came back to his senses and nodded slightly: "It's all right, thank you for your concern." β
"No, it's okay......"
Ayane stammered, her hands clasped in front of her, her expression ready to speak.
Looking at her like this, Izumi Kurose couldn't help but say, "If it's my delusion, then I apologize, but I feel like you have something else to tell me, right?" β
"Ah...... Yes, yes, right? Ayane nodded slightly.
"Yes, right?"
"Well, yes."
ββ¦β¦β
Izumi Kurose looked at Ayane wordlessly, patiently waiting for her to speak.
After a long time, Ayane blushed under his gaze and whispered, "That's it...... Reply. β
"Reply?" Izumi Kurose couldn't help but be stunned, "What reply?" β
Ayane lowered her head, blushed, and shouted as if she had broken a jar: "Love, love letter!" β
"Love letters?" After Izumi Kurose muttered to himself, his eyes suddenly widened, "Love letter?!" β
Love letter?
When did he receive a love letter?
He has been asking for leave for the past two days, and he only returned to school today, how can he receive a love letter!
But Ayane's appearance isn't like it's teasing him, or some kind of truth or dare, right?
"Uh-huh! A reply to a love letter! Ayane nodded vigorously, and her little face turned red, "Yesterday I put a love letter in Kurose-san's shoe cabinet!" β
"I ...... Don't you see it? β
Izumi Kurose looked dazed, thinking about her shoe cabinet, isn't there only a pair of indoor shoes?
Who would be idle and move his shoe cabinet and put away the love letters?
Wrong......
Isn't it possible for someone to do this?
Thinking of this possibility, Izumi Kurose immediately spoke: "I'm sorry, although I didn't see Ayane-san's love letter, I think I refused." β
How could he possibly accept someone else's confession?
Even if he had a cold war with Shiraishi Chiren, and the relationship was almost to the point of breaking up, he didn't really say the word breakup.
Besides, Izumi Kurose's heart is so small that it has long been occupied by Shiraishi Chire, and she can no longer accommodate others.
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