Chapter 43: Thoughtful

Qin Moru finally began to think about whether he and Fang Jinyan had something that he didn't know about at some point. But he didn't know what was wrong with Fang Jinyan thinking like this. I always thought that it was Mo Xuyan, or someone else who made her think this way, but it didn't seem to be the case.

Fang Jinyan still came to the café downstairs for breakfast alone in the morning, and often went downstairs to eat with colleagues at noon, and met her several times, they just nodded and didn't communicate much. He has always not looked for her recently, because he can't forget that when Jinyan was drunk crying and calling Mo Xuyan's name, he originally thought, maybe this is God's arrangement, he doesn't want her to be embarrassed, so he is a little abnormal waiting for her to find out, but he seems to have overestimated her sensitivity to feelings, or self-confidence.

In the past, he rarely thought about too many things, until, a few days ago, he asked Xin Yu some questions. When Xin Yu asked him why he bothered to help Jin Yan find out the initiator of the scandal, he suddenly reacted, it turned out that he thought of her like this.

Maybe it's from the first time I met her, maybe it's from the first time I've taken her home with her theory, or maybe it's ...... In short, sometimes, it's very unreasonable to like this kind of thing, and he doesn't know when, for her, he began to have such feelings.

At night, he was alone at home, feeling a little depressed, so he opened the wine cabinet at home, opened a bottle of whiskey, put it on the dining table, and drank wine while watching TV. Guan Yulan passed by his house temporarily, thinking of bringing some supper to chat with him, and went to his house, but found that he was drinking alone, so he said: "Moru, you are not a brother like this, don't call me when you drink." ”

Qin Moru opened the door, sat back on the sofa casually, glanced at him with a lazy appearance, and said, "Don't you already know now." Come, together. ”

Guan Yulan just walked to the coffee table in front of the sofa, put down some of the supper he had just bought, and put the mobile phone he was holding in the other hand on the coffee table by the way, picked up the wine bottle and took a look: "You actually drove the whiskey I brought you from Canada before, what about the bottle of ice wine, did you open it?" As he spoke, he went to his wine cabinet and took out a small wine glass, washed it casually, and poured it for himself.

"Not yet, you're going to drink it yourself."

Guan Yulan seemed to be very satisfied with this answer, so he said: "But what you said, don't blame me if I drink it in a while." ”

"Blame you, you can bring it to me next time." Moru continued to sit lazily on the sofa.

Guan Yulan, who took a sip of wine, looked a little satisfied, and said, "What's wrong with you, drinking at home alone?" Still drinking so much, it's not like you. ”

"Drink as much as you want, where are there so many things."

Guan Yulan just glanced at him suspiciously and asked, "Are you crazy?" ”

Qin Moru glanced at him speechlessly before he said slowly, "...... Something didn't work out. ”

"Why is it so hard to think about? It's better to let my brother think about it for you. ”

At this time, Guan Yulan's mobile phone began to vibrate, he picked it up and took a look, then looked at Qin Moru with a smile, and picked it up: "Jinyan, what's the matter?" ”

Qin Moru heard Jin Yan's name, but just glanced at Guan Yulan and didn't say anything.

"Huh? It's not a big problem. The manuscripts were all prepared. Just make sure that even if it's updated when the time comes. ”

After a while, Yu Lan said: "Since this is the case, then you send me the details of the two places, and I will make a decision later." ”

"Good. Stop working overtime. ”

"Well, I'm at Qin Moru's house, chatting with him and drinking."

"Hey, was he drunk before?" Guan Yulan looked at Qin Moru with a smile on his face, as if he knew some secret he didn't know.

"Okay, don't worry. Today at home, don't go out. ”

"Well, that's it, bye."

After Guan Yulan hung up the phone, he looked at Qin Moru with a wicked smile: "You were drunk before, and you called someone to take care of you?" ”

Qin Moru had been listening carefully to Guan Yulan's words just now, and he was not surprised when he knew that he would ask this question: "Hmm." I drank too much, and the bartender called her. Why did you put her in charge of the annual meeting? ”

Guan Yulan obviously didn't believe this explanation, and continued: "How could the bartender call her? Why don't you call me? Or Ah Feng. ”

Qin Moru looked at him a little speechlessly, seemingly unintentionally changing the topic: "She is still talking to you about business at this time?" ”

"Well, the matter of the annual meeting, she followed up, just Xinyu has something, look for her, she will also say, speaking of the annual meeting, do you have any ideas."

"Nope. I'm only responsible for participating as a customer. After saying that, he drank the wine in the glass.

Yu Lan glanced at him, cut off, and continued: "But I think you two have been a little strange lately?" I asked her the day before yesterday if she had a quarrel with you, what happened to you two lately? Guan Yulan asked as if he remembered something.

"Nothing." Qin Moru's words were very calm, paused, glanced at him, and asked, "What did she say?" ”

After Guan Yulan "tsk", he didn't continue to sell Guan Zi, and said: "She is very relaxed, saying that she has probably been busy recently, so she has no time to speak." ”

Qin Moru laughed helplessly and said, "It's like her official reply." ”

Guan Yulan felt a little funny, and his voice was louder, and he said, "This doesn't look like you." After speaking, he looked at him, drank it all again, and continued: "Just now people told me to watch you well, in case you drink too much and accidentally call someone else, maybe so lucky someone will take care of you." ”

"Oh." Qin Mo laughed at himself at this time, and said weakly: "Heh, she thought I accidentally called her." ”

Guan Yulan looked at his frustrated smile at this time, he couldn't stand it anymore, it was rare to be so serious in front of Qin Moru once, and said: "I said you, it's not that you haven't liked people, why do you seem to like incompetent now?" ”

After Qin Moru listened, he didn't reply to Guan Yulan, but he was just stunned.

Guan Yulan found that he didn't answer, and said vigorously: "You like people, tell them that you can die?" I have to guess, it's me and I don't guess, it's so tired that such an adult likes a person. You weren't like this before, but now you're getting more and more alive and turning back. After saying that, he took another sip of whiskey, and he was quite proud in his heart, and it was really rare to say that he didn't return his mouth today.

“…… What did you say? Qin Moru glared at him and looked at him with some suspicion.

"Isn't it? From the day of the reception, I saw a little bit of a doorway, you used to curse like that? But according to your previous speed, you have already started to fall in love, even if you are not in love, you will not keep dragging your thoughts, do you think about whether you have been abnormal recently? Melly liked you at that time, chased you, and you liked her, didn't they get together soon? You have a lot of time, where are you going without hesitation? Don't you like to speak carefully, don't like it enough, don't put on this constipated look and want to be close to others. Guan Yulan finished these words in one breath, feeling refreshed, and continued to Qin Moru with a smile: "It's rare to find that you are a little abnormal, this feeling is really good." ”

Qin Moru squinted at him and said speechlessly, "...... You came to my house today to talk about me? ”

“…… Hey, don't wronged me, I still brought you supper. As he spoke, he pointed to the supper placed next to the wine, and continued: "It's not that I want to talk about you, it's just that I've been with your brother for so many years, and you're not normal, can't I still see it?" And you're not that bad-tempered, are you? ”

Qin Moru didn't say anything about this, indeed, it seems that he has been a little abnormal recently, all from the last time he knew that Fang Jinyan had other people in his heart, how could he know that he would meet him again with such fate. He thought that maybe if Fang Jinyan couldn't forget it, he might have a chance to renew his relationship with that person. At this time, Qin Moru began to realize that from the beginning, he was just expecting Fang Jinyan to be able to find out that he was different from her, and also expected her to be able to guess that she was different from her, and she would understand without him explaining too much; He didn't want her to renew the relationship with others, if he knew that she would renew the relationship with others, Qin Moru was afraid that he would want to grab it directly.

Yin and yin, he also has a leading edge to continue. It's just that at that time, their front edge was not the love of men and women. But the reality is that she can understand a lot of things about him, but the only thing she doesn't understand is that his difference with her is not due to the love of her classmates. On the day Yin Yin came back from the United States, she just got off the plane and saw her message, her mind was hot, and she drove home to find her. I wanted to surprise her, because at that time he really wanted to see her happy because of his appearance, but unexpectedly, she gave him a heart to go home. She didn't have time to take out the gift she brought her, and even wondered if that person was not as important in her heart as her sudden appearance. After that, he didn't know about his life, but he was a little angry with her like this, but when he chatted with her, he was a little happy to know that she might have misunderstood something.

Thinking of this, Qin Moru suddenly said calmly: "I probably ...... I like her so much. ”

Guan Yulan took out the ice wine from the wine cabinet at this time, opened the wine bottle, and didn't react too much to his sudden headless sentence, and said, "What? ”

I didn't expect him to answer, and continued to say casually: "Ice wine is delicious when you look at it." As he spoke, he poured the wine, walked back to the sofa, handed it to him, and said to Qin Moru with a slight heaviness: "I have something to do with you today." You'll be thankful for the wine. ”

After the two toasted, while eating, Yulan said, "You know, how my sister felt about you before." ”

"......" Qin Moru looked at him and said casually: "Well, I feel it." ”

Guan Yulan sighed slightly, took another sip of wine, and continued: "After you and Melly were together, she applied to go to Switzerland as an exchange student, in fact, she wanted to stay away from you, and she didn't want to watch you sprinkle dog food all day long. You know that, right? ”

"......" Qin Moru was speechless again, and looked back at Guan Yulan suspiciously: "This, I really don't know." ”

"Hey." Guan Yulan sighed again: "Actually, you didn't seem to sprinkle too much dog food at that time, but Mei Li often posted photos, and not all of them could be seen on Facebook, and she couldn't avoid it at all." So a semester later, she came back. Tell yourself to give up, but you break up with Melly because you're about to return home. ”

"......" Qin Moru looked at him with a puzzled expression.

"Don't look at me like that. That's not my point. Just wanted to tell you about the antecedents. Yu Lan knew what his eyes represented, and continued: "I found that the people who are different from you Fang Jinyan are not the only ones. After you can hear her unintentionally tell you that Jinyan went to Xi'an, you just go directly to find her, and she will know. But it seems that Fang Jinyan probably didn't react. Guan Yulan said this, and with some suspicions: "It stands to reason that she shouldn't be able to react if it's so gloomy?" Don't I like you so I'm pretending to be stupid and hanging you? ”

Seeing Qin Moru's face darkened, Guan Yulan's words turned around: "It shouldn't be, she doesn't look like such a person." ”

“…… So? Qin Moru finally heard it, it seemed that Yulan was confessing something. I don't want to continue to listen to Guan Yulan's nonsense.

Yulan continued to take a sip of wine and said, "I don't know how stupid Jin Yan is, you go directly to her and wait for her at the foot of the mountain, she probably thinks that you are a socialist brother and classmate." After speaking, he laughed to himself: "There are really not many fools like her who are simple and complex, simple and dull." ”

“…… What exactly are you trying to say? Qin Moru also continued to drink, and his intuition was that Guan Yulan was going to say something important, so he didn't directly choose not to listen to his nonsense.

"Hey, good. I said, even Xiaoxian didn't really want to treat her in the first place, but the last time we went out camping, I drank too much and told Jinyan that you deliberately went to the United States to find Meili, and it seems that you still miss her, and you also told Jinyan that Miss Guan also likes you. This is not just right, when we returned the next day, Jin Yan accidentally saw Xiaoxian swiping to Meili's circle of friends and saw a photo of you. After speaking, he took another big sip of wine: "Hey, don't blame my sister, she said that she really drank too much." At that time, I suddenly felt a little resentful, why did I like someone who I had liked for so many years, but I would like another person. But when she sobered up, she really regretted it. She actually likes Jinyan a lot. Maybe there was some alcohol on that day, I don't know if Fang Jinyan misunderstood. ”

“……”

“……”

Qin Moru didn't know how to respond for a while, but said quietly: "So, Jin Yan thinks that now Mei Li and I are back together?" Still convinced? ”

"Judging by your recent relationship, and how she is avoiding you, I think so." Several times, Yu Lan and Qin Moru were together, and when they saw Jin Yan, they suddenly pretended not to see them and walked silently from the side.

"How do you know?"

"Xiaoxian saw that you have been a little strange recently, and you have been struggling for several days, and today after work, she told me in the car. She wants to say sorry to you and Jinyan. It's just that drinking at that time amplifies the unwilling emotions. Don't blame her, after all, my sister, little girls sometimes don't know how to understand. Yulan continued: "I felt that something was wrong after hearing this, so I quickly came to look for you." ”

"Hmm. No wonder Jin Yan mentioned my girlfriend. Thank you Xiaoxian for telling you this. Qin Mo didn't know whether he should be happy or sad when he was like this.

"If only you could understand her. I also watched her like you for so long, and I didn't tell me earlier. But Chen Xin still ......, "Guan Yulan stopped talking again."

"Chen Xin is very good to her. She will be white. Feel relieved. Qin Moru looked at him and still smiled.

In fact, even if he knew that Jin Yan might have misunderstood him, he didn't know how to tell Jin Yan to resolve the misunderstanding. Will she listen to herself? After all, Qin Moru had confessed her attitude towards her ex before, but she didn't choose to believe it. When will Fang Jinyan be willing to step out of her own circle of consciousness and look at these things themselves?