The next day, Fang Jinyan, who finally talked to Mo Xuyan, seemed to have finally ended a certain big stone in her heart, and even walked occasionally became a little brisk, and after finally having the courage to draw a line with the past days, Jinyan felt that the days were more open, and she had never had the courage and calmness, and felt that life should be so open.

When she appeared in the lecture of tutor Wu Jiacheng, she was very relaxed and listened very carefully in the lecture, and the teacher also took all the students who participated in the lecture carefully for half an hour. While meditating, Jin Yan found that her mind was confused, and she didn't know what was going on in her head and what she should be thinking. The so-called meditation, but she can't really calm down, makes her a little annoyed and helpless.

After the lecture, on the way to dinner with Jinyan and Jiacheng, she was still a little puzzled: "Jiacheng, did the teacher often take you to meditate like this before?" ”

"Yes. The teacher taught us that we must be calm and know how to solve problems in order to help others solve psychological problems. ”

"The teacher is so nice." Jin Yan had to sigh from the bottom of her heart.

"Yes. Did you just have any questions? ”

"I noticed that I just had a very messy mind. Isn't it good to keep thinking about this and that? After speaking, he turned his head around and looked at him suspiciously.

Jin Yan was originally waiting for Jiacheng's evaluation, but she didn't expect him to just smile: "This is all normal." ”

"Normal?"

While driving, the corners of Jiacheng's mouth rose slightly and said, "En." After all, this is the first time you have done this, in fact, you can follow the teacher's method and practice at home when you have free time. ”

"Huh?" Once again, Jin Yan was puzzled.

Actually, it's just a way for me to meditate. Do you remember what the teacher said? We will always be affected by many things, and we will think about it by ourselves, and the more we think about it, the more we think about it, and even the things that are not important are thought of by ourselves as extremely important. ”

"Oh?" Jin Yan was in a trance, a little pale, and said, "Is it like you said about me before, Mo Xuyan was not too good to me?" But because I haven't seen him for so long, I always think of him as perfect as I imagined, so I can't let go? ”

"Bingo! And this method is to let us focus more on ourselves, to accept any emotions of your own, to love any behavior of yourself, so that all the hardships in life are no longer hardships, and we can face many things in life calmly. After speaking, he glanced at Jin Yan, and seeing her incomprehensible appearance, he smiled: "It doesn't matter if you don't understand, it will be white in the future." ”

It was true that she didn't listen to Jin Yan, who was too pale, so she had to smile: "Actually, I can still understand your reasoning, but I still can't understand it, can I really feel that hardship is not hardship?" ”

"Hmm. Life is full of spiritual practice. After speaking, he smiled at Jin Yan.

Jin Yan just nodded as if she didn't understand.

When the two arrive at the restaurant, take their seats and order the food. Jin Yan sat opposite Jiacheng and said with a smile: "Jiacheng, I feel very rewarding today, thank you for recommending me to participate." ”

Jiacheng just smiled: "What's polite, anyway, have you been particularly busy lately?" ”

"It's okay too. That's always how work has always been. After speaking, he pursed his lips.

"Huh?" Jiacheng looked at her and said thoughtfully: "Have you had anything good recently?" ”

Jin Yan thought for a moment and replied, "No." ”

"How do you feel like you've been a little different lately?"

"You, you can always see my state, why don't you tell me how you are lately?" Jin Yan feels that chatting like this is sometimes a little mysterious.

"I'm fine, I've always been like that, you should know." Wu Jiacheng smiled a little helplessly, and continued: "Moreover, I didn't mean to see your state. ”

"Alright, alright." Jin Yan couldn't refute it, so she talked about the recent incident: "Remember the last time you called me to tell me the time of the symposium? ”

"Huh?" Wu Jiacheng listened with interest.

"After that, I happened to meet him one day after work, so I made an appointment with Mo Xuyan to have a meal, which was actually clear to him." Jin Yan told him without reservation, and continued: "Actually, I was still a little unbearable with him that day, but after thinking about it, he has never been unbearable with me. Even if you want to redeem it now, if you can do it in the past, you may not be able to do it now. ”

"Oops!" Wu Jiacheng was surprised with joy as if he was doing something, and then said, "I really should congratulate our little Jinyan for finally coming out." ”

Jin Yan was stunned by his reaction at first, and after listening to his words, she gave him a blank look, with a smile in her eyes, and said, "What, was I very unproductive before?" ”

"If I hadn't just met you, you were my patient, I really think you would be entangled." It's a rare joke.

"Hey. Jiacheng, don't take you like this. At that time, if I hadn't been entangled, I wouldn't have known you. Jin Yan replied unceremoniously.

Jiacheng pretended to think for a moment, and pretended: "Well, then what you said is right." What about the other person? Jiacheng remembered the other man she had mentioned earlier in the company building.

"He's looking like he has a girlfriend." Jin Yan said seemingly casually: "I haven't talked to him well for a long time, and I can see him occasionally." I think it's okay that I didn't feel that way before, but now that I have, I can't be like before, and maybe I'll fade over time. ”

At this time, Wu Jiacheng sighed jokingly again: "Hey, emotionally you are still like this." ”

Jin Yan asked speechlessly, "What else?" ”

"You're not really sure. Is it just a photo to talk to someone? And if you tell him how you feel, you don't have to hold it yourself. ”

"Wow, can't this say anything about yin?" Jin Yan's eyes widened, and she looked incredulous.

"What can you say? That person is true to you, too. ”

Jin Yan felt that she couldn't let him continue to talk like this, and said, "I can't do it?" I don't want to risk breaking people apart. Don't let me expect anything more. I managed to hold back. ”

"You." Wu Jiacheng just shook his head helplessly and didn't say any more.

"Hey, don't talk about this, I've rarely felt very relaxed lately, everything is fine, and finally I'm not so tired of feelings, what about you? So dedicated and don't look for a girlfriend. Jin Yan glanced at him casually while picking up vegetables.

"Me, work first. I love this job and there are still a lot of things I want to do, and I hope to meet that person in the best possible way in the future. Speaking of this, Wu Jiacheng glanced at Fang Jinyan meaningfully.

And Jin Yan was just burying her head in eating the food in her bowl at this time, and she didn't notice the difference in his eyes at this time, and said while burying her head: "Well, you are so good at handling other people's affairs, and now you are learning these things from the teacher." It sounds good. I always feel that you will become a master in the future. ”

Wu Jiacheng just smiled: "What master? It's all ordinary people. Are you in a bad state of mind right now? ”

"Not really. It's just that sometimes I'm too busy at work, and I don't seem to have much time to calm down. ”

"Don't think about it so much, if you have the heart, you can do anything, it doesn't matter if you don't have time, there will be later. Don't rush, take your time. ”

"Hmm." Jin Yan nodded obediently and said, "Jiacheng, sometimes I feel that it is really easy to chat with you. ”

"If it's not easy, won't it be a waste of my career?"

"That's too. After all, you are in this business, and your communication skills must be excellent. Thank you~" Jinyan felt that what he said made a lot of sense.

"Why are you so polite? If you want to meditate in the future, you can come to my studio, and there should be some small activities in the future. ”

"Okay. I'll pay more attention when the time comes. ”

The two happily ate and chatted, and before they knew it, two hours had passed, and after eating, Jiacheng sent her downstairs. After saying goodbye to him, Jin Yan walked home slowly.

Walking to the door, Jin Yan suddenly remembered the last time Qin Moru suddenly arrived downstairs at her house, she was surprised and delighted, but now...... Maybe she and Xu Yan turned around for a lifetime, but with Qin Moru, it was a time that had long been missed.

She thought to herself, as if it would be easier for her to do so. I like this kind of thing, I don't say it's broken, it's a crush. But there is a crush that will only have a hint of excitement in his heart, nothing more. She felt that a crush was not such an unworthy thing, maybe it was a little more mature, and even the crush could find its original charm, and she couldn't help but smile when she thought about it.

In the new week, Fang Jinyan will continue to eat breakfast without wasting any time, return to the office, turn on her computer, and prepare for today's day's work. Suddenly, the phone vibrated and she looked at her parents' phone number, and then looked at the colleagues who came to the office one after another, she walked out to answer the phone. While chatting, she walked to the corridor where she used to frequent, and after chatting for about 10 minutes, Jinyan turned around and walked back to the office.

I didn't think that when I walked back to the office, I happened to pass by the elevator and saw Qin Moru walking out of the elevator, the two glanced at each other, Jin Yan was stunned for a while, quickly nodded and smiled slightly, he just calmly pulled the corners of his mouth in response, and walked back to his company.

Jin Yan felt that she was a little self-deprecating, but she also felt that there was nothing strange, it was not the first time that the relationship between the two was like this, Jin Yan didn't know what was wrong, but now she couldn't even say a word of congratulations to him on getting rid of being single.

Jin Yan turned around and was about to go back to the office, but she saw Lin Xinyu looking at her, Jin Yan waved her hand to say hello, but saw that she looked a little speechless and stopped, and asked, "Xin Yu, what's wrong with you?" ”

Xin Yu was a little stunned when she heard her voice, the two stood by the office door, Xin Yu asked in a low voice at this time, "Sister Jinyan, are you not in a good mood lately?" ”

When Fang Jinyan heard this, she said in her heart, could it be that no one can see that she is in a good mood this week? Q: "Why do you ask?" ”

"I want to make sure if you're in a good mood before I tell you something." Xin Yu continued to say matter-of-factly.

"Okay, huh? What's wrong? Jin Yan was a little curious at this time.

Xin Yu looked around, as if she was afraid of being heard by others: "A few days ago, Mr. Qin came to look for me. ”

"Hey, what are you looking for?" Jinyan was a little strange, even if she was looking for Lin Xinyu, why did she tell her Fang Jinyan?

"I guess he found out who started the rumors. He asked me how I heard the rumors. ”

"Oh, and then what? How did you hear that? Jin Yan still felt strange.

"I was in the elevator when I ran into Joanna chatting with her, and she mentioned it. I heard Yang Nan say it later. Just tell Yang Nan. ”

"Oh. I see. But how do you guess who started it? ”

"That's not, after hearing this, Mr. Qin's face immediately darkened. Then thank me and leave. I thought about it and felt that I needed to tell you about it, so I told you about it. Watch out for Joanna, if it were really her, I wouldn't let her go. After saying that, he gritted his teeth hatefully.

Jin Yan was a little moved by her attitude at this time, but she felt funny, and said, "How do you know it's her?" ”

"I thought about it and felt that something was wrong. She said that she heard it from someone else, although Yang Nan didn't know who came from it, but Qin always could ask me, and I felt that something was wrong. ”

"Huh?"

"And oh, I heard that she seems to have privately decided the meeting between Mr. Qin and the customer."

"Oh my God, how did you know that?"

Xin Yu grinned and said, "I heard it when I came out of the boss's office one time. ”

......" Jin Yan was a little surprised by this person's gossip ability, and asked, "Have you told anyone about it?" ”

"No, no, no, how dare I?" Xin Yu hurriedly shook his head, and said again: "If it weren't for the strangeness this time, I wouldn't have told you." ”

"Hmm. Don't talk nonsense. ”

"I know." After speaking, he muttered: "Seeing that you have a general relationship with Mr. Qin recently, I don't know if he will help you." ”

"What?" Jin Yan felt very strange when she heard it: "You said that I have a good relationship with him recently? ”

"Yes, we all know that. Usually you always have to talk when you meet, but the last time I saw you meet, the greeting was faint. ”

......: "You don't have such good observation skills, okay?!" Fang Jinyan said in her heart.

Jin Yan couldn't cry or laugh: "Miss, be busy with your annual meeting, don't worry about it." ”

"Hey, good, good! What your annual meeting, as if you don't attend. You can say whatever you say. ”

Jin Yan didn't know that Xin Yu had confirmed one thing when Qin Moru was looking for him two days ago. But she didn't know if she should tell Jinyan about this, after all, the relationship between the two of them is not very good now. Xin Yu didn't want to bother her too much. After that incident, she suddenly turned a lot paler. But Jinyan didn't know why, so she didn't know how to tell her, after all, Xinyu didn't know who Jinyan liked in her heart.

Jin Yan laughed: "But you have to prepare a lot, you need to help call me when the time comes." ”

Jin Yan saw Xin Yu walking away from her desk with a helpless smile on her face, she looked a little confused, she and Qin Mo are like now, are they really like a cold war?

remembered that last night, Guan Yulan also sent her a message, asking her if she had quarreled with Qin Moru recently...... At that time, she replied confusedly: "No? What's wrong? Guan Yulan skipped this topic.

It seems that there is more than a little misunderstanding......

But that's not surprising, isn't it? Shouldn't it be normal for the two of them to be like this? She had no choice but to shake her head, and sorted out the information documents in front of the table with a little smile, it seems that one day she will have to talk to Qin Moru about yin and white, there was a scandal between the two of them before, and the people around her didn't believe it at the beginning, why now it seems that someone believes that the relationship between her and Qin Moru is not simple?

Until noon, after lunch, I stood alone in the hallway, trying to relax, but I couldn't think of any answer. Hearing the sound of very slight footsteps getting closer and closer, she glanced back, facing Qin Moru's eyes, she was a little shocked, for so many days, the two of them hadn't spoken well for a long time, so she blurted out: "Are you scary?" None of them made a sound. ”

Qin Moru glanced at her and spread her hands: "Just when I was about to call you, I was seen by you." ”

"Oh." As she listened, she felt that this explanation was quite reasonable, so she stopped continuing the topic.

"What are you doing?" Qin Moru walked forward slowly, stopped next to her, held on to the railing, and asked seemingly casually.

"Rest. What about you...... I haven't seen you much lately. Jin Yan looked at him as if he was quite relaxed, and stopped the steps she wanted to leave, but she didn't know why, she was a little nervous in her heart for no reason.

"Hmm. I've been a bit busy lately. After speaking, he sighed slightly.

Jin Yan was a little skeptical that she heard his sigh just now, so she glanced at him and said a little unnaturally, "If you are busy, you should pay attention to rest." ”

"Well, thank you. Haven't you been busy lately? Qin Moru looked at her after speaking.

"Hmm. It's okay, but the company's annual meeting is about to start, and it is estimated that it will be a little busy, so you will come when the time comes. "Jin Yan is even more unnatural.

"Well, I heard Yulan mention it."

“……”

"Oh yes, I heard Wen Chi say before, looking for us for an activity material, I just helped find it today, I think it's what you want, right?" Jin Yan didn't have anything to say.

"Well, you guessed it."

"That's right. So I marked the timing and saw which part you wanted to see. Just flip it up. "It's rare for Jinyan to have this heart.

"Thank you, I have a heart."

“……”

At this time, the calm environment made Jinyan very uncomfortable, so she said a little unnaturally: "Well, otherwise, I'll give you back this place and let you clean up." Said that Jean was even more confused by the tension in his heart at this time.

"It's rare to meet, talk to me." Qin Moru's voice was cold with a hint of tenderness.

“…… Good. Jin Yan stood aside obediently, not knowing what to say.

“…… Remember when I asked you what gift you wanted before I went on a business trip? Qin Moru suddenly asked.

Ha? Jin Yan looked at him in surprise, is there? It seemed to be, so he asked, "You mean...... Coffee beans and Cheedos? Oops, it's okay I didn't take it to heart. Actually, I'm embarrassed if you did. ”

"......" Qin Moru was a little speechless after hearing this, she, didn't she want his things like this?

Jin Yan found that he didn't speak, so she had to explain: "It's not that I don't accept your gifts, it's just that you are so busy going to the United States, it doesn't matter if you don't bring it, don't worry." After saying this, she didn't look at him again, just looked out the window, and whispered in a light voice as much as possible: "What if you are misunderstood by your girlfriend, is it stupid." After speaking, he glanced at him to hide the nervousness in his heart, but he always felt that Qin Mo was a measured person, so he didn't say what to do if he was misunderstood by Mei Li, which made her seem to be too lenient.

"I brought it." Qin Mo replied in a flat tone at this time.

"Huh?" Jin Yan looked at him with some surprise, did he bring it...... Can......

didn't have time to think too much, only to hear Qin Moru ask: "My girlfriend?" "When did he get an extra girlfriend out of thin air?

When Jin Yan said this, the feeling of emptiness in her heart came back, she looked at her watch, flattened her mouth, and said, "You know it in your own heart." I'm too lazy to tell you, I'm leaving, you take care of yourself. So he pretended to leave in style, how else could this man talk.

Qin Moru was rarely stunned aside, looking at her back, very puzzled. Did Fang Jinyan think she had a girlfriend? But where does this information come from? Look at her lately,Always commute alone.,Life is leisure.,Occasionally see her with some relief on her face.,But as long as you see him.,That ease seems to disappear.。。

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