Chapter 4: The Death of Hu Yang

Before Hu Yang entered the school, he received a call from a neighbor saying that the second elder in the family had been in a car accident......

Hu Yang's head was stunned, and he suddenly felt that the world was spinning.

For a while, self-blame, guilt, chagrin, sadness and hatred, all kinds of emotions came to my heart together. It turned out that he killed his parents who had cared for him like a treasure since he was a child! Since he was born to die, why didn't God just let me die?

He stood for a long time holding on to the wall with one hand, barely collecting his mood and sobering up. I remembered what my neighbor said later, I didn't hear it clearly, and the phone was still on the ground, and I couldn't turn it on when I picked it up. Hurriedly stopped a taxi on the side of the road, didn't talk about the price, and went straight to Huayin's house. On the way, I borrowed the driver's mobile phone and made a few calls, only to learn that I was hit by a large truck, and my parents were not saved on the spot......

When I went home, I saw that my uncle, uncle-in-law and other relatives who lived relatively close to each other were there, and the truck driver was standing on the side with a pale face, and the two elders had already put in the two coffins they had prepared a long time ago. Only then did he figure out the situation after the neighbors gossiped......

After Hu Yang left in the morning, the second elder, who had been locked up at home for too long and was so stuffy that he was panicked, saw that the weather was good, so he wanted to come out to breathe. In fact, most people can't endure this kind of confinement-like life for a long time, and it is very rare for the second elder to see Hu Yang's filial piety and perseverance for more than half a year.

The second old man went out, the wind and the sun were beautiful, and it was March, it was the season when the grass grew and the warbler flew and the spring flowers were blooming, so he couldn't help but feel good, so he walked out of the small street in front of the house, and wanted to go to the field to see and walk.

As long as you don't go to a place where there are a lot of cars, what can happen? Who knows that when the second elder walked out of the small street, walked less than 30 meters to the left from the side of the main road, and was about to turn into the field, a large truck loaded with coal rushed off the road in order to avoid the opposite traffic, knocked down three or four poplars the thickness of a sea bowl, and knocked the second elder out head-on. Not to mention the old man in his seventies, even if he is a young man, he didn't have time to react at all, and waited for the driver to wake up and get out of the car to see: the second old man was dead......

Listening to the neighbor told the accident process, look at the colorless truck driver on the side, did not embarrass him, according to the driver, it was because of the brake failure, and there was a vehicle coming from the opposite side, and there was no time to see people in a panic.

The driver has taken the initiative to hand over the cash, bank card, and a total of more than 10,000 yuan, and said that he will find a way to compensate after the second old man's funeral is completed. Hu Yang was not in the mood to entangle with him, so he gave his uncle the bank card and password on his body, and asked his uncle to preside over the funeral of the second elder, and only told him to invite a group of Taoist priests to do a ritual for the second elder.

Outside, there are uncles, uncles and other relatives who handle funerals in accordance with traditional rural customs, and Hu Yang wears linen and filial piety, and sits in front of the second elder. Although he was sad and painful in his heart, he did not shed a single tear, his mind was in a trance, he didn't seem to think about anything, and he seemed to recall his life experience of more than 20 years like a movie. When an elder reminded him to do something according to traditional etiquette, such as kneeling and bowing, burning paper money, etc., he could also do it as required, and the funeral lasted for three days, and he was in such a trance and numb for three days, just barely eating something in the middle, and never sleeping.

Three days later, the Taoist priest was asked to determine the location and direction of the tomb on a nearby hill, and brought in a tombstone made by craftsmen to bury the two elders together.

After the funeral was over, the crowd dispersed, and a few close relatives were afraid that he would be too sad and have an accident, so they deliberately stayed for a day, and saw that he had no major problems except that his face was not good and he didn't talk much, so they went back.

Hu Yang, who hadn't slept for four or five days, sat in the deserted courtyard, a few days ago the family of three was happy, but in a blink of an eye, he was the only one left, and for a while, all kinds of tastes in his heart were ups and downs, and he couldn't speak, so he picked up the unused wine at the funeral and poured a big sip. I was in a sad mood, and I didn't sleep for four or five days, and after a few big sips of wine, I sat in the yard and fell asleep in a daze. I slept for five or six hours, and when I woke up, it was two o'clock in the morning, and I found that my head was very painful, and my whole body was cold and seemed to have a fever.

The next day, Populus euphratica woke up and found that he was not in good condition, as if he had suffered from the wind and cold, and his bones were falling apart, with a splitting headache and a high fever and hot hands. I staggered and urinated, but I saw blood in my urine, what happened? I was on fire? I didn't care about it in a daze, I had all cold medicine at home, so I took some medicine according to the instructions, and went back to the room to continue sleeping.

Who knows, this cold is not ordinary. Hu Yang, who has nothing to say and has super athletic ability, has a feeling that he can't stand it. After lying at home for two days, Hu Yang finally couldn't stand it anymore, and the blood in the urine became more and more serious, and he was not a woman, and there were so many days a month?

I felt that the situation was not right, and decided to go to the hospital. I didn't make a fuss and called my relatives, and I went to the people's hospital in the city by myself.

When he came to the hospital, the doctor briefly asked about the situation, did some examinations, and found a bed for Hu Yang to lie down, and the nurse inserted a needle into him and never pulled it out. Later, the doctor came to say that his condition was serious and needed to be hospitalized for observation, and Hu Yang fell asleep in a daze after completing the hospitalization procedures.

After lying on the hospital bed for two days and receiving a lot of fluids, Hu Yang felt that his condition was much better. The headache no longer hurts, the fever has subsided, and the whole body has some strength, but I still have blood in the urine, and I vaguely feel a little uncomfortable in my lower abdomen. I told the doctor about the situation, and the doctor said that further tests were needed, so I took blood, urine tests, and scans......

The next day, a doctor called Director Wang by the nurse came over with a folder, and after asking various physical questions, he vaguely said that he needed his family to come over to understand the situation.

As soon as Hu Yang heard this, he realized that something was wrong, and that the hospital would not ask to see his family members when surgery was not required and his life was not in danger. And as soon as he heard someone mention his family, Hu Yang was in a bad mood: "Doctor, you don't have to be vague, you can just say what the disease is." ”

"To be honest, your problem is more serious, and according to the regulations, there must be family members present. ”

"My parents have just passed away, and I am alone at home, and my relatives have just returned home from my parents' funerals, so you can tell me directly. ”

After hearing the situation, the doctor's face was unbearable: "If that's the case...... Then you have to be mentally prepared. ”

After speaking, Hu Yang didn't wait for Hu Yang to ask again: "Although your disease sounds scary, there are still many cured cases, this is your test results, we have compared various data, and the diagnosis rate is more than 99%, you can see for yourself." ”

Taking over the folder, Hu Yang skimmed over the incomprehensible data and symbols under the guidance of the doctor, and looked directly at the diagnosis column, and the result was very eye-catching - malignant bladder tumor.

To put it in layman's terms, bladder cancer.

This result did not give Hu Yang the feeling of a thunderbolt from the sky, nor did he have the fear of the sky falling. He only felt that he couldn't cry or laugh, he wanted to cry without tears, and his whole body had heart, liver, spleen, stomach, kidneys, brain, spine, and intestines...... Uh, bladder?

This special 'mother' is an egg-sore disease!

After some comforting encouragement of "be strong", "have confidence" and "face it positively", the doctor saw that he did not cry or make trouble, and seemed very calm, so he left.

Lying on the hospital bed, Hu Yang was full of thoughts, and he remembered that Jing Yishi, he was really accurate! God is indeed powerful, his parents have not escaped the doom in the end after he has been strictly guarding himself for more than half a year; his parents have just passed away, and it will be his turn immediately!

The old way said that nine deaths and one life, this is directly ten deaths and no life!

Maybe subconsciously prepared to accept this fate, Hu Yang didn't feel so sad. Lao Dao is right, when it comes to the end, face it calmly, and don't think it's a big deal. Of course, there is still some hatred in my heart, God, since you are omnipotent, since you don't want me to live in this world, then don't let me be born?

Then I thought of Jing Yishi, and he said: "If you are calm, what does it matter if you die? Eighteen years later, you will be a good man again! You will die with a big scar, uh, if you die of cancer, you don't seem to have a scar, and if you have a scar, you will be killed by cutting off your head. But when I think of the horrible treatment process, I shudder, not to mention chemotherapy, maybe I will have to have surgery, and if I don't get it, the whole bladder will have to be cut off......

Jing Yishi's calculations are so accurate, that means that I, Hu Yang, am really a master! I am a hero! Although I was born at the wrong time, I am also a big man who is on an equal footing with Bai Qi, Han Xin, and Liu Guanzhang! How can I be pickled by this bird who cuts his bladder?

Then again, even if the doctor is clever and cured, there is a chance that the bladder will not be saved. The thought of hanging a urine bag in the crotch of his pants all day long, Hu Yang couldn't help but feel a chill. The so-called dead lips and cold teeth, bladder is gone, the bird must be uncomfortable, the bird is not comfortable, the bird is not comfortable, and people can live happily? Then make a bird! It is better to die the ball and go to another bird!

After some cranky thinking, Hu Yang made a decision that surprised the doctors and nurses - to be discharged immediately.

In the face of the kind persuasion of the doctors and nurses, Hu Yang was in no mood to entangle, and solved it in one sentence: "I have no money, can you cure it?"

"Uh...... This, no way ......."

After completing the discharge procedures, go out and go.

When I got home, I was definitely not in a good mood, Hu Yang didn't tell anyone, and I didn't know what to do. The family sat alone in a daze, went to the grave of his parents and sat in a daze, and then went home in a daze. For a while, I felt more and more desolate......

After half a month, the pain in the lower abdomen became more and more obvious, and the pain was getting longer and longer every day, and Hu Yang knew that the disease had attacked. In the words of the old man Jingyi, time was running out, so he suddenly thought that he should prepare for the future.

How should he die? Waiting for the onset of illness and then being tortured to death? This is not good, too painful, Hu Yang has seen some similar cases on the Internet with his mobile phone, and the torture of those patients in the later stage makes him afraid to think about it.

Suicide? This has to be studied and studied, thinking that I Hu Yang is a human male, although he was born at the wrong time, but how can he die a little still, and he who wants to die vigorously is worthy of this identity on an equal footing with Bai Qi and Han Xin!

Thinking of this, Hu Yang thought of the quiet priest again, the old man really cared about himself. His parents died, and he felt a little intimate with this old way, and I don't know what happened to him. By the way, anyway, he can't die in a day or two, and the old man has been worried about himself three times and twice, and he hasn't thanked him yet, so why not go to Huashan to see him? It's not too late to come back and study how to die.

Huashan, Lotus Peak.

It's getting dark, and today is the heaviest rain and torrential rain in the spring and summer season, and there are naturally no tourists on the top of the mountain.

But at this moment, a black umbrella emerged from the mountaineering plank road, along the stone steps all the way to the top of the mountain, and then slowly came to the top of the cliff, stopped at the edge of a large stone that leaned forward, and stood in the rain.

The man with the umbrella was not very old, wearing a gray casual suit, tall and slender, with a handsome face, and looked very handsome. It's just that his eye sockets and cheeks are a little sunken, his face is sickly, his eyes are tired, and he seems to have done something careless—if I'm not mistaken, he is the Hu Yang who has bladder cancer!

It has been three days since Hu Yang came to Huashan.

Originally, I wanted to meet the Jing priest who made him feel kind, and thanked him before he died, but he didn't want to find the entire Lotus Peak and didn't see the old Tao, and the Taoist priest who was in the same Taoist temple as the old Tao said that he might have wandered. I wanted to go back today, but it rained, so I stayed for another day, bored, Hu Yang walked around the mountain with an umbrella, and before I knew it, I walked to the top of the mountain.

Standing next to this big stone, listening to the sound of wind and rain, and feeling the darkness slowly coming, Hu Yang suddenly felt a little like death, and the end of his life would definitely come slowly like this darkness soon, until the last ray of light passed away, and there was nothing......

I can't help but think of a well-known philosophical topic: Who am I, where do I come from, where am I going?

The special 'mother's body's egg hurts, and the problem I think of also hurts!

After standing for a long time, Hu Yang was about to turn around and leave, but hesitated inexplicably.

What am I hesitating about? Do I want to stand a little longer? By the way, where am I going? I have nowhere else to go! This world no longer belongs to me, I am going to die!

Why do you have to go back to that courtyard and wait to die alone? Why do you need to study how to die? What are you waiting for?

This is Huashan, which is famous at home and abroad, and can be regarded as a treasure land of feng shui; Isn't it true that you are pursuing a vigorous way to die? This lightning and thunder is already very strong! You were born and died by lightning and thunder, and you can be regarded as perfect!

Master, I'm a thunderous man's life!

Yes, it's good to go down to your parents right away!

Let's end it!

Hu Yang put away his umbrella, leaned against the rock, and climbed the big rock that leaned forward. Slowly walked to the edge of the stone facing the abyss, looked down, and couldn't see anything in the pitch black, hesitated for a moment, but turned around and turned his back to the abyss, so as not to be afraid.

Keep your chest and abdomen straight, your legs straight, your heels together, your feet open at 45 degrees, your arms together, your hands straight, and your middle finger close to the seam of your pants.

Looking up at the sky, I wanted to shout three times such as "Eighteen years later, I will be a good man again", "God will not allow me to be nonsense", "Born as a hero, die as a ghost" and other heroic words, and then look up to the sky and make a loud haha, and then jump down, but no one around listens, think about it.

Suddenly, a strong wind blew, and the javelin-like straight body fell into the darkness without a sound......

At this time, an old and thin Taoist priest came out from behind a pine tree not far away, looked at the big stone and shook his head and sighed, muttered something, and then picked up the umbrella of the poplar and went down the mountain tremblingly......