It looks like it's starting to snow again.

The lights on the doorstep make every snowflake visible.

Xu Yanqing knows that he has a big flaw in terms of emotion, he likes to face difficulties at work, and all complex and difficult problems are nothing to him.

The year Xu Ren died, Xu Ren's psychiatrist found him and gave him a copy of Xu Ren's psychological and psychiatric report.

In the report, Xu Ren has serious psychological problems, character defects, and many problems.

He wasn't even fit to be a doctor anymore.

That was Xu Yanqing's second contact with a psychiatrist, the first time was when he was in high school, because of a serious injury, the head teacher at that time was more concerned about him, and it happened that the school had set up psychological counseling, so the head teacher took him to counsel.

He answered every question carefully.

That was the first time he had heard the word paranoia, and Stockholm syndrome.

He later went online to check it himself, and he kind of understood.

Xu Ren's psychiatrist also tested Xu Yanqing and wanted to take him for a detailed examination, but Xu Yanqing didn't go.

After that, something happened to the psychiatrist and he never came back.

Since then, no one knows Xu Yanqing's true psychological state, which is also a secret that Xu Yanqing will not reveal to anyone.

He was admitted to university and did relevant understanding and research in psychopsychiatry.

He naturally disguised himself as his truest character.

However, his disguise to Chen Nian seemed to be ineffective.

He even lost control.

There are many things, he actually knows that he shouldn't do that, but because of Chen Nian, he has repeatedly lost his rules.

In the end, it completely disrupted the trajectory of his life that he had planned.

Xu Yanqing was silent for a while and said, "No one will really like me. ”

Because no one knows what kind of person he really is.

"I'm not fit and I won't be a father. Because it's you, I don't want to ...... You can't hurt the child you have born. ”

He lowered his eyes, his lips pursed slightly, and all his emotions were hidden deep in his eyes.

Not a single ounce came out.

He will also be afraid, afraid of completely tearing himself apart, Chen Nian will be afraid.

His past, what he had done, his thoughts, were all unbearable and dirty.

Xu Yanqing said: "I thought about it once. ”

I really just want to live it once.

He added: "I want to know if it's a boy or a girl." ”

Chen Nian rushed over and hugged his waist, because his heart suddenly hurt so badly that he didn't know what to say, so he had to hug him, only in this way could he be more comfortable.

Both fell silent.

The sounds of other people chatting and laughing around gradually penetrated into the world of the two of them, and slowly became lively.

After waiting for another half an hour, the two finally got their turn.

Luckily, it's a window position.

The snow was falling heavily again.

Watching the snow scene and eating hot pot is a special taste.

When Dongyuan City was not so good, Chen Nian ordered a lot.

The two ate for nearly two hours.

After eating, the two walked along the street for a while, Chen Nian ate too much, and his stomach was a little swollen.

Chen Nian's clothes were big, and she grabbed Xu Yanqing's hand and put it in her pocket.

The two of them clasped hands tightly.

The snow is a little smaller, so there is no need to use an umbrella, Chen Nian's clothes have hats, Xu Yanqing put her hat on, so as not to drill the snowflakes into her neck.

There are restaurants along the street, and after this street, it is a snack street.

Chen Nian was greedy, bought milk tea, and bought sugar gourds.

There is also a movie city here, Xu Yanqing watched the show, and the two went to watch the movie together.

After all, there are no constraints, and you can do whatever you want.

By the time I got home, it was past twelve o'clock.

Chen Nian was already tired, so he didn't want to do anything, so he went straight to bed.

Xu Yanqing went to the bathroom to fetch water and wiped her face with a towel.

When the towel was about to be wiped off, Chen Nian blocked it, opened his eyes, and said, "I'm wearing makeup, and I have to remove my makeup." ”

When she came back today, she naturally wanted to clean up for herself.

However, the makeup is very light, and I can't see it very clearly, and the lips are also smeared with lip gloss, which is very close to the lip color.

Xu Yanqing pulled her up, "Then go by yourself." ”

Chen Nian was like having no bones, he directly lay on his back, hugged his neck with both hands, and said, "You carry me." ”

Xu Yanqing stood up, and she automatically clamped her legs around his waist.

Immediately, he carried her into the bathroom.

The bucket in the bathroom was filled with hot water, and a chair was placed next to it.

Chen Nian sat on the chair, she tested the water temperature, it was just right.

This foot bucket is quite big, Chen Nian pulled Xu Yanqing and said, "Wash it together." ”

Xu Yanqing: "You wash, I'll take a bath later." ”

"You're disgusted with me."

Xu Yanqing leaned on the sink, took her the makeup remover cotton and makeup remover water she said, smiled and said, "When did you dislike you?" ”

"Then sit down."

She tilted her chin back, revealing a tough attitude.

Xu Yanqing closed the door, picked her up, and said, "Then it's better to take a bath together." ”

As a result, Chen Nian was really forced to take a bath with him.

After taking a bath, Chen Nian was even more weak.

When he rested, Chen Nian said, "Tighten the curtains, I'm afraid someone will look at it." ”

Xu Yanqing hugged her, kissed her forehead, and said, "No one will look at her." Sleep, I'm here. ”

"Hmm. I want to set the alarm clock, and I'm going to the airport tomorrow to pick up Nan Yu. ”

"Hmm."

Gradually, Chen Nian fell asleep.

Following.

Chen Nian and Xu Yan went to the airport early in the morning, and Chen Nian woke up very early.

I also went out to buy breakfast.

When Xu Yan came to her senses, she had already gone out.

Her movements were so light that they didn't alarm him at all.

When he got dressed and was about to go out to find someone, Chen Nian came back, but he was a little embarrassed.

It was like a fall, his clothes were dirty, and there were abrasions on the palms of his hands.

Xu Yanqing almost got angry, but he couldn't help it, didn't say anything about her, just treated her abrasions, and then cleaned her clothes.

I just didn't talk much along the way, and the air pressure was still a little low.

Chen Nian didn't have a big reaction, and she didn't think there was a problem, she was originally bent on buying him breakfast.

I just met a few puppies and accidentally fell in order to avoid them.

Nan Yu's plane landed at half past eleven.

When they picked her up, the two came to a big hug.

She also brought Tuan Tuan with her.

Tuan Tuan hugged Chen Nian's waist and was sandwiched between the two.

Xu Yanqing hugged his arms and saw the three of them crying together, and after crying for five minutes, he stepped forward to interrupt, "Okay, go back and cry again." The car was waiting outside. ”

Nan Yu glanced at him, sniffed, and held back her tears, no matter what, she still didn't look at Xu Yanqing very well.

Nan Yu has arranged a hotel and booked a luxury suite.

When I arrived at the hotel, when Chen Nian went to the bathroom, Nan Yu said to Xu Yanqing: "You should be very busy, Niannian is here with me today, you can go and be busy." ”

"I'm not busy, I'm on vacation." He sat on the sofa, didn't plan to leave, but didn't want to disturb them to catch up, "After eating, I'll go to the study to watch the video." ”

Nan Yu raised his eyebrows, it was rare to back down.