Chapter 12: Dream and Truth

"Did you just give up?"

Suddenly, a voice came from the bottom of his heart, like thunder, which suddenly shook Lone Star's body and instantly regained some clarity.

The voice was loud and powerful, and it was extremely penetrating, in this boundless darkness, like a bell, buzzing in the ears of the lone star, only to hear the sound still coming one after another.

"You are still young, and you died so willingly?"

Lone Star only felt a voice keep asking himself, and subconsciously replied: "I shouldn't be alive in the first place, I will only cause trouble to others if I live." ”

"Trouble?"

The voice suddenly snorted coldly: "A mere trouble can offset the debt you owe?"

"How many people's lives did you buy for your life, have you forgotten?"

Although the voice was cold and lacked any emotion, it made Lone Star feel a sense of righteousness in the darkness, making him unconsciously want to talk.

"I'm a disaster, I killed them, and I killed my grandfather, there is no reason to live at all, I live, I will only kill more people. ”

His words were full of bitterness, and even in this state, he could not forget the pain.

"So you chose to give up, give up this world, didn't you?"

"I'm a damned person, so I have to give up. ”

"Isn't there a trace of beauty in this world that is worth your nostalgia?"

"Hmm. ”

Lone Star Muna's answer, he now seems to have only the instinct to answer questions.

"So, that includes her, right?"

"She, who is she......" Lone Star hesitated.

"Have you forgotten who she is? You swore to protect her. ”

"I ...... I...... I don't know. ”

"She's your closest person in the world, don't you remember?"

The voice seemed to want to reveal something, to lure Lone Star into his memories little by little.

"Loved ones, loved ones, my loved ones?" Lone Star seemed to have an impression, and he began to try to remember.

"Well, your relatives are now suffering from your lack of struggle and self-abandonment. ”

"She, is she, is she?" Lone Star vaguely saw a familiar shadow.

"Who is she?" the voice asked again.

"Who is she?" Lone Star felt that an extremely familiar figure seemed to be standing in front of him, but he couldn't remember it for the time being.

"She's the one I'm waiting for. ”

Gradually, Lone Star saw that a figure seemed to be becoming clearer and clearer in front of his eyes.

"Who are you waiting for?"

"I'm waiting...... Wait...... Small...... Month, small moon...... Sister!" Lone Star finally remembered that person was Sister Xiaoyue who he had been waiting for.

"It's Sister Xiaoyue, what's wrong with her?" Lone Star suddenly remembered and hurriedly asked.

The voice finally had a little sorrow: "She? She is now guilty of your suicide, self-blame, and sad, and may live in guilt for the rest of her life, unable to extricate herself." ”

"Ahh

Lone Star screamed, and suddenly saw that there seemed to be a teenager lying on the ground outside, who seemed to be himself, and a girl next to him, who was Sister Xiaoyue, was now sitting on the ground, in pain.

"Sister Xiaoyue!"

Lone Star suddenly panicked, he kept shouting Satsuki's name, he wanted to tell him that he was fine, but it was useless, no matter how loud he shouted, Satsuki didn't seem to hear it.

"I can't die, I want to live. ”

He shouted hoarsely in the direction of the voice, "I'm going to come back to life, tell me, what am I going to do?"

"Why? Haven't you given up yet?"

"It used to be, but now it's different, I can't die, absolutely not. ”

Lone Star finally understands that he is not living for one person, and that there are people waiting for him.

"For her, how important is she to you?" the voice seemed to fluctuate a little, and it was no longer so cold.

"Important, very important!" Lone Star shouted hard at the voice.

"How important?"

"She, she's my God. Lone Star said a little distractedly, and his fluttering words were particularly powerful at this moment.

The voice seemed to be shaken as well, and after a long time, a leisurely sigh came: "Since this is the case, then protect her." Remember what you said today, no matter what happens again, don't die easily, to live, there are many difficulties, don't give up on yourself. ”

"I remember, thank you for the teachings of my predecessors, but how do I get out?" said Lone Star, who thanked him and found that he still couldn't leave.

"Everything is just your illusion, so use your mind to crush it. ”

The voice was getting farther and farther away, and it seemed to be moving away.

"Thoughts, how to do it, seniors, seniors?" Lone Star wanted to ask again, but the voice never reappeared.

"Isn't it just an illusion, and I'm not in a dream, damn it, how am I going to wake up?"

Thinking that Satsuki was still sad for herself, Lone Star was so anxious that her scalp was about to break.

"Shatter it?with your mind??" Lone Star repeated what the voice had said earlier, and suddenly something came to mind.

"Well, well, in that case......"

"I'm going to wake up, I'm going to wake up!"

In an instant, a huge mirror composed of countless images appeared in front of Lone Star's eyes.

"It's now, break it for me!"

With a lone star's shout, everything in front of him suddenly cracked as if glass had been shattered. Lone Star subconsciously opened his eyes and found that Satsuki was looking at him with a shocked expression.

Before the word "Xiaoyue ......" was spoken, Lone Star was hugged tightly by Xiaoyue.

"It's strange, Sister Xiaoyue is obviously a spirit body, but why does it feel so real?" Lone Star thought in surprise, he seemed to feel Xiao Yue's hug very tightly, and he seemed to feel a trace of warmth.

And Xiao Yue didn't let go at all, just now, she almost buried Lone Star with her own hands, this sense of happiness for the rest of her life after the catastrophe overwhelmed her, she couldn't help but hold on to Lone Star's shoulder and sobbed softly, Lone Star seemed to feel that Xiao Yue's body was shaking constantly, at that moment, he almost thought that Xiao Yue was real, no longer illusory.

After a long time, Xiao Yue stopped crying, and looked at Lone Star with swollen red eyes without blinking, Lone Star was uncomfortable by him, and was about to speak, when suddenly "Oops!" Lone Star only felt a dark sky on his forehead.

"Why are you hitting me?"

"Hit you?"

Xiao Yue was stunned, and her willow eyebrows were upside down and said: "If my aunt touches you, see how I clean you up, don't you want to die?

Xiao Yue was really angry, and suddenly he didn't care about the image, wow wow screaming, the sword rushed up to fight randomly, Lone Star only felt that the sky was full of sword shadows, and suddenly the figure moved, and he wanted to avoid it, but how could he get past Xiao Yue, I saw Xiao Yue sneer, ghostly and one step in front of Lone Star, with a muffled sound, Lone Star actually bumped into it by himself, and suddenly hit a lot of meat and eight Su.

"Hmph, I'm afraid you've forgotten who taught this thing, right?

Xiao Yue was beating in her hands, and she was still scolding and scolding endlessly: "Stinky boy, I let you hide, I let you seek death, don't you want to die? What else are you hiding?"

The first time Lone Star saw such a crazy little Yue sister, she couldn't react for a while, so she forgot to hide and stood there stupidly and was beaten.

When Xiaoyue was tired and had no strength, she was a little distressed again, and said angrily: "Why don't you hide?"

"Don't hide, hide from your anger. Lone Star said stupidly.

Xiao Yue trembled when she heard this, and tried to stretch out her hands to touch the young man's head: "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt. Lone Star said with a smirk.

"Nonsense, it's all swollen like this, and it doesn't hurt. Xiao Yue's nose was sore, and seeing that tears were about to fall, she hurriedly turned her back.

"Do you know how sad I would be if you died like this?" Xiao Yue turned around and sighed softly, which suddenly made Lone Star a little flustered.

"I ......"

"You're just a fool, bastard, if you're dead, you're dead, girl, I'm not rare!" Xiao Yue said indignantly, but with a cry in her voice.

"Sister Xiaoyue, I was wrong. ”

Lone Star lowered his head with a sincere face.

"You are the sword master, I am the sword slave, you have no reason to apologize to me. Xiao Yue sobbed a few times, and her tone was indescribably cold.

"I ......"

Lone Star opened his mouth, he really didn't know what to say, and suddenly heard Xiao Yue say, "Do you know why I only teach you the mental method, but not the moves?"

Lone Star shook his head and said, "I don't know. ”

Xiao Yue controlled her emotions a little and said, "That's because although there are thousands of moves in this world, there is only one eternal truth. That's what keeps changing. ”

"The reason why I don't pass on your moves is to let you understand that when you practice martial arts, the emphasis is on meaning, not on the change of form. ”

"Mean?" asked Lone Star.

"I mean not the other, I mean the idea, the process, your understanding of this footwork. ”

"If you don't know anything about this footwork, what's the use of teaching you more moves, after all, it's just on paper, and it's hard to know the depths. ”

"Moves are created by people, ask yourself, why can others create them, but I can't do it, why can I only follow the path that others have walked all my life, even if I can go to the end, but is that my way? No, it is someone else's, so I don't pass on your moves, I just want you to understand yourself, so that you will not be stuck in other people's moves, out of the vanity out of your own way. ”

Satsuki's words poured into Lone Star's heart like nectar, and he sucked greedily like a seed.

"Sister Xiaoyue, I know what to do. You can rest assured!"

Lone Star clenched his fists and said firmly: "One day, I will also go out of my own way, and I will never lose to anyone." ”

"If you understand,"

Xiao Yue suddenly smiled with relief: "I said so much, just to plant a belief in your heart, with it, I believe that no matter what difficulties you encounter in the future, you can go all the way through fearlessly, but before that, I advise you to go down the path of your predecessors steadfastly, this is the premise." ”

"I will. Lone Star nodded.

"Finally, you remember, the move is dead, the person is alive, there is no move that is the most powerful, only the most suitable move, you are a smart person, then don't disappoint me again. ”