Chapter 8: The Sorrow of the Rainy Season

Fei is back to his previous life, surfing the Internet, skipping classes, and indulging himself as he pleases, completely an unambitious teenager who is not a weapon. It's just that no one knows that he also has a sensual side: every time in the dead of night, he will be in a daze at the pictures of girls, crying and crying.

Everything that flies, Qianquan sees it in her eyes, and now that the girl is gone, she can like to fly again. Qian wrote a gentle letter of encouragement to Fei and quietly put it in Fei's schoolbag, encouraging him to regain his strength, hoping to see him as bright as possible in the past. However, as before, Qian did not receive a reply from Fei. Qian is full of fantasies about hazy love, she longs to get a response from flying, but she suffers from blows again and again, the love on campus is young, simple, beautiful and sacred, without the drive of distractions, just like the peach blossom water in March, elegant and fragrant. Experiencing confusion, hesitation and helplessness, and exuding a fragrance that makes people can't help it. After many fruitless efforts, Qian did something even more sensational. She secretly went to the director of the school and asked to repeat the grade, and the class that repeated the grade was the class that flew. Her reason was that she was under pressure to study, couldn't keep up, and wanted to do it again. The director who was grading the homework raised his head, helped the black-framed eyes that had slid down to the tip of his nose, and looked seriously at the shy little girl in front of him. He has been teaching for many years, and for the first time, a student took the initiative to ask him to repeat a grade, and the director who has always been old-fashioned and rigorous was moved by Qian's enthusiasm for learning, and his dull face showed a rare softness.

In school, there are two types of students who will be remembered by the teacher, one is the top student who is particularly good at learning, and the other is the poor student who is naughty and does not study. Qian is a first-class student, and the director has some impressions of her, so he tries his best to persuade her not to repeat a grade and let her think about it again. Qian stayed in the director's office and refused to leave, insisting on asking for a repeater. The director, who didn't know the truth, could only ask Qian to invite his parents to come to the school to discuss and communicate about the matter.

Qian's father came to school, he didn't know what to say, he didn't understand anything about the child's learning, the director couldn't discuss a result with him, and he turned around and persuaded Qian to think more, Qian decisively refused. After many persuasions, Qian insisted on her own ideas, and finally the director approved her request. All this is done without anyone's knowledge.

That day, Qian walked into Fei's classroom with her head down and her schoolbag, and all the students in the class were dumbfounded, not knowing why this famous academic leader in the school would repeat a grade, but soon everyone understood, and walked to the seat and sat down silently in everyone's strange eyes. Fei was also stunned when he saw Qian, his heart trembled slightly, he knew in his heart who this girl was coming for, at that moment he suddenly admired this girl's courage, he looked at the girl in front of him who was desperately pursuing him with suspicion and incomprehension, medium to thin figure, student head, not delicate facial features, simple and cold clothes, an ordinary girl who was no longer ordinary, he couldn't find a place that could make him remember her. At that moment, Fei seemed a little guilty. And his guilt, shock, and contemplation only stayed in his heart for a quarter of an hour.

Qian's approach is almost crazy, no girl that young dares to do that for the boy she admires, maybe other things are okay, but there has never been a precedent for repeating a grade. Qian's purpose can't be hidden from anyone, but Fei and she know it. Coming to the closest place to Fei as she wished, she felt that she really felt Fei's breath and felt the feeling of being in love. When she arrived at the new class collective, she endured incomprehension and strange eyes, and Qian was still as silent as before, but her words were hidden between her eyebrows, and she wanted to say but couldn't tell. Fei's attitude towards her is not as arrogant and indifferent as before, but he still pretends not to know each other and has nothing to do with her. No matter what attitude Fei has towards Qian, Qian's heart is still the same. Time passes slowly without saying a word, if you can watch Fei quietly like this, Qian is willing to be the one who waits for him silently, that is also a bitter happiness.

Fei didn't change because Qian came to the class. He still goes his own way, arriving late for school and leaving early, sleeping and chatting in class, and playing games in Internet cafes after school. That's all he has to live. He's still the handsome, bad, bad, recruit girls like boys. The warbler Yanyan around him, the little ruffian who doesn't learn and doesn't know how to learn, has already led his heart astray. He had no intention of studying, but after the girl left, he lived even more chaotic. Staying at the Internet café at night to play games, and a group of little ruffians led a few little sisters through the streets, he did all the things that a student couldn't do when he was a student. Really responded to that sentence: When you are young and frivolous, people are not frivolous and vain.

Fei's school career has been stumbling through countless confusions, madness, naivety, and chaos. The teacher no longer criticizes his education and allows it to develop naturally. Later, because of a malicious fight in an Internet café, Fei's parents were invited to school, and the school leaders had a deep and sharp conversation with their parents, and when they came out of the leader's office, the two of them had a look of anger on their faces. Fei's parents are all high-minded people, never look at people's faces and act, and now they are reprimanded without complete skin, the psychological taste is self-evident, and the ugly face can be imagined, and I don't know if they are angry because they are reprimanded, or because their son is not angry. Fei's father had a long talk with Fei, as a person who came over, he still hoped that his son could study for a few more years, he had money, and he was not afraid of spending money. But Fei really has no intention of going to school, he can't learn it, and he doesn't find it interesting. The end result is that Fei is taken out of school by his parents, and since then he has completely separated himself from the school.

Flew away, leaving Qian alone, she returned to the silent world she used to be, school, studying. However, her state of mind is no longer as simple as before. She came, Fei left, and Fei took her heart away. Her crush came of nowhere. Qian thinks too much, from time to time, she thinks of Fei, thinks of his handsome and wicked smile, thinks of his cold eyes on herself, thinks about where he is at the moment, what he is doing, thinks about what she should do, what she will be like in the future, she thinks too much, and completely loses the diligent and motivated energy she used to have.