Chapter 21: The Bowl of Rice Noodles

Back in the city, Qian started busy work again, but occasionally remembered the innocence of the past and the budding of adolescence. It was a rainy night, when I got off work, it was still drizzling, Qian didn't have an umbrella, in the drizzle slowly, the slightest cool drop on the head, sprinkled to the heart, there was an inexplicable feeling of loss in my heart. When she looked up at the sky, she noticed that the rain had stopped at some point. At this time, Qian felt hungry, and she went to the street to eat. Qian asked for a rice noodle as usual, and soon the rice noodle was delivered to the front, Qian picked up the bowl, the amount of rice noodle tonight was more than usual, maybe the boss was in a good mood. The steaming rice noodles dispelled the chill of the late night in early autumn, and Qian ate it very deliciously.

After eating rice noodles, Qian returned to the room, and the cold and deserted room instantly diluted the excitement and enthusiasm for eating rice noodles just now, making her return to the cold reality. Lying on the bed, Qian recalled the scene of walking on the street with Fei that night, so warm and real. In fact, she really wanted to hold Fei's arm and lean on his strong shoulder. When she was in school, she fantasized about this scene countless times, but never realized it once, Fei never looked at herself with her eyes, and she humiliated herself again and again, her heart was hurt all over her body, and she didn't dare to fantasize anymore from then on. That day, Fei actually took the initiative to send himself back, which was incredible. Will she be the Cinderella, and even she imagined that they would be together, happily together, but she thought of the gap between them, and she was tormented by her own contradictory assumptions, beauty, misfortune, hope, disappointment......

Qian didn't have insomnia tonight, and fell asleep thinking about it. The next night, Qian went to work as usual, there were no waves all night, she hoped that Fei would suddenly appear in front of her like that day, Fei never appeared again, Qian was a little disappointed, and felt that there was no need to be disappointed, Fei didn't promise anything, maybe it was just a coincidence that day, but she cared too much. Go to work, get off work, and go back to your accommodation alone. Qian has been accompanied by loneliness for the past few years, and she has become accustomed to loneliness. The autumn rain will be endless, and when I get off work at night, the sky is sparsely fluttering with rain, although it is not big, but it has always insisted on falling from the sky to the earth. Qian looked at the umbrella in the bag, it was never opened, walking on the street, her loose hair was covered with a layer of moisture, and a few strands of hair on her forehead were bent to look even more agile. Qian passed by the rice noodle stall, the boss looked at her with a smile on his face, ready to present a bowl of rice noodles at any time, but Qian walked straight forward, the boss's smile turned into disappointment, and looked at the next person who might become a customer. Qian had no appetite tonight, so she walked straight to her residence. In the distance, she saw a familiar figure standing in front of the rented house, her mood instantly became excited, and she accelerated the pace of progress, she was very sure that it was flying.

Finally walked to Fei, Qian couldn't hide the joy in her heart, and asked casually, "Why are you here?" "Come and see you." Fei said with a smile. The two seem to have a tacit understanding, and they can confess each other's hearts without too many words.

"Go get some food, you're hungry." Fei turned around and walked forward, Qian didn't say yes, didn't refuse, and walked behind obediently. Fei came directly to the rice noodle stall: "Boss, come to a bowl of rice noodles, put more spicy and less coriander." The boss responded happily, looking at Fei blankly, and before he could recover from his surprise, the boss's rice noodles had already been delivered: "Woman, your rice noodles." The boss looked at Qian with a smile and spoke to her. There was a lot of kindness in this smile. Qian took the bowl a little flattered for the first time, and her mind was full of wonders, why Fei was so clear about her preferences, could it be that he didn't go far last night, just watching herself eat in a corner. "Eat it, it'll be cold in a while." Fei said with concern, not intending to explain.

"Aren't you going to eat?"

"I've eaten, I'm not hungry."

Qian ate the rice noodles carefully, and Fei looked at herself, she felt very uncomfortable, lest something go wrong. Finally finished eating the rice noodles, flew up and sent Qian back, and the two of them were still one after the other. When I arrived at Qiandi's residence, Fei still said indifferently: "It's here, I'm leaving." "Well, slow down on the road." Qian said with some concern. Break up, say goodbye. Everything is logical.

Watching the flight away, Qian looked up at the drizzle flying under the street lamp, and felt so cute. Back in the room, lying on the bed, Qian was thinking about it again, she was so happy tonight, Fei actually knew what she liked to eat, and she was waiting for herself in the rain, although she didn't know how Fei knew, and she didn't dare to ask Fei how long she had been waiting for her in the rain, Qian felt that none of this mattered. The current Fei is completely different from the previous Fei to herself, everything she did before, her mind Fei knows, but he has never taken care of himself. Now that she's so good to her, does Fei like her current self? It should be, otherwise Fei wouldn't have looked for her, sent her home, and had dinner with her. Although Qian doesn't know what Fei is now, what he is doing, it doesn't matter to Qian, what she likes is Fei, she liked it a few years ago, and she still likes it. Now Qian feels that she is happy, and it feels so wonderful to be with the person she likes, although this happiness Qian is always cautious, very distant, and very passive, but Qian still can't help but be happy. Fei has always been the embodiment of the perfect love in his heart, gestures, talking and laughing, every detail is so perfect, I like it too much, it's just that I don't know how long this happiness can last.

Thinking about it, Qian entered a sweet dream. When I woke up, it was already noon, Qian got up and painted a beautiful makeup, went out to have a meal, and went shopping on the street by the way, and the hazy life of several years seemed to finally see the sun. Qian's mood is exceptionally good, and she is also in a lot of spirit, this kind of spiritual temperament is not just makeup, but the expression of true feelings from the inside out, which is from the heart. In the evening, Qian went to work as usual, and a waiter who had a good relationship with her joked that Qian had been spending a lot of money recently, and she was a different person. Qian just smiled.