The hated job is not so disgusting, Qian actually thinks that this job is not bad, tonight she treats every guest with a smile on her face, and the smile is from the heart.

After finishing the evening's work, Qian hurriedly packed up her things and walked out of the bar, she was eager to see Fei, and she didn't know where Fei would wait for her at night.

Qian didn't find Fei outside the bar, maybe Fei was waiting for her at the residence, thinking of this, Qian walked back quickly.

Today's road is particularly long, the rain has stopped in the middle of the night last night, but the autumn in the middle of the night is still a little cold, and the scattered pedestrians are wrapped in their coats in a hurry.

But Qian didn't feel cold at all, there was hope and motivation, and walked into the familiar street, the aroma of food wafting in the warm light, passing in front of the vendors, Qian's heart became more and more anxious.

She was afraid that she would be anxious if she waited too long, and she looked at her residence from a distance, there was no familiar figure, and there was really no one when she approached, only the street lamp stood alone in the middle of the night.

Qian leaned on the street lamp, silently waiting, after a long time there was still no one, the streets of the urban village had completely quieted, the vendors had been collected, there were no pedestrians on the road, they all went home to rest, the streets also fell asleep, and the whole city fell asleep.

Qian dragged her tired steps into the room, she was very tired tonight, not because of hard work, but because she was tired.

She was so disappointed that she didn't know why Fei didn't come, but Fei didn't tell her she would. The more Qian thought about it, the more sad she became, and her tears fell on the pillow one by one, and she had insomnia again tonight.

The next day, Qian lay in bed groggily for a day, and did not get up from the bed until it was time to go to work, weak, her eyes were red and swollen, and she could not completely hide her haggard face with a heavy makeup.

When she arrived at the bar, Qian was not in a state, dizzy, she had been thinking about why Fei didn't come since last night, and then she figured out that maybe he was just joking with her, and she was thinking too much.

At night, Qian drank very fiercely, no matter which guest she refused, she wanted to numb her nerves with alcohol.

For a long time, Qian has no friends, and never confides her heart with her family, no matter how big or small, whether good or bad, in fact, she has not experienced happy things in the past few years, no matter how much pain she bears silently alone.

Qian drank a mess and vomited, she drank heartily for the first time, unconscious.

In the end, she was escorted back to her accommodation by a guest, a good person with no bad intentions.

Under the paralysis of alcohol, Qian fell asleep deeply. When I woke up, it was noon the next day. After a simple tidy-up, Qian went out for a meal, and without flying, life had to go on.

Real life is often full of unknowns and uncertainties, happiness comes too quickly, and goes too quickly, and happiness has melted before it can be savored.

After eating, Qian walked aimlessly down the street, she had nowhere to go, she just didn't want to go back to her lonely room.

When passing in front of a clothing store, Qian's unintentional glance made her stunned, aren't the people inside flying!

The world is so small and so amazing that you can meet it on the street. There is also a young girl next to Fei, they are supposed to be together, and Fei is giving the girl advice on which dress is suitable.

Qian suddenly felt that she was so stupid, but the person she was thinking about was accompanying other girls to buy clothes, what are you, Qian suddenly collapsed on the ground, and suddenly felt that the world was spinning, and the cars and pedestrians around her flashed next to her like a camera on TV, and the whole world was silent.

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"Baby, what's wrong with you?" A kind old man bent down and asked Qian with concern. Qian finally came to her senses: "It's okay, it's okay." Qian slowly stood up from the ground.

At this time, Fei and the girl walked out of the store with a smile, he also saw Qian, so he glanced at it, didn't say anything, and led the girl away, as if he didn't know Qian.

In the end, I paid for it by mistake. Qian finally recognized the reality, and she walked back sadly. Life was back to what it used to be, bleak and lifeless, and Qian hadn't seen Fei since that day.

The person had completely disappeared from her life, as if it had never appeared. Qian knew that everything was her own wishful thinking, and she was completely dead.

Qian comforted herself, wait slowly, maybe one day there will be another fly, her heart still yearns for love, there will always be, there will be such a person who is her true destiny, but I don't know when her love will come.

Perhaps for a girl in the flower season, the biggest hope in her life right now is love, and she doesn't know what else can change her lifeless and soulless.