140. Love should be before dusk
"Do you know what you're talking about, Elizabeth?"
Fisher walked quickly to Elizabeth's side, put his hand on her shoulder, turned her face in the direction of the ocean to himself, and then looked her in the eyes with extreme sternness.
And Elizabeth was dragged by Fisher without resistance, and even the wine bottle in her hand fell into the ocean.
"Are you sure you weren't affected by Pandora's prosthetic eye? Are you sure you're not subtly influenced by her powers? Five years ago, Blake and Anna, they thought it was their own idea until they died, and now you think the same way, don't you? ”
Facing Fisher, who was holding his shoulder in front of him and questioning, Elizabeth just smiled at him, and let him try to convince himself with words,
"The pair of prosthetic eyes that are now embedded in your sockets, she comes from one of the most powerful forces in the world. Once an angel under a demigod somehow died and formed it, it is likely to have been tainted by chaos. She is your eyes that allow you to see what you want to see, and instills in you those thoughts that you want you to think. It's not a terrible idea, it's terrible that you believe in it and think you can control her as a mortal."
"Pandora, Shaliye? Is that right? The archangel's name? But you're wrong, the prosthetic eye is not her, but a whole new consciousness. She's been in my head for so many years, do you think she's going to tamper with my desires the way I use words and hints to trick Blake? Or is it like a minister whispering in my head and subtly changing my thoughts? No, you're wrong, Fisher, she's been just a bystander. ”
"That's just what you think, Elizabeth, it's entirely possible"
"Maybe she's working and I don't know it?"
Elizabeth, who was pressed on the shoulder, smiled and said what Fisher was about to say, and by the way, she reached out and touched Fisher's cheek, and then said to him,
"Hehe, Fisher, trust me, I, a mortal, know more than you think, let's not talk about that, okay, I'll have to ask the people below to rearrange the honeymoon ruined by these guys."
"Elizabeth, now is not the time for your honeymoon, look over there for yourself"
Fisher stretched out his finger and pointed to the distant sea, where the shattered scarlet of the dome was still conspicuous at dusk.
"Okay, even if we first bypass whether you have been affected by the prosthetic eye, you can look over there, the signs of an outsider invasion in the prophecy of the destruction of the world are already so obvious. Now it's time to burn my eyebrows, and the whole world is scorched on the fire, especially you, the chaotic outer god power called 'Dead Trinity' that is growing in your eyes, how can you reassure me? ”
Elizabeth sighed, rubbed her eyebrows, and then had to ask Fisher very patiently,
"Yes, but Fisher, shouldn't you, as a scholar, be better at grasping the crux of the matter after all this time? Have you ever thought about the possibility that the so-called destruction is only aimed at the original gods of this world? This 'prophecy of the end of the world' is nothing more than a death announcement against these gods, but they desperately need support that binds the whole world to their chariot of life and death."
"What did you say?"
Fisher was slightly stunned, at this moment he really didn't expect Elizabeth to refute himself from this angle, but then, Elizabeth sneered again, looked at the scarlet color in the distance and then said,
"Fisher, you mentioned the 'Dead Trinity', which means that you already know something about the power that these gods accuse of as 'chaos'? Then you should at least understand the meaning of the dead Trinity, right? The so-called Trinity of Death represents the trinity of death, the death of animals, the death of wisdom, and the death of gods. This is not just a similar concept of three parallel bodies, but it also contains a completely different difference from each other. This means that the gods who have this authority are also Triune, and that there are three gods in the true body of the Unclean End, who share the same authority from the gods. ”
At this moment, Fisher was completely calmed by the secret that came out of Elizabeth's mouth, and the words that he had to refute stayed in his throat for a while,
"You should know that under the blockade of the gods, the forces of chaos need to grow if they grow. When did Pandora's prosthetic eye become implicated in the chaos of death outside the square? She had awakened from the Ideal Realm where the power of death had erupted, and the only power she had ever touched was the power of the Goddess of Death, but now, the power of uncleanness still thrives under my control, why?
"Because, the goddess of death, the Raven, is the one at the end of the unclean, she is the [Death of Wisdom] of the three deaths, and the so-called chaos outside the ultimate at this moment is the [Death of the Gods], one of the three sisters who were originally born together. The crow's death authority is the death chaos power outside the party, so the prosthetic eye that is contaminated with the crow's breath can communicate with the gods outside the ultimate.
"And do you think that the unconscious of the crow in the world is of His own free will? No, he was deceived and imprisoned by the gods, reduced to their unconscious tools to maintain order in the world, and now his sisters, who are locked out of the ultimate and regarded as invaders, have come to free the crows and settle the sins of the gods. ”
After saying all this, Elizabeth pointed to her prosthetic eye, looked at Fisher, and then asked,
"I don't know what the rest of the confusion is, but have you ever wondered what this prophecy of destruction came about? Could it be that our world was born with original sin and is therefore going to be destroyed for no reason? No, it's because the gods who created this world have sinned, and we're just sitting together. Why do we have to bear the sins they committed, because we are their creatures? ”
Fisher looked at Elizabeth, who had said so much information in front of him, and only now did he realize that the woman in front of him, who had been sleeping with him for days, knew no less than he did.
But he was not distracted by Elizabeth's words, no matter how the situation changes now, some things will not change,
"Elizabeth, the chaotic invasion is not only against the gods themselves, but also at everything they have constructed. I don't care what they do, but all the rules we have are constructed by them, and once they die, the rules will also be broken, and the cracks in the sky are not proof? ”
"What's wrong with breaking the existing rules?"
However, Elizabeth just looked at Fisher, and suddenly calmly opened her mouth to ask such a rhetorical question, which suddenly made Fisher feel incredulous,
"Do you know what it means to break the rules? You haven't seen death erupt into chaos and corrupt the rules, I've seen it. You don't know how many people will die if the rules are broken, how many creatures in this world will die, I know."
Ten thousand years ago, when the power of death broke out, he had seen the power of death devour all living beings around him without any rank, but he was just mistaken for Elizabeth who did not know such a terrible scene, so he wanted to describe it as much as possible for her.
But today, Elizabeth's reply always surprises him.
She just looked at Fisher in front of her expressionlessly, and said in a light voice,
"yes, but what does it matter? I just want the Nari people to be intact, and I want you to be intact. What do you think I'm doing to start wars and deaths all over the world for so long? Blowing up fireworks to see those corpses? No, I'm just preparing for the new order that is coming. With the Trinity of Death, I will have the ability to create the rules I want when the gods are shattered and a new order is ushered in in the new world."
As Elizabeth once again choked the words that Fisher was about to utter in her throat, word for word, the little fantasy in his mind, or rather a fluke, was really shattered at this moment.
All this time, perhaps Fisher has been making up for Elizabeth in his heart with all kinds of excuses.
She was only hurt by what she had done before, and it was her own fault that brought her to where she is today; She was only bewitched by the prosthetic eye on her body, which led her to commit those wrongs with excusable circumstances; She was just dazzled by the confusion attached to her prosthetic eye, and she didn't understand the specific meaning.
Therefore, although Fisher is trying to convince Elizabeth with various reasons and opinions, in fact, he is only convincing himself, and when Elizabeth says this again, he really has no way to retreat, and can no longer use other reasons to embellish what she has done.
It was only now that he understood what Fate Qing meant by those words he said.
He looked at Elizabeth, who was expressionless in front of him, as if he had known her for the first time, as if he felt that she was unfamiliar like never before, he couldn't help but take a step back, as if he couldn't stand the terrifying shadow smell emanating from her body at this moment, he couldn't help but murmur to her,
"What the hell has happened to you during the four and a half years I've been away, Elizabeth? When did you become so cruel? ”
Elizabeth, who was very patient no matter what Fisher said before, seemed to be unable to bear it anymore when she heard Fisher say this, and the muscles on her face even had some unnatural twitches, but in the end they only turned into sneers,
When did I become so cruel? What do you mean? You're trying to say I'm not the same Elizabeth you used to know, right? ”
"You know what I'm talking about, how could you have said such horrible things with such light in the past? Elizabeth, do you know how many words you have in and out of your words, how many lives you have, and yet you can say these words without any burden."
But Elizabeth collapsed directly, her expression instantly changed from sneering to angry, and her eyes instantly extended dense golden yellow lines, occupying half of her forehead and temples, just like an angry lion, coupled with the blue tendons on her forehead, you can instantly understand how irritable she is at the moment.
She couldn't control her hand anymore and pointed at Fisher in front of her, and the anger contained in that voice was like thunder,
"You're enough! Fisher! You think I don't know what you're thinking?! You think you can criticize me if you stand on the moral high ground? I am the Empress of Nari and I am only responsible for them! Do you think you're a cosmopolitan with the world in mind? In fact, you are just thinking about the other women who are in a relationship with you!! Are you wondering what will happen to their hometown and homeland if this world is finished, right?!
"Do you think that if I can't think about the women you have a relationship with, I'm a heinous villain, and if I can't stand with those women, I must be defeated and criticized? So you're only now using these words to deny me? I'm telling you, in the four and a half years you've been away, I haven't killed them all, it's all because of your letter! I had a thousand ways to get rid of them, but in the end I gave up, what do you think is the reason?
"You think I've changed, and you don't seem to realize it until now? You look at the look in your eyes, it's all saying, 'Give me back that Elizabeth from more than ten years ago, and now you're not her', how unbelievable, how surprised, how sad about me?! Do you see my sadness, my amazement, my disbelief?
"Fisher Benavides, I have fulfilled all the things and promises I have made to you. The almighty request I promised you at the Griffin Race, even when it was so critical, even if I didn't want to let you go, I fulfilled my promise and agreed to your request; I waited for you for four and a half years when you came back from the book, and during this time, did I do anything excessive? Don't think I don't know the women you know
"The dragon queen of the Dragon Court, the damned whale race, the phoenix in the north, the Renee who doesn't know where she died, and the Aragina who I'm afraid you've forgotten for a long time, you can endure it for four years, I don't want anything, I just want you to come back alive, come back alive to see me. Even if Aragina kidnapped my sister away, I rebuked the Black Chief who attacked her ship on his own, even the Dragon Court in the Southern Continent, and I didn't give the order to clear it for four years when Barbatos was able to defeat the Dragon Court in one fell swoop."
Elizabeth's eyes were red, and even the prosthetic eye in her eyes seemed to be unable to withstand her extreme emotions at the moment and made a "click" sound when the glass was broken, but Elizabeth still looked straight at Fisher, torturing what he did in a hysterical tone,
"But what about you?! Fisher Benavides, you are now wondering where I went to Elizabeth so many years ago, do you remember that you promised me so many years ago that you would marry me, grow old with me, and only have each other in this life?! Okay, you have forgotten, nullified, and failed to fulfill this agreement, so what about the time you said you wanted to come to see me when you were repairing the book four years ago?
"Four and a half years!! Leave without saying a word, I will worry about your safety day and night, and it is good for you to see me again when you come back, whether the person you want to see has put me in front of you, as you said in your letter. As a result, I went to the Southern Continent for a few months to stay in the South Continent, and I was very happy with the Dragon Queen, right? If I hadn't found you, would you have to hide forever, or would you have waited until everyone else had seen it, and then you would have raised your hand and remembered that there was another Elizabeth?
"I still forgive you, even if you have disappointed me so many times, even if you have broken our oath so many times, I still haven't said anything, and even if you suspect that I have been manipulated by the prosthetic eye and become a fan of chaos, I am willing to explain it to you, but!! You've just promised me to spend this honeymoon with me. You can't even fulfill this simple, small agreement!! ”
Elizabeth broke down and grabbed Fisher by the collar, and she looked fiercely at Fisher in front of her, making him see how the prosthetic eye, which he slandered as the "culprit", struggled and endured in her emotions,
"Why don't you ask yourself at this time?! So where did that gentlemanly Fisher Benavides who kept his promise go all those years ago?! If all these words and things are wishful thinking on my part, then what are these vows that we agreed to together but were unilaterally broken by you? They are garbage! It's a scrap! It's the paper you use to wipe your body after you have sex with one woman after another!! I'm the only slut who still thinks of them as treasures and holds them in his arms!
"Yes, I'm just an idiot, even though I have long seen that you have changed, but I still believe in you, and you look at me with such unbelievable eyes to this day, thinking that I have changed?!"
It wasn't until Elizabeth had said these words that he remembered them, and it was only then that he felt that the familiar sensations had somehow become so distant.
Fisher suddenly remembered that the gold in Elizabeth's eyes was the color of the sun in Fisher's impression, and it was also the place where he most often looked at it when he was young.
He could often see his own shadow in those bright eyes, and see the full love for him in the crooked eyes of her.
It's a pity that at this moment, many years have passed, the sky above the ocean has been burned by the scarlet sunset, obscuring the golden yellow of the noon sun that belongs to the color of her eyes, leaving only a desolate void
"Wow~Wow~Wow~"
The waves and her roar took over everything on the shore, and at last there was a withered echo like tinnitus, like a fading wave, which carried their past of those who had been entangled with each other for more than ten years into the ocean.
So, love before dusk.
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