Don't say anything I've changed, you just think the prosthetic eye in my eye is a scourge! is a demagogue, a vehicle of chaos! But have you ever wondered what happens once I lose my eye? I will become a cripple who cannot see anything, the dying man who was alone in the tent of the battlefield, trembling in pain and betrayal!

"If it weren't for the prosthetic eye, I would have died on the border of Nari in no apparent terms, and I would have been cut off from breath while crying helplessly over and over again and silently reciting your name; If I didn't have a prosthetic eye, now I'm just a worm begging for a little love, pitifully making other women raise their noble hands! Then you will be satisfied, and then you will be happy, right? Because then I won't cause you any trouble, and what can I do if you break one or two of your countless promises, can I?

Fisher's pupils shrank, and his expression disintegrated in Elizabeth's questioning, all of which were crushed by the sea breeze at this moment, turning into a subtle tremor that even the mythical rank and the chaos of life could not control.

Elizabeth tugged at his collar forcefully, while Fisher's palm at her side didn't react at all, only shook slightly, as if it couldn't receive a message from her brain.

At this time, Emhart, who had been in Fisher's arms, opened his mouth, his eyes were fixed on the shattered Elizabeth in front of him, and he sighed and wanted to make some excuses for Fisher at this moment, after all, he was by his side all the way.

Although it is true that Fisher is not engaged in human affairs, and he is always insatiable in possession of other hearts, it is also true that he does not leave it alone, as Elizabeth says, and is ruthless after one night.

At that time, four and a half years had passed since Fisher returned from the past to the present, and then as soon as he returned to the Southern Continent, he saw that Rafael's dragon court had been invaded by demons and was in danger of life and death. Even though he had already decided to see Elizabeth when he returned, he still had to choose to stay in the event of a life-and-death crisis for Rafael.

When he returned to Nari, he really didn't want to avoid fulfilling the promise he had made four and a half years ago, he just didn't want the affair between them to ruin the funeral of his dead teacher, but he didn't expect to see Valentina there, he didn't mean to.

Emhart squeezed himself out, determined to put his own safety at risk for the time being, and poked his head out to tell Elizabeth in front of him that Fisher had not forgotten the promise between them, and that he had indeed left Valentina's hand for you when he let go.

But in the next second, Fisher's slightly trembling hand was raised, and instead of pushing away Elizabeth's hand, which was tugging at his collar, he pressed the impatient Emhart back into his arms and stopped him from speaking.

Fisher, of course, could explain, expressing his opinion on the words put forward by Elizabeth one by one, saying that he did not mean it, saying that he had not forgotten his promise to Elizabeth.

Even this honeymoon was like this, did he really not want to spend this honeymoon with Elizabeth? Wouldn't he even be able to do such a simple thing?

It's just that when Fateqing told him that chaos was growing in Elizabeth's body, he was really worried and afraid of repeating Rafael's mistakes, fearing that she would be coerced and controlled by the prophecy of destruction, and like Rafael, she would become the firewood for the prophecy of destruction, and finally burn her to the ground.

It's just that this feeling of worrying about Elizabeth's safety overshadows the importance he attaches to the honeymoon, does this mean that he is not willing to give Elizabeth even a honeymoon?

However, when there is so much to explain and justify, especially when it is clear that much of Elizabeth's accusations are subjective in what she considers, why does Fisher say nothing?

Because, following these promises that have been "broken" again and again in Elizabeth's eyes, he has not wanted to break the honeymoon agreement, and he has not wanted to break the agreement to come back to see Elizabeth

So let me ask, did he betray the promise of "always having only each other" that he said when he made a private lifelong commitment?

Fisher, who knew Elizabeth so well, realized almost instantly that so many of the promises and promises she had laid out in her words were essentially just one.

What will come to see her after she comes back, what honeymoon, in fact, is a false phantom of the original promise.

Fulfilling these promises would not nullify the original promise, and if Fisher had fulfilled only that one, it would not matter if all the remaining promises had not been fulfilled, for Elizabeth would have been satisfied.

But only this most basic and important promise was what Fisher really reneged on.

He has someone else, and he can't have only one with her forever, which means that no matter how hard he does to Elizabeth from now on, those who belong to her will be divided by others.

For a long time, Fisher was determined to give everything for the women he had become associated with because of his greed, for their safety, for their happiness, and even for his death to put other women in danger, as if to atone for his greed.

But the question is, when you stab someone with a knife, can you say that if you pull out the knife and stab yourself again, with one, two, or even countless knives, will the person who was stabbed feel no pain because of this?

What's more, it may be more like Fisher stabbed her countless times for Elizabeth, but very few fell on Fisher himself.

So from another point of view, is Elizabeth the only one who feels this way?

What about other women?

Rafael, Jasmine, Valentina.

No, it's not that they didn't, it's just that they didn't tell Fisher.

Fisher couldn't help but think of the restrained, cautious crying that Rafael had when she knew that Jasmine was admiring her, the humble plea of Ariel's mother-in-law, and the muttering of Jasmine in the Demon Dynasty.

He and Elizabeth are still not satisfied when he and Elizabeth come back, so what about Valentina, who wanted to pull herself away but watched her let go of Elizabeth?

Are these feelings something that doesn't exist if you don't say it? Elizabeth has not been named until today when she says it?

Just because they don't say it because they've never been in a relationship with Fisher doesn't mean that the relationship doesn't exist.

Think about it, are these things fixed when he commits the sin of greed? Or can these feelings be dispelled through acquired efforts and each of them satisfied?

The strength of the self who is still struggling with the prophecy of the destruction of the world is not enough, and the gods who are struggling with the invasion of the outer gods in the spirit world are enough?

Fisher suddenly thought to himself, if he had the power of a god, even more unimaginable than theirs, would this not have happened?

Suppose that if Elizabeth's prosthetic eye was just an ordinary relic, and if she was just an empress of secular kingship rather than a messenger of chaos, would her brokenness and anger ease when she saw Fisher in front of her? Will it change a bit because of his power?

“.”

Fisher opened his mouth, but when he looked into her empty, broken eyes, he seemed to see in them her soul, the soul that had always been at the level of himself.

It was only at this moment that he seemed to know the corresponding answer, and no longer asked for an answer in the dark.

He accepted all the accusations, and it was only after all this that he finally opened his mouth,

Elizabeth, I, it's not that I don't want to spend this honeymoon with you, but I'm just worried about your safety, worried about your prosthetic eyes, and worry about you're burdened by prosthetic eyes and chaos. Somehow, now that I know that you made this decision on your own, without prosthetic eyes and chaos control, I would be relieved"

He smiled with relief, but his eyes bitterly avoided hers, and he didn't refute anything, just let out a sigh of relief,

"No matter what, if only you were safe."

Elizabeth looked at Fisher in front of her, her lips trembled, but the power of the palm that tugged at Fisher's collar relaxed silently until she completely left contact with his collar, and Fisher also followed this movement and turned her gaze back at her with a sad, regretful gaze,

"But, Elizabeth, there is one thing you are wrong about. I'm not just trying to solve the prophecy of the end of the world for the sake of the other women you mentioned, after leaving you, before I met any of them, and when I got the book called [Yaren Niang's Completion Manual] and saw the prophecy of the end of the world, I had already embarked on a journey to try to solve the prophecy of the end of the world. ”

He looked straight at Elizabeth in front of him, his eyes sad and determined,

"At that time, I was just a human being, and I didn't know anything about the difficulties, horrors, and fates hidden behind these prophecies of destruction, and I embarked on this journey only to feel that it would be a shame to have a world like this, Mother Teresa, Teacher Haytham, Trandel, and you who raised me."

Elizabeth's eyes twitched slightly, but at this moment, it was clear that Pandora's prosthetic eyes had no effect on Fisher in front of her, just by virtue of her understanding of each other, she could realize that what Fisher said now was true.

"Elizabeth, I don't know what kind of world you are talking about when you created a new order, I just think that now there are you, and there will be more people like you in the future, so that the world that my nostalgia will be born is worth saving, and the education I received since I was a child, the love and warmth I experienced when I grew up have driven me to protect and give me these beings.

"I haven't changed that, but you've changed. In the past, when you were young, you could have experienced this kind of beauty, and you could see that there were so many different and identical beings outside of Nari who were still alive. I don't know if you remember, you said you liked to see me writing for the sub-races who were trafficked from the South Continent to Nari, and you said that if you had the opportunity in the future, you would travel with me to the South Continent, to the North, to the east side of the restless continent

"But now you can so lightly write about the slaughter where we once longed, and you can so lightly believe in foreign, unfounded gods, that I say you have changed. However, I also know that you have only changed in this regard, and you have never changed in terms of loving me and being responsible. You have only become like this because you have suffered what I have not suffered, those betrayals, those sins, which I have not personally experienced, and I am not in a position to condemn you in this regard

"And although I have not changed my original intention of solving the prophecy of the end of the world, my love for you and my responsibility to you have changed, but it is all because of my own greed, and there is no other reason."

Emhart raised his eyes and looked at Fisher, whose arms were trembling slightly, not understanding what he was thinking when he said these words, Emhardt just felt that Fisher was sad and regretful as never before.

Fisher's words made the anger in Elizabeth's eyes fade away, and the same sadness was shattered under the anger.

It turns out that under a lot of burning anger in this world, there is the sadness that is about to turn into ashes.

She narrowed her eyes and slowly withdrew the hand that had been placed in front of Fisher's collar, and her emotional words became unwavering, suppressing the sorrow in her words as much as possible,

"All my beauty, everything I cherish, was buried in betrayal, and if it was buried, it would never come back and could not be made up

"Fisher, I've seen through it, you won't look back, even if your current regret is sincere, even if your current sadness is sincere, but you can't let go of those women who have a relationship with you anymore, it's impossible to have only us with each other; The normal affection I dreamed of, not betraying my brother, not seeing me as a father, not leaving my sister and not coming back; The soldiers who died in the battlefield with me, my eyes that were blinded by the bombing will not come back

"Everything I wanted, in the precarious old order, had been reduced to ashes, leaving only pain on me. And the end of the world is coming, and apart from preserving Nari, only a new order can bring back everything I want. ”

Standing in front of the scarlet in front of the sky, Elizabeth's empty eyes lifted little by little, and she looked at Fisher in front of her with a strong chaotic aura.

Fisher didn't understand what the chaos promised Elizabeth, he didn't know the chaos as a mortal enemy, or whether Elizabeth, who was about to become a Trinity, had the ability to reinvent everything she wanted.

None of this matters anymore, because in any case there will no longer be anything in Elizabeth's new order that she loathes, and Fisher has persevered to this day in order to preserve everything in the world.

"Let's finish our honeymoon, Elizabeth, I promise you."

Fisher looked at Elizabeth in front of him and said suddenly.

But at this moment, a violent explosion suddenly came from the side palace behind, and Fisher turned his head to look, and saw a violent breath of life chaos suddenly coming from the room where Alicia lived, and then a twisted mass of flesh about a man high came out of the room and fled towards the deep mountains and old forests far away from the beach.

In my ears, the illusory voice of Destiny Qing also came,

"It's not good, I'm afraid that the means you left behind will be discovered by the usurpation chaos, and now I'm afraid that he is resisting the flesh and blood you left on Alicia, and he wants to run. Aren't you covered with something that I can't even see the chaos in me, how could He find out? Could it be that there will be ventilation between these chaos."

Fisher was slightly stunned, turned his head to look behind him, the golden light in Elizabeth's eyes became more and more intense, but the sadness on her face remained undiminished, she just whispered,

"I said, Fisher, I know more than you think. I've always known what existed in Alicia, and I knew what you've been seeing her for. The reason why I didn't stop you from meeting her was because from the beginning, I left the death aura of [Hemula] on her body to protect her.

"The Dead Trinity is about to be accomplished, and I will bury all the world I hate in the flames, and recast its lost beauty."

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