Chapter 44: The Unturnable Youth (1)

Wen Liang may not have imagined that what prevented her from being with her beloved was the boy she carefully loved and changed him into the expected appearance in her heart little by little.

Her transformation is too successful, the teenager knows what to do and what not to do, now, he has his own persistence and pursuit, ideals and ambitions, he is loyal to love, loves life, is treated gently by the world, and also reciprocates kindness to the world.

No matter which of these traits are singled out, it proves that the young man at this time is a person who is enough for people to love, his heart is sunny, no longer only haze, he has even grown up to shine on his own, to warm others, and protect others.

However, perhaps the transformation is too successful, in love, he no longer suffers from gains and losses, and no longer thinks about the question of "why", he can put his whole heart on his lover without hesitation, and put all the tenderness and sweetness into one person.

Wen Liang planned it this way, she just hoped that He Tianran could be good to herself wholeheartedly and be able to express all her love.

However, when all this is developing in a good direction, the person who deserves to be rewarded is not her.

This may be the providence in the dark, this extra life, anyone needs time to chew and digest, but it is in the year when she slowly accepts herself that many things have happened......

It didn't take long for He Tianran to be with a senior sister named Jiang Xixi, that senior girl had short hair like himself, did he miss himself? In this way?

"I can jump off a cliff for you, since you love me so much, then why don't you die for me?"

At that time, Wen Liang, who was tormented by memory, thought so.

However, if He Tianran really had something happen because of herself, she knew that she would definitely be reluctant.

Lidong's conversation made Wen Liang begin to face himself again, and the words "Don't come to harm me" are of course sincere, because everything is because of this relationship, if the two can really separate, this is also another relief.

However, as those memories became clearer and clearer, Wen Liang found that this way was almost escaping the problem, since he had to face himself, then why should he be afraid of anything?

It's meant to be a sign of retreat, isn't it?

Wen Liang is such a proud person, even in the future, when she finds out that she likes He Tianran, she has never grovelled to do anything.

was deceived by him, and it was she who owed him.

And falling in love with him was her own volition.

He Tianran can distinguish between her now and her in the future, so Wen Liang can also clearly distinguish one thing-

She will become soft in love, become desperate, and become tender, but she will never lose her self-esteem in love.

Thinking of this, the girl's doubts finally have a solution to everything she has done for He Tianran in the future.

Wen Liang, who untied the knot, decided to face He Tianran well, she dyed her hair back, and wanted to find an opportunity to talk openly and honestly with the boy again, telling him that she had figured it out and figured it out, and they could even start over with friends, they didn't have to be so sensitive, and they would tell him everything.

In the past six months, the boy has changed so much, he seems to have grown taller, his body has become stronger, and he has become a lot more cheerful when he heard Ye Jiaqi say that his personality has become a lot more cheerful, and the whole school is the only one who keeps his hair long, and the teacher asked him why, he has learned to lie and deceive people, and talk nonsense about what is for art.

On the day of the art exam, Wen Liang looked at his back in the sea of people, and followed him silently for a long time, he really accepted his advice and found what he liked to do when he was young.

That's great.

Wen Liang thought about it and stepped forward to stop him.

And when He Tianran turned around, that young face appeared in front of him again,

Fate, as if it had shot both of them again.

It was as if the bullet had traveled through time and space, thirteen years after it had flown to another world.

It's just that this was a long, long time ago for Wen Liang......

The chat between the two ended hastily, and Wen Liang didn't say anything, because she knew that this teenager, one day, would go to the future, would see herself, and would start their story again.

What does this portend?

On the day the drama was released, He Tianran fell off the list, and when he called Cao Aiqing, Wen Liang had already realized that what was written in that book was about to become a reality.

Wen Liang didn't dare to disturb him anymore, even if the two of them were in the same examination room after the joint exam, the girl was afraid that some of her actions would affect the cause and effect between the two again.

So, this little butterfly no longer dared to flap its wings.

The days that followed were all expected.

When He Tianran confessed to Cao Aiqing, everyone in the school knew that even though Wen Liang had already hid back in her hometown at that time, she also knew about this incident through some school group chats.

Those days were actually more torturous for Wen Liang than the endless reincarnation.

It turns out that escaping from reincarnation does not mean the end of punishment, because even in the hell woven by memory, in the endless September, from beginning to end, there are only two people, she and him.

It's a story for just two people.

But now, it's not.

Once upon a time, Wen Liang hoped that time could move forward, but now that it is really moving forward, the girl can only stand in place and stop.

During that time, there was only one thing that could make Wen Liang look forward to it-

It's time for him to go to the future, right?

He should know how much he loves him, right?

Will he come back?

In the past, Wen Liang was reluctant to let He Tianran disappear, so now, how much she is looking forward to his return.

It seems that as long as he returns from the future, the story between them will usher in a turning point.

However, Wen Liang didn't know that last night's bonfire party was like a crossroads, and she had already walked through it.

Last time, the teenager He Tianran refused Bai Lingye's invitation, and he affectionately played a song "On the Shore of Lake Baikal", saying that he already had a girlfriend.

Wen Liang was sad and happy for him.

The happy thing is that he has finally become what she wanted, and the sad thing is that she has finally found him, but she no longer has him.

Late at night, she sang the line "How many years later, like a cloud." The changing steps make it difficult for us to hold hands. ”

Facing He Tianran, who met by chance, Wen Liang did not choose to confess everything to him, she didn't want him to be embarrassed, he already had the life he wanted, he had his own lover, although she was not willing to give him to others, but she was even more reluctant to destroy his happiness.

Put it down, take it one step further, let it go.

For his own sake, for his sake.

When she sang "I know it can be done" on the bank of the Demo River, when she found out that He Tianran had quietly left, at that moment, a girl who likes mountains finally put all her past grievances and love entanglements into the endless rivers, lakes and seas.

The rivers flow into the sea, and the hearts of the people move forward.

Their story starts from the naïve and absurd, with the malice of resentment, the obsession of love and separation, and the sadness of being unable to ask for it, but all these things still can't escape a silent end.

There is no great joy, there is no bitterness, some are just anticlimactic, sloppy ending, this world is full of feelings, and the things that can be crowned with the word "youth" are probably like this.

But what about the other side of the crossroads?

If there are still regrets, then you might as well go back in time again, can their youth be turned back again?

This time, He Tianran accepted Bai Lingye's invitation, and that night, Wen Liang also opened his heart to him.

When he buttoned his hat on her head and covered the girl's eyes that were about to cry, she knew that the person she liked had really come back from the future.

Just like He Tianran's joke, Wen Liang didn't want to give him back the hat.

Because it's really a good excuse for the two to keep seeing each other.

Whether it is to cover your ears and steal the bell, or to cover your nose and steal incense, you are still immersed in the joy of the return of 'He Tianran'.

Wen Liang asked him, if there was no He Tianran after the crossing, would he still like himself, although his answer was that he didn't know, but she believed that He Tianran liked herself, and all He Tianran must like herself.

He was just as confused by the sudden memory as he had before.

Wen Liang even thought about what kind of careful thinking she had to spend to tease him, such as how she deliberately didn't reveal to outsiders what happened when the two went to cut their hair.

If He Tianran was a little more bold and boasted to the boys, saying that he had "begged for nothing" to get a chance to pursue warmth again, then the girl could still help him round up his lie.

If the boy's courage is magnified a little more, and he directly tells others that Wen Liang just can't wipe off his face, in fact, the two of them have long had an emotional foundation, then Wen Liang can't be "reluctantly embarrassed", and in front of those classmates who are ready to laugh at him for not being able to do anything, stage a drama of mutual affection.

By the way, don't all boys like this kind of "cliché" plot?

Wen Liang imagined that she was really angry and funny when she heard the information from her best friend's boyfriend.

He Tianran is He Tianran after all, and he will never laugh at himself and say that he is not good.

It seems that you still have to take the initiative yourself~

Forget it, after all, I have taken the initiative many times, and this time is not bad.

The next day, because He Tianran was punished for not wearing a hat yesterday, Wen Liang still took the military hat and returned it to the boy when she was ready for morning training, and she also called her best friend and Li Wang very schemingly, with the ability of this little couple to gossip, I believe that this matter will soon reach everyone's ears.

"Oh, what are you doing! Give me back your hat! ”

"Senior sister, you borrow my hat to wear it, you see that I was punished for cutting my hair yesterday, if I don't wear it today, I will definitely be scolded again."

"So what should I do?"

"You're a girl, the instructor won't do anything to you."

"You're so annoying, give me back ......"

On the school ground, the pair of chasing and slapping figures, those giggling laughter, seemed to turn into a cold wind, blowing into Wen Liang's heart, unscrupulously mocking her useless, brocade nocturnal affection.

(End of chapter)