Chapter 91: This is the grave he chose alone
[Yuwei, don't cry.... I couldn't hold back my cry that night, I didn't wake you up. 】
[Therefore you are not allowed to cry for me.] 】
But even if Chen Yuwei saw it, her tears couldn't help but flow down at this sentence.
She was now thinking that she actually had the opportunity to discover Lin Yi's strangeness.
In this way, she can face these things with Lin Yi.
She will be able to accompany Lin Yi until the last second!
Why couldn't she be more sensitive in the first place, even if it was their last night, she didn't even notice it....
Chen Yuwei thought that if Lin Yi was by her side at the moment, she would definitely give her a hug, and then continue to comfort her....
Thinking of this, she cried even harder.
At this moment, Chen Yuwei just read the letter, as if she saw the scene when Lin Yi left.
At that time, Lin Yi must have gotten up cautiously and carefully helped her cover the quilt.
Then gently walked out of their common room.
I don't look back and choose to bear all this alone....
And she was still asleep, dreaming sweet dreams.
[Okay, okay, just cry.] 】
[I'm most afraid to see you cry, and I promised you that I won't let you cry again.] 】
[So you won't let me be slapped in the face too many times.] 】
[I also want to give you some shares in my own hospitals, and I have already paid for you in advance with those doctors, so you don't want to give any more money. 】
[That's a loser to give two money, those doctors can be trusted, even if they are terminally ill like me, they have helped me drag on for so many years, so you will definitely sign this contract. 】
[Don't be willful, our daughter's body is not as tough as you, so you can't refuse a visa willfully. 】
[By the way, I remember to take our daughter to check her body often, she told me in the letter at the time, she said that because of her physical defects, I was one step slower than others at the starting line, I really blamed myself. 】
[So these are the things I have prepared for you, you see I think it's quite thoughtful, it's quite complete. 】
Ye Yao, who was standing next to her, was almost crying with envy when she saw this.
She is now sincerely happy for Chen Yuwei.
And it is true that as stated in the letter, Lin Yi was too thoughtful.
Chen Yuwei was not short of money, but Lin Yi still prepared so much money for her.
Ye Yao felt that Chen Yuwei would definitely not be able to spend all of her life in this life.
And that team of lawyers is the sword that cuts off those malicious ones, and these hospitals are the shields that protect them.
With this, it is really difficult for anything in the world to hurt Chen Yuwei and her daughter.
After Chen Yuwei saw this.
After crying, he opened the bottom drawer.
took out the last contract signed by Lin Yi and signed her name on it.
......
The other side.
on the web.
"Mr. Lin Yi is really the strongest, most stubborn and most dazzling person I have ever seen in my life!"
In one show, there is a famous doctor who is being interviewed by the host.
When the doctor mentioned Lin Yi, his eyes kept flashing with tears, and he said: "In fact, because my resume back then was not enough, my qualifications and experience were still shallow, and I did not meet the requirements of Mr. Lin Yi's core professional medical team." ”
"So I only treated him for a short period of time, and his condition was already very unoptimistic at that time, I really don't know how he survived all these years..."
"Maybe this is the miracle that many people on the Internet are talking about."
The group of netizens in the live broadcast room were shocked when they heard these words.
"I heard you right, this is Mr. Zheng Yuedong, and he can definitely be called a big man in our domestic medical community! He was a famous doctor even back then, how could he not even meet that condition! ”
"It's really incredible, but you can actually think like this, after all, it is a doctor hired by Mr. Lin Yi, and I think everyone knows his assets, and it is estimated that the core medical team is the top of the top, so Mr. Zheng Yuedong was not selected at that time, so he will be eliminated."
"You're right to say that, but I can really tell from Mr. Zheng Yuedong's tone how serious Mr. Lin Yi's condition was at that time? Because doctors like them are very particular about a rigorous approach, there is a high probability that there is no hope, that is, 99.9 percent there is no hope, and it is very unoptimistic, which is almost a death sentence. ”
"You understand.... All I can say is that there is some truth to it. ”
The host glanced at the script and asked seriously, "Then Mr. Zheng Yuedong, can you tell us more about the experience of your contact with Mr. Lin Yi?" ”
"And the netizens in our live broadcast room have a question for you."
"They want to know if you and Mr. Lin Yi are still in contact now? Do you know how he's doing at the moment? ”
As soon as these words came out, everyone's eyes looked at the medical professor named Zheng Yuedong.
And this is indeed a topic that countless netizens on the Internet are most concerned about at this moment.
Therefore, the host's question can be regarded as to the point, and the popularity of the live broadcast room has increased a lot.
And Zheng Yuedong's next answer can be regarded as reasonable.
He shook his head and said, "Actually, since none of us can find any information related to Mr. Lin Yi now, it means that Mr. Lin Yi deliberately concealed his traces. ”
"And a person of his level, as long as he wants to deliberately hide his own information, then how can we have access to that information?"
As soon as these words came out, the host also felt that it was quite reasonable, so he made a gesture to signal Zheng Yuedong to continue.
Zheng Yuedong nodded: "And after I treated him for a period of time, I couldn't continue to treat him because I didn't meet his requirements, so I cut off contact with him." ”
"Actually, I think it's incredible until now, and I have also taken out his experience and analyzed it with my colleagues, but no matter how you analyze it from various angles, no matter what kind of treatment he has undergone, he can't survive until now, he should have died a long time ago..."
After Zheng Yuedong said this, his eyes were extremely complicated, and then he actually shed a few tears, he wiped them and said: "Actually, doctors like me, who are relatively old, have seen many people who are terminally ill and cannot be treated. ”
"They came to me just to find a chance to live, but we only have a little more experience in medicine than other doctors, and we don't have the ability to break the existing medical framework to cure all diseases."
"So those who find out that they have terminal illnesses elsewhere and there is no cure, there is a high probability that they can only get the same answer here."
"And living is always the most instinctive thing of a person, when they hear the answer I announced, they will be afraid of it, because of regret, because of a complete loss of hope.... will make their whole person extremely irritable because of the stacking of various emotions. ”
"After that, it is vented in various ways, some crying, some roaring, and even irrational indiscriminate attacks on the people around them..."
"After Mr. Lin Yi found me that day, I went through a series of examinations and analyses, and I also gave him the answer that was enough to make people collapse."
"But he didn't have any angry and manic reaction at that time, nor did he break down and cry, he just faced his illness very calmly and calmly."
Speaking of this, Zheng Yuedong's voice became choked: "Mr. Lin Yi just said to me very calmly at that time, try your best, how can you know if you don't try." ”
"I saw his reaction really tearful, and I saw in him a kind of calmness in the face of death.... I don't know what kind of pain he went through before he came to me, what kind of treatment he went through, so that he saw death so plainly, and made him see death as a relief..."
"After I read the memories that were recently released, I guessed what Mr. Lin Yi's treatment was back then."
"It's no wonder that he was so calm when he was able to find me, and he didn't shout during the treatment period, because he is a man who has really seen hell..."
After Zheng Yuedong said this.
Many people at the scene were moved.
According to the words used by Zheng Yuedong, some netizens found that they also saw Lin Yi's treatment pain clearly.
Even the word hell is used, which shows what inhuman torture he has experienced.
Just when the host was about to continue to ask Zheng Yuedong the next question according to the script.
Zheng Yuedong's mobile phone rang suddenly, and he also knew that it was a live broadcast, so he was about to hang up the call.
But when he saw the number displayed on his phone, he immediately made an apologetic gesture to the host and walked quickly to the stage.
The director also understands it very well, and instantly cuts the camera to the left.
The host said, "Uh.... Because, due to some unexpected circumstances, Mr. Zheng Yuedong has to deal with some things, so let's talk to another professor first. ”
At this moment, Zheng Yuedong in the audience has already connected the phone.
In the midst of this phone call.
He learned that Lin Yi had transferred the shares of those hospitals to Chen Yuwei.
......
The other side.
Chen Yuwei is constantly running on a small road.
Ye Yao, who was following her, was out of breath after her, and kept shouting behind her: "Yuwei, run slower, I know you are very sad and sad now, but you should have recognized this fact a long time ago, people cannot be resurrected after death." ”
"Since he left all these things to you, then he is indeed dead, and you should live a life of your own according to his wishes."
And let Ye Yao shout
Chen Yuwei, who was constantly running in front, had no intention of stopping at all.
Just now in that suicide note, she saw the location of the grave that Lin Yi said he had found for herself.
So Chen Yuwei could no longer control her emotions, and she couldn't continue to read the suicide note at all.
There was only one thought in her mind at the moment, and that was to go to that cemetery to see if Lin Yi was really dead!
As Chen Yuwei guessed on the plane, Lin Yi chose this place for his grave.
However, he was not buried on the shore of the lake, but chose a cemetery next to the lakeside.
He chose his grave in that cemetery.
And the cemetery is not far from here, only nearly a kilometer away.
Now.
Chen Yuwei kept chanting in her mouth while running: "Please.... Lin Yi, I beg you.... It's all just a prank on you, okay! ”
"You're definitely not dead yet, I agreed to your proposal, I'm going to put that wedding dress on for you, you still owe me a wedding.... So don't you die....."
"Can you come in front of me right now and tell me I've been cheated again!"
"I'm just so stupid, I'm so easy to be deceived, so it's okay for you to lie to me again...."
Even if Lin Yi had done so many things, the closer Chen Yuwei got to that cemetery at this moment, the more she could feel a sense of depression.
This feeling of depression hung in her heart.
It made her feel as if the sky was about to fall.
Chen Yuwei's emotions unconsciously reached the critical point of outbreak.
If he died, what was the meaning of his life?
And after the two of them crossed a sunny path with bursts of birdsong.
I came to the outside of the cemetery.
The cemetery doesn't look big either, and it's a bit deserted.
But because there is a very beautiful lake next to the cemetery, it sparkles and ripples in the sun.
So if you don't look at the signboards outside, it's more like a relatively remote park.
When Chen Yuwei ran to the gate of the cemetery, she found a place that seemed to be where the staff lived.
She stood in the doorway and gasped for breath for a long time, and finally knocked on the door.
And the moment Chen Yuwei knocked on the door, an old man's voice came from inside the door: "Wait a minute, come right away." ”
After about ten seconds, an old man wearing an old work uniform and wearing a badge around his neck walked out of it.
The old man was a little chubby, with a smirk on his face that was very easy to make people feel good-natured.
The old man glanced at the two of them, and then said, "Are you two also here to buy a tomb?" Or is it to sweep the graves of those deceased relatives? ”
Chen Yuwei hurriedly said, "Is there a man named Lin Yi in the old man's house who has registered with you?" Or have you ever been here? ”
After that, Chen Yuwei took out her mobile phone in a panic, flipped out a few photos of Lin Yi and handed them to the old man for viewing.
The old man was silent for a moment when he heard the name and saw the pictures again.
Then he suddenly slapped his thigh and sighed.
This sudden move frightened Chen Yuwei a little.
The old man said, "Yes, yes, there is this person and he came here alone that day to choose the grave, so I am so impressed." ”
After that, the old man sighed: "Alas, it is the first time that I have seen a person alone in all my years of doing this business, and I have booked a grave for myself. ”
"I didn't feel any emotions from him that day, only a strong sense of loneliness."
"It was as if he was numb to everything, and even after he picked the grave that day, the whole person seemed to be much more relaxed."
"So I think this person's life must have been very bitter, so much so that he thought it was a relief to choose a grave for himself and have a grave for himself."
"At that time, I was thinking, his life must be very difficult."
After Chen Yuwei heard this, she couldn't control her emotions anymore.
Tears flowed uncontrollably.
Every word of the old man seemed to be pierced in her heart.
Yes, he gave so much to himself and so much to his daughter.
And what have she done for the person she loves most in her life?
After he finished picking the grave, he actually had a sense of relief.... So how desperate he must have been.
How desperate he was in this life....
The old man on the side, still immersed in the memories of that day, said: "After that, the most special customer I have ever seen in my life, after selecting his grave, he also chatted with me for a while. ”
"We talked for a long time, and at that time I also asked the doubts in my heart, I asked him if he had experienced anything, so he was so calm about death, and even had a sense of relief."
"So since a person has no sense of death, what else can he fear? I don't think I'll be afraid of anything. ”
"I really couldn't think of anything else that people like this would be afraid of."
"And he didn't answer me directly, but asked me a question."
"He asked me, do I remember my father's name? I replied easily, and then he asked me what my grandfather's name was, and then I thought about it for a while and answered. ”
The old man paused at this point: "Finally, when he asked me, do I remember my grandfather's name?" I can't answer...."
"And when I looked up and wanted to ask why the man was asking that? I found him in tears. ”
"He said to me at the time, this is what I was afraid of."
"You say.... Will they forget me? ”
"This time I saw the mood swings in the man, I saw his "fear" ...."
"At that time, I was really touched by these words, and it was already afternoon when he left."
"I remember the sunset that day was very beautiful, but it felt like it was ending."
"When the light shines on him, his whole being glows...."
(End of chapter)
Lewen