Chapter 113: What can make up for it
Regardless of whether the score at the time was won by itself.
No matter how many words of encouragement her mother said to her.
Liu Yiyi saw 20,000 people singing the song "Ordinary Road" in unison, which was "defeated" by her, and saw that so many people on the Internet liked that song at the moment, and they all said on the Internet that it was Chen Chuxue who won.
How can Liu Yiyi deceive herself again.
So after she saw those remarks on the Internet, she immediately began to realize her arrogance and ignorance at that time.
The musical literacy she has always been proud of, but she didn't expect to be swallowed up so easily by utilitarianism.
So much so that at that time, she lost the ability to appreciate the good or bad of a song.
Liu Yiyi now feels that she should have said it at that time.
Then the show asked for a rematch, and she defeated Chen Chuxue in a dignified manner.
But after Liu Yiyi thought about it for a long time, she felt that with her own arrogance at that time, and from the bottom of her bones, she felt that Chen Chuxue was inferior to her.
So at that time, she would never admit her defeat, and it is very likely that even after she found out about this, she was unwilling to admit that she lost to Chen Chuxue, so she would acquiesce to the final outcome of that day.
But at this moment, no matter how much Liu Yiyi didn't want to admit it, reality told her that she lost very completely.
And this failure made Liu Yiyi grow by mistake, and she felt very broken at first.
But then she felt she should recognize her failure.
She felt that this was the only way to grow.
So after thinking about it for a long time, Liu Yiyi used her social media account to leave a message under Chen Chuxue's latest news that night.
She said that she congratulated Chen Chuxue on the success of the concert, and she said that Chen Chuxue won the competition between the two of them in that show.
She apologized for posting on Weibo that night to mock Chen Chuxue for losing to herself.
After sending out that long paragraph, Liu Yiyi was worried for a long time, and every few seconds she would refresh the news to see if Chen Chuxue replied to her.
And that message was sent by Liu Yiyi with her large number, because of the real-name authentication, it was quickly pushed to the top and most conspicuous position by countless melon-eating netizens.
So when Chen Chuxue checked the dynamics on the Internet again.
She saw this message that Liu Yiyi gave her.
Chen Chuxue quickly replied.
And Liu Yiyi, who finally received the reply at that time, suddenly felt the charm of this girl again.
She had expected that Chen Chuxue would be angry at her previous very ignorant ridicule, and would use this opportunity to embarrass her with more fierce remarks.
Or stand on a high place and disdain her, making her a joke for those netizens.
Chen Chuxue forgave her.
She didn't make any tirade, she just forgave her very lightly, and cheered together after the last sentence.
The reply of less than ten words made Liu Yiyi see the purity and truth of Chen Chuxue.
Liu Yiyi, who has also learned some courses about speech since she was a child, feels that if she is in that position, even if she wants to forgive her competitor, she will definitely write something that is particularly generous in the eyes of outsiders, so as to win the favor of those netizens and establish an image for herself.
However, Liu Yiyi quickly laughed at herself when she thought of this, maybe someone else Chen Chuxue didn't regard her as an opponent from beginning to end.
However, after Liu Yiyi posted that reply, she was quickly notified by her mother to delete it.
And she was also scolded by her mother.
Liu Yiyi was very aggrieved and sad at that time.... There was also a deep incomprehension.
She cried and questioned her mother, "Didn't you learn to face my failures since I was a child?" Isn't it true that she lost at the time?! ”
"So what's wrong with me admitting my defeat and then winning back!"
Liu Yiyi is right.
But she didn't know at the moment that in her mother's world, some behaviors and standards could be coerced by profit.
So these words only made Liu Yiyi's mother very angry.
She yelled, "You're never going to win her, everything was messed up by you!" I've wasted so many resources on you, and so many people are helping you..."
Words after that.
Liu Yiyi couldn't listen to it at all. All she could hear was a buzzing sound coming from her brain.
At this moment, she finally knew why she was able to win in that program group at that time.
She is just a tool manipulated by capital to fight against Chen Chuxue.
And at this moment.
A young and beautiful fair-skinned woman, after watching the scene in the memory fragment at this moment, she felt very touched.
She is Liu Yiyi.
It was the lucky one who was selected by the capital to fight against Chen Chuxue.
But Liu Yiyi now recalled her past experience, and she suddenly chuckled.
At this moment, she felt that her experience at that time was not so much lucky, but unlucky.
And she is also glad that she was able to face up to her own shortcomings, which is why she has what she is today.
Although she is definitely not comparable to Chen Chuxue, she is already satisfied.
Liu Yiyi was also very grateful to Chen Chuxue for her encouragement at that time.
Maybe Chen Chuxue didn't remember her at this time.
But she still keeps those encouragements in her heart.
It's these things that keep her motivated.
......
Meanwhile.
The scene of the "My Family" program group.
The screen begins to jump.
At this moment, the scene that Chen Chuxue least wanted to see seemed to be about to appear.
And as she expected.
Lin Yi saw the video of her interview back then.
When Chen Chuxue thought of this, she suddenly felt how ridiculous her previous luck was.
Back then, his father was always paying attention to him.
How could you not see that interview video?
The audience at the scene also began to talk at this moment.
"Lin Yi actually watched that interview video back then, so what did he think after seeing that interview video?"
"I think it must be very sad and sad, after all, my daughter said that, and I regarded him as an imaginary enemy."
"It should be like that, if I had been helping my daughter at the beginning, but I had been misunderstood by my daughter, I would definitely not see the meaning of my life."
"Yes, he was traumatized so badly, he was suffering from the virus all the time, and the only thing he had to live was his wife and daughter."
"Then I think this should be a turning point, not only because Lin Yi's body is no longer enough to support him to do it again, but also because after seeing this interview video, I am disheartened with my daughter and feel that there is no need to do it."
"Actually, I think it makes sense for you to say this, judging from the medical conditions and methods around Lin Yi, if he only lives for himself, those people can help Chen Chuxue stabilize his condition, but he chooses to live for his wife and daughter, so that soon after his condition stabilized, it began to deteriorate sharply."
"Yes, maybe the only solution is to forget about his wife and daughter and live for himself again, if he didn't do this, he might not be alive at all."
Fragments of memory.
Lin Yi was in his room at the moment.
Hundreds of notes had been pasted on the wall in front of him.
When he picked up the pen in his hand and wrote on the letterhead, he would pause from time to time.
First his eyes became blank and hollow, and then he looked at the note in front of him.
Then I seemed to think about what I should write next, so I started writing again.
In five minutes at most, Lin Yi will put down the pen, and then rub his fingers holding the pen, and then relax his spirit.
At this moment, Lin Yi could also feel that not only his body, but also his energy was declining little by little.
It was only a few hundred words of reply, and he struggled to write intermittently from the evening to the bright moon rising outside the window.
And when Lin Yi stuffed the letter paper into the envelope, he suddenly stood in place stupidly.
It seems that he doesn't know what to do next.
This time passed very long, and then a wave of dizziness also poured into Lin Yi's mind.
Let him see everything around him, and feel the afterimage, and his body is gradually losing its balance and finally falling to the ground.
And Chu Hua, who was waiting outside the door, heard the movement coming from here in the room, and he immediately asked, "What's wrong with Mr. Lin?" Is there anything I can help with? ”
When he said this, he heard no response in the room.
So Chu Hua secretly sighed and immediately entered the room.
And at this time, he saw Lin Yi sitting helplessly on the ground, with a look of horror in his empty eyes.
Chu Hua immediately felt extremely sad, and he immediately helped Lin Yi up.
But Lin Yi didn't recognize Chu Hua at all now, and he kept struggling to let Chu Hua let him go.
So while Chu Hua stopped him, he immediately called those doctors who were on call at any time.
And after the doctor took the medicine for Lin Yi, the situation did not improve.
So those medical staff were ready to help Lin Yi to bed first and let him lie on the bed to rest for a while.
After that, we will discuss how to deal with this unexpected situation according to the specific situation.
After putting Lin Yi on the bed, Chu Hua was about to take the envelope that Lin Yi was holding in his hand and put it aside.
This small move attracted Lin Yi's strong resistance.
Lin Yi was as if he was awake in an instant. His pupils began to regain focus.
Then he said, "Why are you all standing here? By the way, this is my reply to my daughter, Chu Hua, you should send it for me. ”
As he spoke, Lin Yi handed it to Chu Hua.
And this scene made Chu Hua look extremely sad.
Sometimes when Lin Yi wrote letters, he stood from the sidelines and watched.
In the letter, Lin Yi's daughter would often complain to him about the troubles she encountered and the things she felt unhappy about.
And Lin Yi has been listening to the words of his daughter and has been helping her get out of those predicaments.
But Lin Yi's own physical condition in which his vitality was visible to the naked eye, as well as those things in his heart, had never been told to his daughter.
After that, Lin Yi took out his mobile phone and asked Chu Hua if there was any news about his daughter on the Internet recently.
Chu Hua just wanted to nod, but he didn't expect that Lin Yi had already found the relevant news about his daughter, and he laughed out loud.
When he saw the video of the interview, there was no sadness on his face, or anger at being misunderstood.
He was only happy about what his daughter had achieved so far.
He even thinks it's good that his daughter can think like this?
One more reason and motivation for her to realize her dreams and become a true idealist.
Chen Chuxue, who was sitting in the guest seat at the moment, saw his father's reaction at that time.
She couldn't hold back the tears that flowed.
And this scene made her feel what her father's love was.
Obviously, he has given so much, but he still has to be misunderstood by himself.
Even so, he was still happy for himself.
And she thought back to so many of her own father's letters to each other.
She never felt any negative energy that her father had passed on to him in those moods. So he never noticed such a point, never thought about the person who had been answering his puzzles and helping him out of the predicament, whether he himself had anything unhappy about, whether he could help him.
At this moment, there are many more emotional people in the audience who shed tears, why? Doesn't it mean that those who often suffer from the injustice and misfortune of their fate will eventually become distorted in their personalities, and thus embark on the path of crime or revenge on society? Why Lin Yi 719 can. There is such a state of mind that can give people such a warm feeling. Oh, yes. In the course of his temperamental communication with his daughter for so many years, she never regarded herself as a patient. Every step of his way is for his daughter. Think about your own daughter.
Oh, yes
His life is also too unbelievable, a little. He's obviously such a warm person.
And he has so much light in himself, but he can't shine for various reasons, and finally. The curtain slowly came to an end.
And at the moment.
In that period of my family's film and television program, a professor also broke his defense because of this scene, and I recalled it at the moment, some time ago I saw Chen Chuxue on the Internet that he said that he wanted to hug his father, and he was thinking at the moment, can this kindness really be repaid?
For a man who has persevered for so many years for his wife and daughter, and is very likely to be dying at the moment, what can make up for the suffering he has suffered for so many years. Maybe nothing, the professor sighed and thought again.
But even if nothing could make up for it, he accepted the suffering all these years.
。 If only I could see that daughter who was already covered in light before I left this world. That should bring him a ray of light, too.
(End of chapter)
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