So the professor said at the scene: "Now there are many people who hope that Lin Yi is still alive, because he thinks that if Lin Yi dies now, it will be too worthless, but have they ever thought that even if Lin Yi is alive, what can he change if he is alive now?" ”

"Is there anything that can make up for what he's been through all these years? I don't think so. ”

"Professor Zheng Yuedong, you should understand what I'm talking about now."

Zheng Yuedong nodded immediately when he heard this.

He remembered the beginning.

His experience as Lin Yi's attending doctor.

Because of long-term surgery and chemotherapy, Lin Yi's arm was already full of pinholes even at that time.

When he lifted Lin Yi's sleeve, he cried at that time.

If Zheng Yuedong hadn't seen this scene with his own eyes, he would never have imagined that there were such patients in this world.

On the contrary, Lin Yi comforted Zheng Yuedong very cheerfully at that time, saying that many doctors were the same as him when they saw this scene, and he was still relatively calm.

And when Zheng Yuedong walked out of the shock and continued to prepare for treatment.

He couldn't find the place to put the needle for a while.

Zheng Yuedong has been in contact with many terminally ill patients since he started his medical career.

But he never took the initiative to mention the word "happiness".

Because he feels that life is the most noble.

Every life is unique.

It took a lot of karma to come to this world.

And as a healer, his duty is naturally to treat diseases and save people.

So even if he really came to a desperate situation, he would only say that he couldn't do anything.

It does not persuade any patient to be well-being.

But Lin Yi was the only one who made him break his own principles.

Zheng Yue Dongguang knew what he was enduring every day in order to survive just by seeing the dense needle on Lin Yi's arm.

What kind of hell is every moment.

Zheng Yuedong couldn't figure it out.

But what is Lin Yi living for at such a cost?

Since he knew that no matter how much treatment he underwent, he would not be able to heal his illness, did it really make sense?

The condition would certainly deteriorate further over time, and those pains would most likely wear down his mind and distort his personality.

At that time, whether it is physical torture or mental torture, it is far beyond the imagination of ordinary people.

So since the outcome is decided, why go through those things and then die?

But the man was not angry when he heard the two words he had raised.

Just let him hurry up and get the needle.

Zheng Yuedong didn't understand this man's insistence at the time.

And now he understands.

Lin Yi didn't want a future to live.

It's not like ordinary people have expectations, so they have the motivation to continue living.

Lin Yi knew that his future was dark, but he still wanted to continue to live by any means.

Maybe he felt like he lived every day.

Then he paved the way for his wife and daughter.

......

Meanwhile.

Chu Hua was squatting on the ground at the moment, and his figure seemed a little lonely and lonely.

And this old man who has been trying his best to keep himself calm.

At the moment, it was like being frozen.

He just saw a scene behind the scenes in the memory clip, and somehow remembered Lin Yi's memory fragment, the scene that just appeared on the show.

At that time, Chu Hua also seemed very panicked.

Although the people in the "My Family" program team contacted him at that time and said that he wanted to extract Lin Yi's memory fragments, he wanted to agree.

Because Lin Yi had done so much, he didn't want all these secrets to fade away with Lin Yi's departure and gradually disappear over time.

But on the other hand, he knew that Lin Yi would never allow such a thing to happen.

However, Chu Hua still had a trace of illusion at that time, and he relayed the news to Lin Yi.

And sure enough, he got a very decisive refusal.

So this became a big regret in Chu Hua's heart, and he sighed for a long time at that time.

But then Lin Yi's memory fragment appeared on the program group.

Although Chu Hua couldn't figure out how the files of those memory fragments flowed out.

But he was really happy.

Chu Hua felt that if this was the case, the misunderstanding of the mother and daughter about Lin Yi over the years would dissipate immediately.

But when Lin Yi saw the scene on TV for the first time, he seemed very anxious.

He seemed to be afraid of what to face.

may be afraid that after those things about him are exposed one by one, his wife and daughter will be sad because of him.

It could also be the fear of finding him when his wife and daughter find him.

See for yourself what he looks like now.

However, before Chu Hua could say anything to comfort him, Lin Yi's mood quickly returned to calm.

Chu Hua didn't figure out why Lin Yi's mood changed so quickly at that time.

And at this moment he thought very thoroughly.

may be because Lin Yi felt that his future was originally dark.

They have all hit rock bottom.

And even if there is such a variable, how far can it be?

Or maybe it was the various hardships he had experienced over the years that had already made Lin Yi numb to everything.

He figured it didn't matter what.

And Chu Hua of course knows very well how Lin Yi has survived all these years.

It's because of that breath.

And now his mindset may well have changed.

Once Panasonic that breath.

Then he ....

......

Meanwhile.

The scene of the "My Family" program group.

Fragments of memory.

Lin Yi after reading the latest news about his daughter.

He got up and sat down at his desk again.

As the camera zooms in.

Everyone also saw what Lin Yi was writing.

He copied down all the things his daughter liked and didn't like on slips of paper and pasted them on the wall.

For example, my daughter doesn't like to put vinegar when she eats noodles.

The details of her daughter's fear that dogs like cats were also captured and recorded by Lin Yi.

And at this moment, Chen Chuxue, who was watching the scenes in this memory fragment, couldn't help but shed a tear.

Especially when I saw Lin Yi writing about his daughter in the letter.

When a man who doesn't like a scruffy beard subconsciously touches his chin.

Chen Chuxue collapsed on the spot, and her tears kept falling.

Although these things are not particularly great deeds before them.

But it made her whole heart flutter.

And the fatherly love that she never felt in her mouth.

At this moment, it is more comprehensive in her heart.

It's not just those earth-shattering and touching stories that are fatherly love.

Every detail and every little thing is also a manifestation of love.

Even Chen Chuxue couldn't remember this matter clearly at first, but she still tried her best to recall it.

I just had a little impression of this matter in my mind.

It occurred to me that I had indeed inadvertently mentioned such a sentence in the letter.

But when his father wrote these things, he was obviously on the verge of physical collapse, and his mental state was also very problematic.

But he still remembered every detail of the letters between him and himself, every insignificant little thing...

And there are some people in the audience who feel the bits and pieces of ordinary fatherly love from the memory fragments.

Their expressions were also full of emotion.

"How did he do it, obviously his memory has begun to decline, and his thinking is far inferior to ordinary people, so how did he manage to remember all the details in his mind?!"

"Yes, I think even a normal person has to be very impressed by this matter to be able to write such details directly on the note."

"Maybe this is father's love, and I think the things that can move people's hearts the most, that is, these things, life is life, ordinary people will not appear in the kind of drama and various turns that can only appear in film and television works, maybe some people think that life should be crazy when they are young, they will deliberately make these things, but with the precipitation of time, everyone will actually find that plain is the most real thing."

"Yes, those mundane, very simple details can also bring people a full sense of happiness."

"So Chen Chuxue's heart must be very uncomfortable at this moment, when she finds that the greater Lin Yi's love for her and the purer her love for her, the more she will feel indebted in her heart."

"I hope Chen Chuxue can survive, after all, Lin Yi has given her life for her and filled her with light, so if she is depressed because of these things at the moment, won't Lin Yi's efforts before be in vain? Lin Yi didn't feel good when he saw this situation. ”

"Who knows? Do you know what kind of mentality Lin Yi is now? Could it be that he has become numb and doesn't care about these things at all? ”

"I think it, although Lin Yi has experienced all the hardships over the years, if he is an ordinary person, even if he only bears one thousandth or one ten-thousandth of them, he is likely to be tortured to the point of inhuman-like mental disorder and become numb, but among the memory fragments before this moment, there is no doubt that Lin Yi loves his wife and daughter deeply, so I don't believe that such a man will become numb."

"yes.... I don't believe it, and I don't want to believe it...."

......

Meanwhile.

That once received Lin Yi.

The old man in the remote cemetery.

I saw those messages in the room at the moment.

Originally, he didn't pay much attention to these news on the Internet.

But at this moment, all kinds of topics about Lin Yi are too hot on the Internet.

So much so that when the old man was listening to the radio to relieve his boredom, news about Lin Yi was broadcast on the radio.

At first, the old man did not associate the tragic man on the radio with the very special customer he had received.

But when the old man heard the word Lin Yi appear on the radio, he was shocked, and then sat up straight and continued to listen.

And then he listened to the anchor on the radio who told Lin Yi in a very emotional voice about his experiences and deeds.

The old man couldn't sit still.

He wanted to know if the Lin Yi told on this radio station was a real story.

If it was really a person's personal experience, then he was not the same person as the very special customer he had met before.

The old man immediately dialed the radio station to ask questions, but because there were too many people to call, he could not be lined up.

Later, when the old man was a little anxious, a related topic about Lin Yi popped up on the homepage of his mobile phone browser.

When the old man saw the cover of the news, his outstretched fingers began to tremble.

Because that's the man he saw in the first place.

It's just that Lin Yi in the photo is a little younger.

And then the old man passed that news feature.

I saw a summary of Lin Yi's memory fragments during this time.

As he read, the old man probably understood what kind of person he felt was the most special customer at that time.

And the old man saw what he had happened to him all these years at this moment, and finally understood why the man would see death as a relief.

Even his cemetery is like his new home.

Lao Tzu was really sad at the moment, because he felt that Lin Yi was a very polite person.

There is no shelf at all.

After Lin Yi left that day, he not only asked someone to bring him a few bottles of good wine, but also asked someone to bring him tens of thousands of cash.

Just because they were chatting that day, the old man said that the reason why he was working in such a remote place at such an old age.

Even working in the cemetery.

It's not because he's not afraid of ghosts and gods at all.

It's about making money to make money to cover the medical expenses of his wife who is bedridden all the year round.

At that time, Lin Yi asked him how much money he was missing.

When he said 20,000, Lin Yi was obviously silent for a long time, and then he didn't say anything but patted the old man on the shoulder, saying that everything would pass and be fine.

At this moment, the old man finally understood why Lin Yi would help him so much after that day.

It's not just because of Lin Yi's wealth at the moment.

is even more because of Lin Yi's birth that year.

The old man learned about Lin Yi's birth through those news at this moment.

His birth was tragic.

He grew up living in the slums.

Perhaps in the eyes of many people now, 20,000 yuan is nothing at all.

But if you look at it from the perspective of those in the slums, 20,000 yuan may really kill a person.

It may even be that the patient's family is not the only one who is reluctant to raise money.

There are also patients who feel that this number is too large, so they don't want to affect their family members and take the initiative to choose suicide.

It was precisely because Lin Yi had endured these hardships back then, that when he heard that he was going to save another 20,000 yuan for his wife's treatment, he would be so touched.

The old man now really admires Lin Yi from the bottom of his heart.

Obviously, he once lived in those abysses, but he can still be so gentle.

After that, he didn't become numb, he still had empathy, and he was still willing to help the poor who were suffering.

So the opinion in the news is wrong!

He hasn't become numb, he's still so gentle!

(End of chapter)

Lewen