Chapter 147: His insistence doesn't make any sense

So the headmaster also came out of his own ideal state at this moment.

He began to admit that this was the reality and that nothing would not change.

But at this moment, Chen Chuxue's shadow suddenly appeared in his mind.

This made his body tremble uncontrollably.

This girl's eyes are so full of ideals.

At the moment, she is perfect in her own eyes.

So will she give up on her ideals?

Will it become like these people?

When the headmaster thought of this, he thought of himself, and he began to ask himself this question, asking himself if he would become the same person he hated the most.

But halfway through the thought, he laughed to himself and stopped thinking, he knew that there was no answer to the question.

He also knew that he seemed to be already shifting towards that.

He didn't seem to be in a position to reprimand these people in the audience anymore.

......

And now in another picture.

Lin Yi was also looking at the stage where his daughter passed.

Especially when he saw the last two songs, Nocturne and Blue and White Porcelain.

He couldn't help but drag the progress bar and watch it repeatedly.

Because he felt that his daughter's growth during this time was too fast.

This made him feel that the intensity of his physical pain seemed to have diminished a lot.

And when Lin Yi saw the audience applauding his daughter together, and saw that the nocturne shook the audience, he seemed to see his daughter's future.

And in the future that Lin Yi saw this time, many of the pictures he had imagined before dissipated at this moment.

He used to be afraid that his daughter would become that kind of traffic star, and she would become the laughing point of the whole network because she was coerced by capital to do something she didn't want to do.

He was afraid that his daughter would be short-lived like many people, and she would quickly go lonely after a night of explosion.

So Lin Yi has always wanted to give his daughter more education while he still has time.

Let her grow quickly.

So at this moment, Lin Yi saw his daughter, and he no longer had any worries.

He felt that his daughter had grown up.

And suddenly.

Lin Yi felt a fainting sensation in his brain, and his breathing suddenly began to become rapid.

However, Lin Yi was not afraid of this feeling of suffocation and sudden weightlessness.

Because he felt that he seemed to be done at the moment, what he should do.

Her daughter should be able to take charge on her own in the future.

And when he didn't have this thought, then this kind of thing called death, which ordinary people were extremely afraid of, was not worth mentioning to Lin Yi at all.

He even felt that when he died, he had transcended time, perhaps a better destination.

For someone like him, who has no future, death is truly a relief.

And when Lin Yi gradually closed his eyes and stopped resisting, he let this fainting spin in his brain.

He seemed to hear the panicked footsteps of the doctors around him, and the constant shouting.

"It's out of condition, it's out of condition! I feel that the situation is very bad this time, hurry up and arrange surgery for Mr. Lin! ”

"Fate is too unfair to him, he's only so young, I feel like we're going to be prepared for the worst this time...."

“......”

In the panicked voices of these doctors, Lin Yi gradually fell into a deep sleep and lost consciousness.

And when Chu Hua arrived, the scene had been completely blocked, and he was also blocked out of the door.

The middle-aged man who had been following Lin Yi diligently was extremely flustered at the moment.

His voice trembled a little, and his expression was extremely panicked.

He said to the doctor outside the door, "What's the matter, it doesn't matter, right?" Mr. Lin Yi, he's definitely going to be fine, right?! ”

The doctor was silent for a long time, then wiped the beads of sweat that had oozed from his forehead, and then said, "This time the situation is very bad, much more serious than before. ”

"And in the previous treatments we gave Mr. Lin Yi, we all operated on and combined with drugs to help Mr. Lin Yi alleviate his condition."

"And this time, because of Mr. Lin Yi's health, we can't use medicine to treat him anymore, so I think we should prepare for the worst."

"After all, the previous treatment method also required Mr. Lin Yi's own incomparably strong willpower to cooperate, which created that small miracle again and again."

"And this time the lost drug I think..."

After saying this, the doctor didn't continue to speak, but turned to Chu Hua and said, "By the way, did Mr. Lin Yi leave any last words?" Prepare for the worst. ”

......

Meanwhile.

In a private hospital.

While Chu Hua was waiting for Lin Yi to undergo surgery, he also saw this memory fragment on the Internet.

And when he saw this memory fragment, he was sad in addition to the memory of the past.

Chu Hua's inner hesitation suddenly decreased a lot.

He suddenly wondered if things would turn around, if there would be miracles.

After all, there were doctors who said the same thing to him at the beginning.

But that time, Lin Yi still woke up and continued to survive without relying on medicine.

So Chu Hua kept praying at this moment.

At this moment, he began to believe that Lin Yi could create such a miracle again.

And at this moment, Chu Hua was looking at the memories of the past.

He burst into tears.

And at this moment, his heart is now extremely broken.

Because every doctor who came out of the operating room told him bad news about Lin Yi.

No one is optimistic about Lin Yi's current situation.

So now he can only find a little psychological sustenance from those fragments of memories in the past.

Because Chu Hua's heart is extremely hopeful that Lin Yi can continue to live.

In his heart, he has always been looking forward to answers such as Lin Yi being healed and Lin Yi being out of danger.

So when he saw these fragments of memories in the past, he believed that Lin Yi could also create miracles like that again.

And at this moment, the picture in the memory fragment also began to jump.

One of the hardest times he once thought was skipped in an instant.

At this moment, it has come to the memory picture of Lin Yi who came out of the operating room and survived

......

Meanwhile.

The netizens who were watching this memory clip were just immersed in the famous scenes created by Chen Chuxue one after another.

They were still cheering for Chen Chuxue's past achievements in the last second.

I am proud of the feat that Chen Chuxue has made on that international stage.

But what they didn't expect was that the program team actually made such an edit.

Let them be in that pride and appreciation and praise for Chen Chuxue just now, but the next second it became heavy because of Lin Yi's situation.

But after thinking about it for a while, it occurred to them that it was indeed the case.

That's exactly what it was at the time.

And they've seen a lot of them before.

I have long known that the reason why Chen Chuxue can be peerless is because she has a father behind her back who silently blocked everything for her.

That's why they realized that Chen Chuxue, who is growing every moment and is more glamorous than before every appearance.

While she received some applause and praise, the decline of the other person's vitality and the passage of time were completely unstoppable.

The other person will be scarred by time.

In this memory fragment, this is what the program team wants to express.

Lin Yi is educating his daughter all the time and helping his daughter grow, and his vitality is gradually passing away with his daughter's growth.

"My God, I just saw this memory fragment of Chen Chuxue in the past, it was so relieving, I slapped those foreigners in the face directly, I almost forgot Lin Yi's father."

"It is precisely because of Lin Yi's guidance that Chen Chuxue herself didn't expect that the song she wrote was obviously based on a classical theme, but it told such a sad story and there was that faint pain between the lines."

"Yes, just like the lonely brave song written by Lin Yi at the beginning, but this nocturne is not so hard compared to the previous lyrics of the lonely brave, does this also mean that Lin Yi can no longer be like the one written in the brave at this moment, facing despair and daring to bet on the gun of fate."

"In that case, Lin Yi is too miserable, he obviously has no talent like that, but he was tortured by fate and suffering little by little, and reduced to mediocrity."

"Yes, those things are not something that a person's will can resist at all, how can a terminally ill patient be able to get him out of despair by his willpower alone."

"But willpower can allow him to delay the arrival of death, doesn't Lin Yi really prove it? In those memories of the past, many people were saying that Lin Yi was incurable, and there was no case of successful treatment for this rare terminal illness, but Lin Yi almost became the first patient to be successfully treated, if he didn't donate bone marrow for his daughter. ”

"And after that, although Lin Yi's body deteriorated again and again, perhaps in the eyes of all professionals in the medical field, Lin Yi was already certain to die, but he still persevered, and this time he didn't stop?"

But does this persistence really make sense? Even though the ending is decided, he still has to stick to it..."

From the current point of view, his persistence is meaningful, after all, all aspects of society have advanced a lot. He can also use memory extraction technology to clarify the misunderstandings he had with his wife and daughter. ”

"Yes, but at that time, Lin Yi thought that his future should be dark, but how did he persevere at that time, he couldn't see that he could still live until now, he should think that every next second could be the end for him, and his persistence didn't mean anything from his perspective at the time."

"Yes, but he still can't hold on, this is the most rare and the most puzzling."

And the moment is in the memory fragment.

Lin Yi has been rescued from the operation.

At this moment, his face was extremely weak, and he didn't know how long he had been in a coma because of this operation.

When he woke up again.

I found that it was snowing heavily outside the window, and some things outside the window were also covered in heavy snow.

When Lin Yi wanted to struggle to get up and get ready, a medical staff immediately stepped forward and began to ask Lin Yi about his current condition: "Mr. Lin, do you feel okay?" ”

Although the doctor tried his best to restrain his emotions, the excitement on his face could not be concealed.

And he saw another miracle in Lin Yi's body.

And this tenacity of life makes these doctors extremely excited and shocked.

They didn't expect another miracle to happen to this man.

And when Lin Yi wanted to get up, he found that his whole body was unable to exert his strength, and his whole body was also groggy.

Lin Yi immediately thought of it, it seemed that his vitality had dropped greatly because of this operation.

He couldn't help but laugh at himself when he thought of this.

In other words, do you have a lot less time?

Lin Yigang wanted to open his mouth to answer the words of this medical worker.

But he found that the slightest gesture of making a sound in his throat would immediately cause an extremely burning pain.

So this immediately made Lin Yi panic.

He was terrified that he would collapse in the hospital bed for a few days after the operation.

He was afraid that he would not be able to open his mouth because of this operation.

So in a panic, Lin Yi suddenly shouted out his daughter's name vigorously.

But this time, Lin Yi found that he still had a voice when he spoke.

And the loudness of the voice was so loud that everyone in the audience did not expect it.

While those doctors were shocked, the heart in their hearts also hung in the air.

It seems that Lin Yi's recovered state should be much better than they imagined.

So everyone present cheered and began to cheer for the feat they had just finished, because they didn't actually have much hope for Lin Yi's treatment at first.

But this time the result surprised all of them, which could not surprise them.

And Chu Hua, who has been hanging a heart these days and has always shaved his beard extremely cleanly, seems to have been a lot more decadent because of these days.

If it weren't for Lin Yi's current state, he was afraid that he would immediately be unable to help but give Lin Yi a hug.

Just when everyone would think that Lin Yi should ask questions such as how long he has been in a coma and how he is doing now.

After all, after a serious illness, these things are a person's main concern.

And the first thing Lin Yi said was to ask how his daughter was.

Especially when Lin Yi found that his memory was missing, he became more and more eager for this answer.

So when Lin Yi saw the surprised eyes of the people around him, he refused to speak.

He struggled to sit up, then stretched out his hand: "I remember I wrote everything down on those pieces of paper, bring it to me...."

"Brother Shen!"

"Hmm!"

Shen Changqing walked on the road, and when he met someone he knew well, he would say hello to each other or nod his head.

But it doesn't matter who it is.

There was no superfluous expression on everyone's face, as if they were very indifferent to everything.

on this.

Shen Changqing is used to it.

Because this is the Demon Suppression Division, it is an institution that maintains the stability of Great Qin, and its main responsibility is to kill demons and monsters, and of course there are some other side jobs.

Arguably.

In the Demon Suppression Division, everyone has a lot of blood on their hands.

When a person is accustomed to seeing life and death, then he will become indifferent to many things.

When he first came to this world, Shen Changqing was a little uncomfortable, but over time he got used to it.

The Demon Suppression Division is huge.

The people who can stay in the Demon Suppression Division are all strong masters, or people who have the potential to become masters.

Shen Changqing belongs to the latter.

Among them, the Demon Suppression Division is divided into two professions, one is the town guard and the other is the demon exterminator.

Anyone who enters the Demon Suppression Division starts with the lowest level of demon slayer.

Then step by step, he is expected to become a town guard.

Shen Changqing's predecessor was a trainee demon slayer in the Demon Suppression Division, and he was also the lowest level of the demon slayer envoys.

Have memories of the predecessor.

He is also very familiar with the environment of the Demon Suppression Division.

It didn't take long for Shen Changqing to stop in front of an attic.

Unlike other places full of slaughter, the attic here seems to stand out from the crowd, and in the bloody Demon Suppression Division, it presents a different tranquility.

At this time, the attic door is open, and there are occasional people entering and exiting.

Shen Changqing only hesitated for a moment, and then stepped in.

Access to the attic.

The environment has changed in vain.

A burst of ink fragrance mixed with the faint smell of blood came to his face, making his brow furrow instinctively, but quickly stretched.

The smell of blood on everyone's body in the Demon Suppression Division is almost impossible to clean.