Chapter 148: How much time is left
And this scene in the memory clip undoubtedly made netizens on the Internet can't help but shed tears.
Because they saw a father who was not concerned about his body before he fell unconscious, not about his current situation, or at all that he didn't think about himself at all.
Maybe there was only Chen Chuxue in his world at that time.
So much so that he asked Chen Chuxue about his current situation as soon as he woke up.
Ask him if his education was a success at that time?
"I didn't expect that the first thing he did when he woke up was to care about his daughter, which was too sad."
"He is obviously such a great person, he has obviously created one miracle after another, in the eyes of outsiders, he can completely control his own life and live his every day very well, but now he is completely living for others."
"Yes, when I saw this memory fragment, I had the same thoughts as the doctors around Lin Yi, and I also thought that Lin Yi would ask him about his situation, but I didn't expect him to ask how her daughter was."
"Maybe part of this is due to the loss of memory, those memories are Lin Yi's most precious memories, if those memories are lost, Lin Yi will fall into great fear like this."
"Maybe this is what he was most afraid of at that time, afraid that the meaning of his existence would disappear, after all, he had done everything he could at that time, and educating his daughter was the only thing he could do, or the only meaningful thing he felt he had done."
"If Lin Yi can't even do this thing anymore, then he doesn't have the slightest motivation to live in the face of a bright future, isn't that what has supported him to get to where he is now?"
"That's why he cares so much about his memory and his thinking ability, he just wants to educate his daughter with his own hands and make her shine completely."
......
In the middle of the picture.
When Lin Yi made this move, everyone at the scene was stunned.
They are also like the people who saw this memory fragment many years later, their hearts were extremely sour, and they all felt unfair for Lin Yi.
And one of the doctors immediately stepped forward and wanted to slowly help Lin Yi, who was struggling to get up.
The doctor immediately said, "Mr. Lin, leave anything to me, your body is very weak now, you need to rest." ”
"Only when you take care of your body will you have the opportunity to do what you want to do next."
Everyone thought that this gentle, easy-going and easy-going man, who seemed to be very easy and easy to get along with, should have followed the doctor's advice and lay down.
But what they didn't expect was that Lin Yi was unusually irritable and stubborn at this moment.
Like a stubborn child, he did not listen to any persuasion at all, and even in the face of such reasonable advice from this doctor, he retorted: "It's useless, I know my time is running out." ”
"So I can't waste my time sleeping."
"Nothing will be solved by doing this, you can help me up."
"I'm going to get back to my old train of thought and get what I'm supposed to do."
"Although my memory is very confusing now, I still have this concept in my mind, I still have a lot of things that I can do that I have not done, and I can only do all those things to be regarded as the greatest education, so that I can have peace of mind."
And when Lin Yi's words came out, everyone at the scene couldn't help but be silent again.
And at the moment.
The door of the ward.
Because Lin Yi was still abroad at the moment of his coma.
So at the moment, he is still abroad, and he has not returned to China, staying here and receiving treatment for a period of time.
And the principal rushed over immediately after hearing the news that Lin Yi had woken up.
He wanted to tell him the good news that Lin Yi's daughter had achieved during this time.
He wanted to embrace this man whose fate was extremely tragic.
As soon as the principal walked to the door, he saw the scene of Lin Yi talking to the doctors.
And after that.
The principal also guessed Lin Yi's physical condition through the conversation between them, combined with the time he spent with Lin Yi before.
And I was also intimidated by the very informative conversation.
As soon as the principal wanted to speak, he was asked out by a doctor in the ward.
Outside the door.
The doctor said, "You also saw that Mr. Lin's physical condition and mental state have not stabilized now, and he is not suitable for visiting, so I am really embarrassed." ”
And because the headmaster had just seen that scene with his own eyes, he did not have the slightest resistance to the doctor's actions.
Then he said, "Why is this happening? Is his body really that bad? ”
"I know he's a very optimistic guy and he's positive about everything, and he can't say anything like "he's running out of time" unless he's in that desperate situation. ”
The doctor also knew about the relationship between the principal and Lin Yi.
And these days, through the conversation between Lin Yi and the principal, I also learned that Lin Yi is willing to share this information with the principal.
After all, when the principal asked Lin Yi questions before, Lin Yi answered them one by one.
And the reason why the principal was able to appear here was also with Lin Yi's acquiescence, otherwise he would not have been able to enter at all.
So the doctor was silent for a while and still told Principal Liu the truth.
"Very bad, at least worse than you think right now," he said. ”
"I don't think there is any need to discuss the specific disease between us, you should also know that with Mr. Lin's assets, he can definitely find the most professional people in the medical field and the best quality medical resources, but these things are useless to him, so you can't help in this regard, and there is no point in discussing."
"We have also made various attempts, although there have been some results, but for various reasons.... It's a failure. ”
"But Mr. Lin is the most tenacious person I have ever met, many times we think he can't stand up, but he still lets us see the miracle of life again and again."
And now, as he said, at this point where there is "no time", the only thing we can do is to make his body not so deteriorating. ”
"We have been studying this issue all these days, studying how far Mr. Lin Yi's body has come."
"But we found this question particularly ridiculous, because Mr. Lin Yi has already reached the last step in the eyes of those of us in the medical field."
"One incredible miracle after another has been created."
"He's now deteriorating to the point where he has developed a tolerance to any medication and can't be treated with any medication."
"That's why a man like Mr. Lin, who never seems to be crushed by fate, would say something like that."
When the headmaster heard this, he relieved himself for a moment.
For he was frightened by the enormous information contained in the words uttered by the doctor.
He originally wanted to say that he also knew a group of doctors, and they were all very professional people.
But he was just about to say something.
But Principal Hekuai dismissed this idea.
He felt as if he was thinking about these things too simply.
And it's exactly as the doctor said.
Lin Yi has never lacked these things, and the treatment he can receive is definitely one of the best in the world.
And those people can't help it.
So what changes can he make in this so-called relationship?
After the headmaster was silent for a moment, he suddenly thought of another question, and he looked up at the doctor: "So.... Mr. Lin Yi's daughter, do you know his physical condition now? ”
As soon as these words came out, the doctor fell silent.
Because he had never thought about such a question.
In his cognition, a terminally ill patient is often the first to know about his condition.
And doctors tend to save the gentlest words for the terminally ill patient.
Because they know that at this time, the patient's body is already extremely weak because of his terminal illness.
It would not do him any good to provoke him with such words.
When he faced Lin Yi, a patient, he never thought about this question.
But now that the principal asked this question, he suddenly noticed that Lin Yi was different.
And he also found that Lin Yi became more and more pitiful.
Because he had been facing all this alone, because he knew that his illness was the deepest secret he had chosen to keep for those closest to him.
The headmaster saw that the doctor fell silent, which made his horror even worse.
He also learned the answer to this question through the doctor's reaction.
At this moment, he was extremely puzzled, he didn't know what happened between Lin Yi and his daughter, but Lin Yi's condition was so serious now, his family didn't know anything about it, how ridiculous it was.
So thinking of this, there was a trace of anger in the principal's heart.
Originally, he casually asked a question in the process of getting along with Lin Yi these days, and when he didn't see Lin Yi's wife and daughter in the ward today.
I didn't expect this to be the answer in the end.
And the doctor knows the whole truth.
So when he saw the principal's performance, he immediately explained: "It was Mr. Lin Yi who chose to hide it from his family, because he wanted to bear all this alone, and he didn't want his wife and daughter to be sad." ”
"So since Mr. Lin Yi has chosen to trust you, then please don't leak this news, especially don't let his wife and daughter know, otherwise everything Mr. Lin Yi did was in vain."
"He doesn't want them to know just yet."
"At least in his current state of mind."
"He just wants to be the one who hides in the darkness and silently blocks everything for his wife and daughter."
The principal's face was full of puzzlement when he heard this, he felt worthless for Lin Yi, he felt that what about telling his wife and daughter about such a thing, since they were family, why couldn't they bear it together?
But he also knew that these words had no effect on this doctor, and it was not suitable for him to enter the ward now, and he would say such things in front of Lin Yi.
So the headmaster said hello to the doctor and left alone.
On the way out, he took out his mobile phone and flipped out Chen Chuxue's phone number.
Several times he had the urge to press this number and call Chen Chuxue.
But he didn't press it in the end.
Not only because he is trusted by Lin Yi, so he has the responsibility to guard this secret.
also because he had just seen Lin Yi's extremely pitiful appearance, he didn't want Lin Yi to do all this in vain.
Although he couldn't understand it, he couldn't make that choice for Lin Yi, he didn't have that qualification.
......
And at the same time at this moment.
The headmaster was already gray-haired.
He saw himself in the memory fragment who hadn't pressed the dial button.
The headmaster still didn't know if his choice was right or wrong.
It's like he's struggled with it countless times after learning the secret that day.
At the time, I thought that time would definitely give the answer.
But so far, he still has no answer.
The reason why the principal is really entangled at this moment is that he and Lin Yi have completely lost contact recently.
And this time his premonition was very bad.
He felt that this loss of contact would be forever.
That's why he's so entangled.
He felt that what if it was broken now, it was very likely that Lin Yi's daughter would not be able to see Lin Yi.
Lin Yi obviously did so many wrongs, but it is very likely that the mystery of all this was solved after he left this world.
At this moment, the headmaster looked at his grandson beside him.
His grandson also sat on the couch with him and watched the show.
And even if those scenes were edited and fast-forwarded, many of Lin Yi's treatment processes were skipped.
But the little boy next to the principal could still see Lin Yi's pain through another fragment.
So he asked, "Grandpa, is this your friend back then?" He must have been in pain at the time, right? ”
The headmaster nodded when he heard this, and then he said, "Yes, it's painful, he suffered like this many times in those days. ”
"But that's not the most painful."
"You think, every time you get sick, grandpa and mom and dad will be there to accompany you and take care of you, hoping that you can get better soon."
"If you are sick once, and no one in your family can accompany you, and you have to stay alone in a hospital room, will you feel even more uncomfortable?"
When the little boy heard this, he immediately reacted greatly.
He seemed to understand a lot before he said: "Yes, yes, when I am sick, I am uncomfortable to die, but I am much better when I have my grandfather to play games and watch TV with me, if I am sick and do not have my grandfather to play with me, then I will definitely die of pain." ”
When the principal heard this, he touched his grandson's head, and he smiled and said, "Don't worry, grandpa will always be with you." ”
But immediately after that, a trace of sadness rose in his heart.
But I'm already a grandfather.
And how much time is left?