Chapter 156: Imposed on the Father
The images in the memory fragments began to jump.
It's Monday.
Indoors.
Chen Yuwei woke up her daughter after making breakfast.
In fact, the amount of breakfast is still relatively large every time, and Chen Yuwei prepares more.
But her daughter was always there saying that she couldn't eat too much, otherwise she would get fat, and she didn't like to get fat.
So every time she had breakfast, Chen Yuwei had to persuade her daughter to eat more.
She felt that it was good for her daughter to be chubby for nothing.
She doesn't have as many worries as her daughter, she just wants her daughter to be able to eat a little more, and she is afraid that her daughter will starve.
But today, Chen Yuwei unexpectedly found that her daughter did not seem to be as she used to, hesitant to eat breakfast but afraid to eat too much.
Today, my daughter's appetite seems to be exceptionally good.
After eating the noodles in front of him, he drank two glasses of milk.
So this made Chen Yuwei feel extra worry-free.
However, she was still a little puzzled by her daughter's abnormal behavior.
So she asked, "Xuexue, your mood seems to be very good today." ”
The little girl sitting across the table drank the milk from the glass next to her, and then she said excitedly: "I had a new idea yesterday, and I believe that my new song will be able to achieve the same results as the previous song!" ”
After Chen Yuwei heard her daughter's words, she couldn't help but feel a little distressed while she was happy for her daughter.
Because since her daughter came back from abroad, all her free time has been spent on this matter.
Chen Yuwei has had it many times, and it is not necessary to persuade her daughter to do this.
She felt that her daughter should have some free time of her own like other children her age.
There is no need to arrange your life so full, so compact.
But every time Chen Yuwei secretly looked at Chen Chuxue who was immersed in the process of creating songs and had a smile on her face outside the door.
She took them back.
Because Chen Yuwei thinks that it may be very tiring in her opinion, and it will be a great burden for a child, but in the eyes of her daughter, this is a very interesting thing, this is her interest.
And Chen Yuwei also thought of what her daughter would look like every time she created a new song, and she also thought that her daughter was indeed enjoying it.
After Chen Yuwei watched her daughter finish eating, she brought her a coat and schoolbag.
While helping her daughter carry her school bag.
She rubbed Chen Chuxue's fluffy hair dotingly, and then said with a smile: "It's amazing, I have to have fun at school today." ”
Chen Chuxue hummed softly, and then said goodbye to her mother and went out.
And before Chen Chuxue went out, Chen Yuwei still wanted to stop her daughter.
Because she thinks it's been a while since school started, but she hasn't sent her daughter to school once.
Although their neighborhood is close to the school, she still feels that it is a bit incompetent for her mother not to send her daughter to school for various reasons.
So Chen Yuwei wanted to stop her daughter who was about to go out, thinking that she would send her to school today.
But the ringtone of the mobile phone immediately afterwards interrupted Chen Yuwei's thoughts.
She glanced at the caller ID on her phone, and when she looked again, her daughter was already out of the house.
So Chen Yuwei's heart also began to feel guilty.
She wondered how she was going to send her daughter to school tomorrow.
......
on the streets.
Chen Chuxue, who went out with her schoolbag on her back, began to think of a series of things that happened when she moved.
At that time, she still didn't understand why her mother chose to move.
She thought the old house and her room were very cozy, and she loved it.
So after moving to a new home, Chen Chuxue also had a few emotions with her mother because of this.
But now Chen Chuxue doesn't think so anymore.
It's not just because she has adapted to the new environment, made a lot of good friends in the new community, and met many good people in the community.
It's also because her home is only five or six hundred meters away from their school.
When she learned that many of her classmates came to school by bus or private car.
She felt that her mother had a visionary even more.
What Chen Chuxue didn't expect at this moment was that Chen Yuwei actually missed that house very much.
And because that house has a different meaning to her, when Chen Yuwei chose to move, her frustration was actually higher than Chen Chuxue's.
But for the sake of her daughter's future and to give her a better environment, she still chose to move to the school district.
That's it.
Chen Chuxue crossed a street and walked a road to the entrance of the school.
At this moment, she noticed that there seemed to be a lot more cars parked in front of the school than before.
And Chen Chuxue thought for a moment that today seemed to be the school's first monthly exam, maybe this is the reason why there are so many parents picking up and dropping off today.
When Chen Chuxue thought of this, her mood was inexplicably a little low.
She watched as the other children got off the bus accompanied by their parents, and said a lot of words of encouragement to her children before dropping them off at the school gate.
At this moment, Chen Chuxue's heart suddenly had a trace of envy.
Especially when she saw a father calling his child brother and brother, patting his child on the shoulder and encouraging her to get a good place.
Chen Chuxue was even more envious.
It seems that the past time did not make her accustomed to her father's absence.
On the contrary, it made her more eager and yearning for a father.
So at that moment, Chen Chuxue's heart not only had a sense of loss because she saw the father's love she longed for.
And angry at the father who had never been masked and what he had done.
At that moment, in her heart, she hated that father.
I hate that my father abandoned my mother and abandoned myself.
......
And the netizens who are watching this memory fragment at the moment.
After seeing this picture, their feelings were extremely mixed.
"Alas, I now have some understanding why Chen Chuxue said such words at the beginning of the show, and her misunderstanding of her father has accumulated bit by bit."
"Yes, but I think from the current perspective, the people who accuse Chen Chuxue of his original behavior are actually a group of people who stand in God's perspective."
"At the very beginning, when the first episode of my family program group was broadcast, many viewers with the same information as Chen Chuxue also criticized Lin Yi and abused Lin Yi."
"So I can understand the emotions that Chen Chuxue has been holding up in her heart, and she has endured too many negative emotions as a party because of those misunderstandings."
"But Chen Chuxue has never had less fatherly love than anyone else, her father has always been with her and has always helped her grow."
"Even Lin Yi has achieved a very good treatment effect, if he goes on like this, he can live better than anyone else, he can achieve the status and fame that everyone envies, but Lin Yi still chooses to take on the responsibility he gives himself, and gives that pure and beautiful love to his daughter."
"Yes, Lin Yi has always tried his best to be a good father, everything he does and everything he does in his little time is for this, he has always done it."
"So now I really want to tell Chen Chuxue back then, so that she doesn't hate her father, her father is very great."
And not just these netizens on the Internet.
The part of my family program group is also in the program, and many scholars and professors have the same feeling.
They also had the same mixed feelings when they saw this memory fragment.
One of the professors even shed tears because he felt the same way.
"Although this does not happen to most families, children in childhood are always full of misunderstandings about their parents," he cried. ”
"A lot of these things are not until they grow up to understand their parents' good intentions."
"And that's what I am.... So I'm sorry, I can't control my emotions...."
The more the professor spoke, the more he broke down, and he thought of many, many things.
At this moment, he also saw the memory fragment in front of him, and saw that Chen Chuxue in the picture was very similar to him in the past.
So these pictures hook up all his past memories.
And now that his life experience has increased, after he has been exposed to more and more things, he has become more and more convinced that his parents were right, and because of his misunderstanding, they have also made a lot of hearts, and his parents have added a lot of gray hair.
When the host on the side saw this, he immediately took out two tissues and handed them to the professor.
After that, he wanted to follow the process of the program team and ask the professor to share his experience and ask him to explain why the images in the memory clips touched him so much.
But when he saw that the professor's emotions were getting more and more excited, the expression on his face became more and more guilty.
The words he put on his lips were taken back by him.
He felt that he should not force the professor to tell him what he had been going through.
Because these memories seem to be painful memories of the professor.
The words that force him to speak out at this time are likely to uncover his past scars and cause him another injury.
So the moderator did not guide the professor to express his feelings, but waited for the professor to mediate his emotions.
If he wants to talk about his experience after his emotions have stabilized, then the host will follow the process.
If you are too unwilling, the host will not force it.
Soon.
The professor also noticed his gaffe, so he subconsciously controlled his emotions.
After that, he picked up the microphone in front of him and said with some sadness: "I used to be so selfish..."
"I was born in a fairly good family, I thought my childhood was a happy one, my mother and father loved me very much, they would send me to school together when I was in school, and they would take me to the movies and dramas every Saturday and weekend..."
"So at that time, I remember that those friends around me were extremely envious of me, envious that I could wear new clothes every time, and I could immediately change into new ones if my schoolbag was broken."
At this point, the professor paused, his eyes full of memories.
He said: "If you look at it by today's standards, these things actually seem very ordinary, and now families generally have higher pursuits, and these things are easy to obtain." ”
The smile on the professor's face gradually disappeared after saying this, and his tone became more and more heavy, and he continued: "So it is precisely because these companions are envious, and it is precisely because I have parents who love me, that my greatest wish in childhood is to maintain this family relationship forever. ”
"I hope our family will never break up."
"But after that, I don't know what year it started, and there seemed to be a rift in my family."
"It was obvious to me that the relationship between my parents seemed to be becoming stranger and stranger, and there were only a handful of days for a family of three to eat at home at the same time."
"But even if I was aware of it at the time, I subconsciously thought that it was because of their work that they didn't have time to spend with their families."
"Until one night I heard the sound of slamming glass and the sound of slamming doors from the living room."
"I woke up from my sleep and went to the living room to find it a mess."
"My father sat on the sofa with his head down and smoked cigarette after cigarette, and I was so scared that I thought it was a burglar in the house."
"And the scene in front of me also left a very deep impression on me at that time."
"So I've never seen anything like this before, and I was so scared that I immediately started crying."
"And my father didn't react until I cried and fell on the floor, after which he immediately took out the cigarette butt in his hand and reassured me that it was okay to let me go to bed."
"At the time, I thought it should be fine."
"After all, my father never lied to me, and everything he promised me was done."
"But then I didn't see my mother for several days, and when I asked my father and mother what they were doing, he would say that my mother had been transferred to another place for work reasons and would come back soon."
"I believe it too."
"But just as I was looking forward to my mother coming home every day, my father suddenly stopped me one night and told me in a heavy and nervous tone that he and my mother were divorced, and he asked me who I was going with."
"When I heard the news, I instantly felt that my spiritual world had collapsed, and I kept yelling at my father, saying words and words that I hated him, and I said that he was useless."
"Even though I didn't know what happened at the time, I still put all the blame on my father."