When the professor said this.

Everyone at the scene could clearly feel that his mood was getting lower and lower.

So someone immediately came forward to comfort him: "I believe that your father and your mother must have had their own reasons at that time, so they chose to divorce." ”

"And you were just a kid at the time, and your world is actually very simple, so you must not blame yourself too much about it."

When the professor heard this, he nodded.

He gave a bleak smile to indicate that he was in good shape.

The professor continued, "So I lived with my father for many years. ”

"But in fact, I didn't choose my father back then, I told my father more than once that I wanted to live with my mother, I didn't want to see him again, he was a nasty father."

After the professor said this, many people at the scene were puzzled.

What they were a little puzzled about was that the professor said that he had lived with his father for many years, but he said that he had chosen his mother back then, and that he hated his father extremely at that time.

So at this moment, those people wondered why he ended up living with his father again.

However, even if some people present had such doubts, they did not interrupt the professor, but quietly listened to the professor continue.

After the professor looked around, he seemed to understand the mental activity of some people on the scene.

Then he showed a self-deprecating smile: "I believe that everyone here must also have doubts about why I chose my mother, but I have lived with my father for so many years." ”

"Actually, when I chose my father, it was a choice without a choice."

"At that time, because of my preconceived notions, I blamed my father for the breakdown of the family, and I felt that my father was the culprit of all this."

"So I hated my father very much, and I wanted to live with my mother."

"But my father vetoed my request every time, he refused to let me meet my mother, and he said that I had to follow him if I didn't want to."

When those words are spoken.

And many people at the scene showed a look of astonishment.

Originally, in the professor's description and according to the professor's expression of indebtedness to his father.

They will all feel that the professor's father is a very competent father and certainly a good person.

That's why this professor behaves like this gaffe at this moment.

But now they heard that the professor wanted to live with his mother, but the father kept the professor in a very unreasonable way.

So some people at the scene began to think about how to persuade the professor to let go.

Maybe his father wasn't as perfect as he thought he was.

Just because he made this decision back then, it is enough to show that he has a flaw in character.

But the professor's next words quickly gave them the answer.

The professor took a deep breath, and then his voice began to choke up, "Yes, I was thinking the same as you were at the time. ”

"So because of this, I hate my father even more."

"I haven't called that man father in a long time since that day."

"Even when he picked me up from school every night, even when he celebrated my birthday, even when I was bullied by my classmates at school, I rushed to school to support me, I didn't call his father."

"He even gave him a lot of faces."

"Because at the time I didn't think this man was worthy."

"But I later found out that I didn't have any choice at that time, and it wasn't my father's fault that caused the family to break."

"I didn't have a choice."

"I now know that the reason for my parents' divorce at that time was that my father was tricked into becoming the owner of a company, and then he was saddled with tens of millions of debts, and my mother abandoned my father because of this."

"They had already gone through the divorce formalities, and my mother handed me over to my father because she felt I was a burden.

"So at first, my father asked me if I would follow my mother or follow him, but he was just trying to maintain my illusion of the perfect mother figure as a last-ditch effort."

"Finally, I want to maintain the image of my mother in my heart."

"He was afraid that if I learned the truth of the matter, it would have a bad impact on me and make me change my perception of the world."

When the professor said this, many people in the audience were a little worried, the professor's current emotional state.

Because in their opinion, the professor was particularly emotional, and being abandoned by his own mother must have been a particularly painful memory for him.

Unexpectedly, the professor smiled very cheerfully at this moment.

He didn't seem to care.

Laughing and smiling, he rubbed the corners of his eyes again: "If I had learned the news at that time, I would definitely be very devastated." ”

"Even my perception of me will change my view of family affection."

"But now I don't hate my mother at all."

"Everyone has their own choices, and my mother is still herself in addition to having the identity of a mother, and she can live for herself."

"In those days, tens of millions of debts were enough for a person to be unable to turn over for a lifetime, so although she chose to live for herself, although she was ruthless, I could understand him at the moment."

And the guests at the scene were relieved when they heard this.

It seems that the professor has chosen to reconcile with one of the most painful memories of his childhood.

This matter has been put down.

But they thought of another angle.

They thought of the truth that the professor had only discovered since he became an adult, so he must have been hostile to his father because of misunderstandings like Chen Chuxue had done in the past, and hated his father.

At this moment, those people also understood the reason why the professor had such emotions after seeing the image in the memory fragment.

Because he was so similar to Chen Chuxue in the past.

And the more a person doesn't care about himself or the more he doesn't care about him, the easier it is to let go.

That's what this professor is.

He could let go of his mother, and if it weren't for this, he wouldn't even think of his mother.

He had forgotten his mother.

But he definitely can't let go of what he once did to his father.

At this moment, the professor choked up and said: "At that time, I was really ignorant and did a lot of wrong things, which made my father suffer too many grievances. ”

"But after many years, I found the truth, and after telling my father, he forgave me very plainly, saying that everything was over."

"Just made a settlement with me so lightly."

And at the moment in the picture.

Lin Yi fell into the torment of illness again.

And after being at this stage, Lin Yi spent most of the day suffering from his illness.

So whenever Lin Yi falls into this state.

The surrounding medical staff were all standing next to Lin Yi anxiously.

But these doctors from all over the world with extremely high professional knowledge are simply not able to do anything about it.

They could only persuade Lin Yi on the side, let him relax, and comfort him, everything would pass.

But every time the doctors around them said this, they would deny it in their hearts.

Because they clearly know that these pains will never go away, and even the pain next time will be even stronger than the last time, unless Lin Yi leaves this world, the pain will not disappear.

Everything will come to an end.

In this tense atmosphere, with the passage of time bit by bit.

Lin Yi finally persevered.

And when he temporarily got rid of those illnesses in his body, he was the first to break this heavy atmosphere.

He said to the doctors, "Don't worry, I'm fine, I'm used to these things, so you don't have to worry too much about me." ”

But when the doctors heard this, they couldn't help but sigh in their hearts.

They knew the extent of this pain, and it was absolutely impossible to understate it as Lin Yi said.

It will definitely not weaken the warning signs sent by the body's functions because he has endured it too many times, and make him suffer less.

However, those doctors did not deny what Lin Yi said.

They looked at Lin Yi and nodded, still unable to do anything.

Lin Yi, who can only persuade over and over again, pays attention to his body and his mood.

And every time Lin Yi experienced these illnesses, he would think of his daughter and his wife for the first time.

At this time, his heart is the most empty.

Therefore, Chu Hua on the side also knew very well what Lin Yi was thinking in his heart at this time.

So he secretly hid behind Lin Yi and wiped his tears, then looked at an attending doctor on the side.

Ask him if the weather is suitable for going out today.

With Lin Yi's current physical condition, can he meet the conditions for going out?

And when the doctor heard Chu Hua's words, he didn't understand why Chu Hua asked this at first.

But when he glanced at Chu Hua, and then at Lin Yihou, who was extremely lonely and was in a daze with a photo of his wife and daughter.

He understood what Chu Hua meant.

After that, the attending physician sighed, and then said: "With Mr. Lin Yi's current state, in fact, no matter what the conditions are, you should not go out..."

The doctor paused as he said this.

He just wanted to give a negative answer.

looked at Lin Yi again.

The attending physician felt that this man was inexplicably sad, he obviously had a lot of special things at the moment, but how sad it was that he had to be restricted from even going out.

And the doctor thought of Lin Yi's current state again.

He thought that since it was irretrievable, why not let him live the rest of his life more comfortably and let him have fewer regrets.

So after thinking of this, the doctor said slowly to Chu Hua: "However, the temperature in this season is neither hot nor cold, and it is more suitable for going out than other times." ”

"So if you do a good job of protection and avoid Mr. Lin Yi from coming into contact with the crowd, I don't think it will cause very serious consequences."

"Of course, it's best not to go out, for the sake of Mr. Lin Yi's body."

"I hope you must attach this point when you tell Mr. Lin Yi as well."

"Let him weigh it up and then make his choice."

When Chu Hua heard the doctor's words, he nodded gratefully.

The doctor was immediately sent out.

Later, when he returned to the bedroom again.

Chu Hua looked at Lin Yi's current state, and he couldn't help but sigh again.

Lin Yi's expression doesn't seem to have changed during this time, he is still so lonely, still holding the photo of his wife and daughter with both hands.

At this moment, Chu Hua thought of the time when he saw his grandfather for the last time.

He once didn't understand why his grandfather could always endure boredom and sit on the bench in the community in a daze.

It was an afternoon to be able to look at the children playing on the grass in front of them.

So Chu Hua had also asked his grandfather more than once why he didn't do something meaningful.

But every time his grandfather would answer him, he also wanted to do something meaningful, and he also wanted to do more with his own time.

But time seemed to pass faster and faster, and he couldn't catch it.

It was as if he had just sat on a bench and taken a nap, and an afternoon had passed.

So this made Chu Hua at that time far from being able to understand the words from his grandfather's mouth.

He thinks that everyone's day should be very fulfilling, what to do in the morning, what to do at noon, what to do in the afternoon and what to do in the evening.

But with the passage of time, with the increase of his experience.

Chu Hua felt more and more that he could understand his grandfather's feelings at that time.

He also feels that time flies faster and faster as an adult.

He also appeared, immersed in nostalgia for the good things of the past.

Thus not feeling the time when time passes.

So at this moment, Chu Hua can understand Lin Yi's feelings very well.

He stepped forward to Lin Yi and said, "Mr. Lin, I asked the doctor just now, I don't know if you heard the conversation we just had." ”

After Lin Yi heard this, he didn't react at first.

After that, his face was a little confused and his reaction was a little sluggish.

Chu Hua understood Lin Yi's meaning through Lin Yi's expression.

Afterwards he continued: "That's right, the doctor said that the weather is suitable for going out today. ”

"In the past, you would always take me to see your daughter from afar, and you would always praise me on how smart and talented your daughter was."

"Because I think your daughter is a genius like you, I think you were really happy at that time."

"So if you want, I can arrange for someone to take you out of the house right now to see your daughter."