Chapter 159: Finding the Light That Doesn't Exist
And at this moment, when Chen Chuxue saw this scene, somehow something began to pass through her memory, and some pictures also appeared in her mind very hazy.
At this moment, she looked at the picture in the memory fragment and became stunned.
Her mind went blank for a split second.
And those pictures that appeared in her memory, Chen Chuxue couldn't see them clearly, or depicted them.
It's like a dream the night before, even if you wake up the next day and remember that you had a dream last night, you have forgotten all about the specific content and specific images in the dream.
Chen Chuxue is in this state at the moment.
But from the images that flashed in her mind, she seemed to see an outline.
When I was most eager for father's love and most wanted to have a father by my side, there was a person who leaned on his shoulder.
Although Chen Chuxue couldn't see his face or all his features, Chen Chuxue knew that this person was his father, Lin Yi.
So this also made Chen Chuxue fall into deep thought.
She couldn't tell if she was hallucinating because of too many emotional fluctuations, or if she had really leaned on her father's shoulder.
But this feeling is so real.
After this hazy picture appeared in Chen Chuxue's mind, her heart, which had cracked due to guilt and remorse, actually felt a warmth at this time.
After she saw what her father looked like at that time, she thought of many remarks on the Internet.
The light on the man's body grew fainter and fainter as the years passed, and he slowly fell from the sky and finally sank into the horizon.
At that time, the light on his body was in full bloom, and he would become the most distant light in the future.
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And at the moment.
The audience in the audience did not notice Chen Chuxue's reaction after seeing this scene in the guest seat.
At this moment, they saw a scene in the fragment of memories that made them extremely worried.
But they seem to have seen it many times.
In the memory fragments.
Lin Yi was like those pictures in the past, and he began to struggle again because of the illness on his body.
However, this time, Lin Yi seemed to be afraid that because of the movement he caused, the plan to see his wife and daughter would come to an end.
Lin Yi also knew that he wouldn't have many opportunities like this, and he wouldn't let himself have many times.
Because he doesn't want to die yet, he still wants to live, and he wants to do more.
But if the pain in his body can be overcome by will, then there will be no heart-wrenching pictures.
Then it won't be called like hell by those doctors.
So even under Lin Yi's extreme restraint, he still struggled in the car.
Seeing this, Chu Hua on the side hurriedly stepped forward to support Lin Yi.
and hurriedly asked the doctor who accompanied them to come forward to check Lin Yi's physical condition.
If it doesn't work, Chu Hua will immediately ask the driver to turn around and return to the manor.
Although he obeyed Lin Yi's orders, theoretically speaking, he had no right to order Lin Yi.
But Lin Yi once told him that he didn't want to die.
If he does something that seriously endangers his life.
When the time comes, you must stop your wayward self.
So no matter what aspect it is, Chu Hua feels that he has the responsibility to make this decision.
And Chu Hua also felt that Lin Yi was the person he respected the most, and the only one who could convince him so much.
So no matter what kind of status he had in Lin Yi's heart, whether he was an ordinary subordinate or a friend who had a good relationship, Chu Hua didn't care.
He just wants this man to live, he just wants to see this man, really stand on the top and break everything.
So even in such a desperate situation.
Even now, when all the doctors feel that Lin Yi has no cure to save his life, and his life is about to come to an end, Chu Hua still believes that Lin Yi can turn the tables at the last moment.
Just like he was before he was completely convinced by this man.
He thought that he didn't trust this hairy boy in his twenties at all.
He felt that at this age, he had no background, and it was too difficult to step into the economic circle.
So he has been paying attention to Lin Yi all the time.
As long as Lin Yi made some decisions that made him feel stupid, he would immediately leave Lin Yi's team.
But then something happened that was enough to change his worldview.
He could never have imagined that so many miracles could happen to one person before this.
He also acted completely beyond his understanding of the economy, and beyond that framework.
Lin Yi was able to turn the tables against the wind in a desperate situation every time and complete one miracle after another.
So after Chu Hua recalled those things in the past, he felt that this situation was so similar to that time.
Because Lin Yi's actions at that time were also illogical in the eyes of others, it was like throwing money into the sea.
But Lin Yi used the final ending to prove that he was different from others.
He is not within that framework, so this is why Lin Yi is called an economic god by people in that circle.
He is fundamentally different from those ordinary people.
He's not common sense.
So even when Chu Hua didn't believe that Lin Yi himself could survive for a long time, he still believed it.
He feels that this economic god can also break these conventions, he is just different from ordinary people, he can just get through.
And this is also the reason why Chu Hua has never given up on Lin Yi.
He had been waiting for a miracle that would slap everyone's face like he had done before.
And right now.
Lin Yi also coughed constantly because of the strong pain in his body, coupled with the body's stress response.
There were bloodshot coughs that would spill from the corners of his mouth from time to time.
And this scene also brought Chu Hua back to reality from his imagination.
Whenever Chu Hua saw the picture of Lin Yi being tortured because of his illness at this time, he would come out of the world he imagined.
He will feel sad for Lin Yi.
After all, this God is only economic.
And how can a person's physical health be determined by a person's talent or willpower?
Everyone is just an ordinary person in this respect, and there is no such thing as a god.
But just when Chu Hua was about to ask the driver to turn around and cancel the plan to go out this time, Lin Yi's cough suddenly stopped.
And when Chu Hua looked over in surprise, he suddenly found that Lin Yi's eyes were very bright today.
Clear and bright.
And this is also a picture that Chu Hua has not seen for a long time.
He was in a trance at this moment, even a little excited.
At this moment, he seemed to see Lin Yi in the past.
So even Chu Hua had a hint of delusion at that moment.
He thought that Lin Yi's illness had improved, and he thought that the doctors around him would also show shocked expressions one by one.
And after that, Lin Yi's news will appear on the headlines of newspapers and the front pages of major news media.
Everyone discussed Lin Yi's past deeds, and they were amazed by Lin Yi's tenacious vitality, but also saw the hope of life in Lin Yi's body.
And this hope in the follow-up will also lead countless people to persevere.
Because he was so special before, he was different from everyone around him, and he would do something incomprehensible to ordinary people all the time.
But it also tells them through the ending that every decision he makes is right, things will always turn around in the end, and miracles will always happen to him.
But in the next second, Lin Yi's coughing began to sound again.
This made Chu Hua's eyes dim, but this time Lin Yi's coughing movement was obviously much smaller than before.
After the accompanying doctor felt that Lin Yi's heartbeat was gradually stabilizing, he also gave Chu Hua a look.
In fact, Lin Yi's current body really has no need to be checked.
Because no matter how many times you check it, it's such a mess, and it hurts everyone.
So if the heartbeat levels out, then there will be no risk of dying in a short period of time.
Then in the doctor's opinion, it was a good result.
And just when Chu Hua was still a little uneasy, he was about to ask the driver to turn around and end this trip.
Lin Yi suddenly said, "I'm fine, go on." ”
"Although I haven't been out for a long time, and I haven't been to this street for a long time, the buildings here have changed a lot."
"The old houses are slowly disappearing and replaced by high-rise buildings to be built."
"But I still have an impression of this road, and I know that soon I will be able to get to the gate of my daughter's school."
"I just want to see her from afar, it won't take long."
And when Chu Hua heard Lin Yi's words, how could he bear to continue to let the car turn around.
And it was precisely because of this that he let Lin Yi go out this time.
He wanted Lin Yi to have less regrets in his heart.
So Chu Hua didn't hesitate any longer, but motioned for the driver to continue driving forward.
After making this decision, Chu Hua secretly glanced at Lin Yi.
He found that a smile actually appeared on the corner of Lin Yi's mouth at this moment.
And this smile does not conform to Lin Yi's past images at all.
In Chu Hua's eyes at this moment, this is more like a smile that can only be shown by a child.
And it's right now.
Road congestion has eased, and vehicles are back on the road. 、
Lin Yi also couldn't see the pair of vendors and the poor little girl anymore, so he withdrew his gaze and slowly closed his eyes, leaning back.
However, Chu Hua on the side never took his eyes off Lin Yi's body.
In addition to worrying about Lin Yi's physical condition, a burst of sadness rose in Chu Hua's heart at this moment.
He found that Lin Yi was so thin at the moment.
And this is still when he is personally in charge of the diet, or when Lin Yi hardly goes out.
But even so.
Lin Yi was still so thin that even the skin on his arms began to wrinkle.
But what made Chu Hua feel strange was that.
He had just seen a Lin Yi with such a pure and firm look in his eyes.
So he saw the difference between Lin Yi and the others again.
Most of the terminally ill patients have cloudy eyes, and their every move reveals despair for the future.
But at this moment, this man is different.
He can still find the light that does not exist in the bitter life.
At this moment, netizens on the Internet are watching this memory fragment.
They were also touched by this scene in the memory fragments.
And at this moment, they all saw a different light in this man.
It was as if they had seen the peerless elegance of Lin Yi before at this moment.
And even if they didn't see Lin Yi's most vivid time, they still felt his difference through the expression revealed in Lin Yi's memory fragment just now.
"Yes, Lin Yi has always been so special, otherwise he wouldn't always be the focus of the crowd."
"I finally realized why those who have seen Lin Yi's appearance before his illness say that he will always attract everyone's attention and will always be the most dazzling existence in the crowd."
"Because he's different, as if he's not of this era."
"The talent he had, and the things he did, were all beyond everybody's expectations."
"Yes, if you don't know Lin Yi's experience and don't see these fragments of memory, everyone can't imagine that Lin Yi once lived in such a slum, and his childhood was so miserable."
"But it was such a man with such a miserable childhood who created such a business empire."
"Yes, what he did was too unexpected, every step was in his unreasonableness, for ordinary people can never break free, can never change the abyss of class, but he still walked out, and even has today's achievements."
"And if these things can be attributed to a person's vision that is far beyond ordinary people, and a sentence of talent can do it, then I think what I really admire is the resilience of life that I see from Lin Yi."
"Before this, no one would have imagined that a terminally ill patient would be able to persevere to such a point, that a person could endure so much pain, but still stick to his true nature."
"Yes, and they have also found one miracle after another in him that those medical professionals can't understand, and they can only attribute all this to Lin Yi's willpower that is far beyond ordinary people, maybe it's really because of willpower that they can't explain these reasons."
"It is estimated that those professional musicians who saw the picture of Lin Yi's lyrics and music have the same look on their faces as them."
"These don't seem to belong to this era at all, everything about him, everything about him, he's so special."